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Looking Back at 2010, Looking Ahead Towards 2011...

2011-01-03T01:08:00.014+08:00

Reviewing My 2010 New Year Resolutions (taken from here)

Matching what i've planned for Year 2009 vs what i plan for Year 2010 (in bold) .......
[in red would be my comments]

1) To be punctual for all meet-ups.
(i'm trying still. the latest i can only be is max 15mins)
[this will still be part of my resolutions for 2011, as i would say that i still need to improve on this. there're times whereby i'm still ~~very~~ late, there are also times when i'm early / on time. will continue to improve on this.. as being late = wasting one's precious time = spending lesser time with the person whom i'm gonna meet / spending less time on what i'm gonna do]

2) To rest more and to have enough sleep everyday.
(with school starting.. i guess the only sleeping luxury i can get is only during weekends)
[i would suppose that i've got sufficient amount of rest after quitting from my previous job. it's time to get all stressed up again.. gonna change this to ""]

3) ~~To save at least $200 MORE each month.~~
(let's be realistic.. a shopaholic like me will be more than glad to save $100 more each month...)
[will keep this resolution. i really need to save more once i've found something which pays me better. i'm using up all my savings already~]

4) To be able to cope with studying part time and working full time.
(i NEED TO do so now... cuz i seriously need the degree!!!)
[to be able to perform well in studies is all what i need this year!]

5) To stay healthy and slim down at least 2kg by the end of the year.
(i pray to stay healthy and if possible, to shed some weight (at least 3kg) for health sake~)
[managed to lose near to 4kg. thanks to that few months at home~ i'm still aiming for more if possible.... and also to stay healthy. been hit by the flu bugs quite a number of times this year. plus gastric pain and all... i'm looking forward to a healthier 2011!!]

6) To learn to love myself, and those whom i love.
(To learn to be patient, spontaneous, confident and matured)
[i'm still working on the aspect of patience, confidence and also...... initiative~]

7) ~~To be able to complete at least 1 book every 3 months.~~
(Not much time for books, probably textbooks and notes and maybe magazines.. Gonna change this to: To be able to be more understanding to my loved one and to love him more each day..)
[i tried. but doesn't seem to work. so i'm gonna change this to: spend more quality time with my loved ones... and i'm referring to family and friends whom i care for]

8) To cut down on shopping expenses by half.
(To be able to control my urge to shop/spend unnecessarily.)
[something that i'm still working on though...]

9) To maintain a clean and tidy room.
(I will stick to this.. Though i know that it's tough)
[same for this year!]

10) To be independent and gain more self-confident by the end of Q3.
(as mentioned above, i'm still wanting to be more confident.. as for independence, i've improved a lil by now.. i can shop/walk around now... just that it's rather aimlessly and i tend to be in a very 'lost' state.)
[no comments on this. but shopping / walking alone for me now isn't much of a problem. guess i'm so used to the 'loneliness']

11) To learn the basics of Photoshop by the end of the year.
(somehow managed to picked up some skills here and there in Year 2009, but due to lack of practise.. i'm still rather weak in Photoshop though~)
[didn't have much time and chance to master it. i'm gonna find time this year to learn something! Photoshop is real important man~~]

12) To change blogskin at least once a year.
(Will be doing a new one soon when i have the time.. it's been TOO LONG since i last fidled with my blogskin template. Feeling rusty now~)
[completely lost when i initial clicked on the 'Template' tab. i've got a draft up but due to some personal reasons, decided to KIV this project till 2011]

13) ~~To learn basic Japanese from Ting.~~
(i give up on learning foreign language for now... don't really have much spare time to do so. i'm more into looking at getting good grades for school)
[good grades are top priority!]

So in short, plan for Year 2010...

- To stay healthy by resting more; lesser MC and don't try to pon class. [nearly there, hence gonna retain for Year 2011]
- To achieve good results for work and good grades for school. [this is definitely a must for 2011!] - To be able to have more rest and to shed off some weight [retain! since shedding off a few more kg doesn't harm anyway~]
- To be more understanding to people around me. [still working on it]
- To find more time for family and friends. [planning for more meet-ups with friends and rekindle lost friendships]
- To love my love one more. [love is not on priority list in 2011. but still, will go with the flow though~]
(Do wish that he's more independent, matured, understanding, patient, sensitive, sweet and loving in the near future)
- To BLOG MORE OFTEN! [i'll TRY]

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I would say that Year 2010 wasn't a good year for me.
Pretty unlucky for most of the year though~
I've lost quite a far bit in terms of work, friendship and relationship...

And somehow i realised that i didn't really quite blog the details here...
As most of the time it was only on my Facebook's status.
And now with i4,
problems are shared mostly through more on Whatsapp, MSN and even FB~

In total for Year 2010,
I've got only 8 pathetic published posts and 4 miserable drafts!!
This is insanely crazy man!!
Time to work on my blog man~
My writing skills and spelling are deteriorating!!

After saying so much...
My New Year Resolutions for Year 2011 would be....

1) To achieve good results for work and good grades for school.
2) To stay healthy by having sufficient rest and eat all 3 meals each day; and to shed off some weight if possible (another 2 - 3kg would be fine).
3) To be punctual for all meet-ups.
4) To put a stop on impulse purchases and to maintain my monthly savings; and if possible, to up it by $100 - $200.
5) To learn the basics of Photoshop.
6) To take more initiative and show more confidence in terms of work.
7) To find more time for family and friends; and also to rekindle some lost (worthy) friendships.
8) To BLOG MORE OFTEN and to create a new blogskin by the end of 2011.

Hopefully by the end of 2011, i would be able to meet at least 4/8 of the above. :))

Why do co. always think that one doing PT studies can't commit 100% to work?

2010-09-23T13:09:00.004+08:00

"With PT studies, i don't think you'll be able to commit 100% to your work."

Seriously, i think the above liner is BS!
Who said that job seekers who are doing their PT study can't commit 100% to their work?
Any statistics to prove that the above statement is true?!
Did anyone even bother to give them a chance to try?

It's SO BIAS of employers to think in that way!
There's always ways to work things out for timings and all.
If you're someone whom the company really wants...
The company can't simply use this lame excuse to reject candidates what~~

Been through so many interviews since the start of August.
After been told that i'm still persuing a PT degree..
I've seen so many of such expressions from interviewers: "oh what a pity" / "such a shame" / "i'm afraid that we can't take you" / "probably next time?"
Though i'm rather immune from it but of course i still hope that someone will be different to stand out from all these bias people!

And finally after SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LONG i thought that i found one who's nice and trusting enough to accept me.

I got a call couple of days back with an offer.
Not too bad.
Good environment, vibrant corporate culture, the people seems ok, the job scope sounds interesting too~
Of course i accepted the offer!
However, as they needed me urgently and as exams are drawing near,
i expressed my concern.
Then was told to wait as the HR needs to check with my future-reporting manager on the issue.

I wonder if it's just pure bad luck or they're really playing a trick on me.
Got a call an hour ago.
Was told that they need to re-consider the offer and when we ended the call,
I was told that they're not offering me the position anymore!

Reason being that the manager fear / felt that i'm not able to commit 100% to the job.

The only thing i had in mind was WTF!
Didn't i mentioned that that i'm still persuing my PT degree during my interview last Friday?!
Even after 2 rounds of interviews,
don't tell me that no one actually realised that?!
I think this is STUPID on their part really!!

There are people around me who told me to hide the fact that i'm still doing my PT studies during interviews.
As it may hinder the chance of me getting the job.
I wouldn't want to lie to the interviewer and ended up being dealt as cheating the company when they found out that i hid the fact that i'm still schooling.
Plus, this kinda stuff..
How to hide right???
They just need to give me a few nights of OT and will know already what~

Crap!
I'm feeling so angry+upset+disappointed+glad to a certain extend+emotional right NOW.
Angry = The co. bluff me, kinda cheated my feelings~ *dropped a tear*
Upset = No job means no income, no income means can't spend anymore!
Disappointed = Waited so long thinking that my thrifty days gonna be over soon! But it came and so fast it's over so soon
Glad to a certain extend = I can spend more time studying for my upcoming papers now!
Emotional = Made me question myself if i'm really that bad / useless / unlucky?

Whatever the case~
Lesson learnt..
NEVER be TOO HAPPY when it's only an offer over the phone.
It's only when everything's signed and CONFIRMED than we can think about celebration!
*argh*

Anyway,
I'm done with venting my frustrations.
Back to school work again.
Well,
I'd believe someday soon for sure~
I will find a co. that truly appreciates me.

I know there're people still mocking about me leaving my previous co. before getting myself a job.
However,
I would still like to stress on that..
(i'm sorry to say this too but...)
I've NEVER once regretted that i've made that decision.
(even till date and i'm very serious about this!)
=)

Happy job searching for me and good luck to my upcoming papers as well!

Oh ya~
And jele,
I think it's time for me to start working on my script for "衰到暴"?
*sighh*

CHAPTER 8 THE LAW OF CONTRACT
SECTION 2 OFFER AND ACCEPTANCE

Offer

8.2.2 An offer is a promise, or other expression of willingness, by the ‘offeror’ to be bound on certain specified terms upon the unqualified acceptance of these terms by the person to whom the offer is made (the ‘offeree’). Provided the other formation elements (ie consideration and intention to create legal relations) are present, the acceptance of an offer results in a valid contract.

8.2.3 Whether any particular statement amounts to an offer depends on the intention with which it is made. An offer must be made with the intention to be bound. On the other hand, if a person is merely soliciting offers or requesting for information, without any intention to be bound, at best, he or she would be making an invitation to treat. Under the objective test, a person may be said to have made an offer if his or her statement (or conduct) induces a reasonable person to believe that the person making the offer intends to be bound by the acceptance of the alleged offer, even if that person in fact had no such intention.

Acceptance

8.2.5 An offer is accepted by the unconditional and unqualified assent to its terms by the offeree. This assent may be expressed through words or conduct, but cannot be inferred from mere silence save in very exceptional circumstances.

8.2.6 As a general rule, acceptance must be communicated to the offeror, although a limited exception exists where the acceptance is sent by post and this method of communication is either expressly or impliedly authorised. This exception, known as the ‘postal acceptance rule’, stipulates that acceptance takes place at the point when the letter of acceptance is posted, whether or not it was in fact received by the offeror. (Singapore Academy of Law, 2010)

Singapore Academy of Law, 2010, The Law of Contract, viewed on 23rd September 2010 http://www.singaporelaw.sg/content/ContractLaw.html#Section2

Is Love Really That Complicated...?

2010-09-16T04:06:00.009+08:00

Falling in Love
No one said that it's easy.
Neither does it seem to be that tough..

It's just about taking a tiny lil step forward.
An initiative gesture,
a gentle touch,
words of understanding,
minds that think alike,
hearts that feel for each other.

L-O-V-E
Is it really that complicated?

Cascada - Another You

Conversation with a Sex-desperate Kiddo

2010-08-29T17:52:00.010+08:00

Few weeks - months back i was flooded by some funny fella who kept bugging me on my whereabouts and last week, some kiddo added me on MSN and started with his search of a sex partner.

Everything started when i received a new friend notification on MSN.
I accepted the request and the stranger msn-ed me soon after...
Check out the conversation below as well as my comments in RED.

22/8/2010 11:01:05 PM rock hi

22/8/2010 11:01:11 PM Me who r u

22/8/2010 11:01:20 PM rock jason 20
22/8/2010 11:01:22 PM rock u r?

22/8/2010 11:01:41 PM Me where did u get my email add from

22/8/2010 11:01:50 PM rock from your blog bahx
22/8/2010 11:01:54 PM rock u lookijng for cash ?
22/8/2010 11:01:57 PM rock or job
22/8/2010 11:03:05 PM rock 21
22/8/2010 11:03:06 PM rock kk

22/8/2010 11:04:15 PM Me job

22/8/2010 11:04:37 PM rock u intro
(crap~ if you've taken my address from my blog you ought to know who i am!)

22/8/2010 11:05:05 PM Me its all in blog?

22/8/2010 11:05:11 PM rock ic kk
22/8/2010 11:05:19 PM rock wad tpe job u like?
22/8/2010 11:05:20 PM rock kk

22/8/2010 11:05:35 PM Me r u singaporean?
(he's display pic don't seem local)

22/8/2010 11:05:45 PM rock dads britich mum chi kk
22/8/2010 11:05:48 PM rock local
22/8/2010 11:05:49 PM rock yup
(how on earth could you spell your dad's nationality wrongly?!)

22/8/2010 11:05:50 PM Me ooo

22/8/2010 11:05:54 PM rock how bout u

22/8/2010 11:05:58 PM Me workin?

22/8/2010 11:06:21 PM rock schooling
22/8/2010 11:06:24 PM rock n pt woking
22/8/2010 11:06:26 PM rock as bartender
22/8/2010 11:06:31 PM rock mi from sp
22/8/2010 11:06:55 PM rock u ?
22/8/2010 11:07:00 PM rock ite bishn ?
(seriously doubt his age, his occupation and the display pic that he's using. And sorry to say this.. which part of me looks like I'm from ITE Bishan?! And CRAP!! Didn't i state almost anything non-private about me on my blog already?!)

22/8/2010 11:07:13 PM Me -.-

22/8/2010 11:07:24 PM rock or sp too?

22/8/2010 11:07:35 PM Me u gt my add frm my blog u shud know all this isnt it

22/8/2010 11:07:43 PM rock lazy to read all
22/8/2010 11:07:47 PM rock so many words
22/8/2010 11:07:50 PM rock sorry
(do you think i'm still interested to talk to you?)

22/8/2010 11:08:12 PM Me e intro n all laaa

22/8/2010 11:08:20 PM rock haha
22/8/2010 11:08:21 PM rock ok ok
22/8/2010 11:11:07 PM rock r u at or sgl?

22/8/2010 11:11:28 PM Me ??

22/8/2010 11:11:41 PM rock u arttach or single?
(why bother to ask when i'm not even interested to entertain you any further..?)

22/8/2010 11:12:02 PM Me choose to be of neither

22/8/2010 11:12:09 PM rock ok
22/8/2010 11:12:26 PM rock makes no sense
22/8/2010 11:12:28 PM rock anyway
22/8/2010 11:12:30 PM rock haha
(cuz you're dumb that's why)

22/8/2010 11:12:44 PM Me it does

22/8/2010 11:12:52 PM rock how cn it be neither
22/8/2010 11:12:55 PM rock unless u are single
22/8/2010 11:13:03 PM rock n the guy u dating may be future bf
(only kiddos like you think in that way)

22/8/2010 11:13:28 PM Me dating doesnt make u single. n neither r u attached

22/8/2010 11:13:56 PM rock so are u dating someone currentli?
(is this any of your problem?)

22/8/2010 11:14:56 PM Me y r u so interested to know?

22/8/2010 11:22:50 PM rock wnt ask u out
22/8/2010 11:22:51 PM rock lol
(be it single / attached, i wouldn't be interested to go out with you any way~)

22/8/2010 11:23:28 PM Me for wat

22/8/2010 11:23:34 PM rock bored at home
(you bored your pa sai~ why go around bothering people?)

22/8/2010 11:23:46 PM Me -.-

22/8/2010 11:23:55 PM rock kk
22/8/2010 11:42:54 PM rock busy?

22/8/2010 11:44:23 PM Me watching show. y

22/8/2010 11:44:32 PM rock so r u opn ?
22/8/2010 11:44:38 PM rock or very quai?
(why? watch show nowadays need to check if i'm open or guai huh? really sicko man this fella)

22/8/2010 11:45:42 PM Me y ask such qn
22/8/2010 11:45:48 PM Me r we even close

22/8/2010 11:46:02 PM rock oo
22/8/2010 11:46:05 PM rock i dont know
22/8/2010 11:46:12 PM rock i loking for a fling babe
22/8/2010 11:46:16 PM rock cn gv her cash kk
(so desperate go post online or some forums la or even use the most traditional method of going to mIRC. HAHA!! wait~ is it even still around?!)

22/8/2010 11:47:42 PM Me yawn~
22/8/2010 11:47:45 PM Me wrong person

22/8/2010 11:48:24 PM rock oo
22/8/2010 11:48:26 PM rock alrites
22/8/2010 11:48:32 PM rock u hv frnds opn?
22/8/2010 11:48:33 PM rock kk
(even if i do, also not your problem!! obviously some old and wrinkled uncle acting young to look for cute lil bunnies to play with. well, even if your identity is real, i guess your lil one is too lil to satisfy the needs of any big sista dude!!)

-ignored him-

23/8/2010 1:30:34 PM rock i
23/8/2010 1:30:35 PM rock u want mi t
23/8/2010 1:30:37 PM rock hv sex
23/8/2010 1:30:53 PM rock 100 dolr
23/8/2010 1:30:54 PM rock n hr
23/8/2010 1:30:55 PM rock kk
23/8/2010 1:34:27 PM rock u wnt?
(eh hello, you think what~ i'm some Mamasan in Geylang / Joo Jiat?! -.- And 100 / hour? Go Geylang! i think you can get 2 cheena whores with that stinky $$!!!)

-delete + blocked him-

It's pretty obvious that this fella is some sicko who's looking for someone to have sex with...
Want find fling / sex partner, go to those sex pages la..
Which part of my blog resemble those sites any way!!!!

If really desperately in need of sex,
you can either:
- flag a cab down to Geylang,
or:
- try it with someone / something (e.g. your pet dog or cat or spider) at home?
(You can save on the $100 / hour and you don't need to travel somemore!)

Whatever the case,
he's off my MSN list
(in the first place what's with me to add him?! am i retarded or insane?!?!!!)
And I think I'm gonna remove my email address from my blog / replace existing email address with another one soon.
Don't wanna another moron like him to appear in my MSN list again!!

Dedicated Specially for Toots

2010-08-19T01:40:00.002+08:00

Toots
This is specially for yoU...

I wish we could see If we could be something...

Horoscope Readings (it's so very ACCURATE)

2010-08-17T04:01:00.003+08:00

Capricorn
12/22 – 1/19

Capricorn MAN

A man in this Zodiac will has a pair of round big beautiful eyes, a nice structure jaw line. He is a good listener and can understand everything easily and clearly. He can guess what you will say before you even say it. He often shakes his head or touch his hair. He is a big built, but he will tend to have a small ear. He tends to have a darker shade of hair and eyes' color. He will likely have a short and strong neck, broad shoulder, muscular, strong hands and grips. He has a shorter fingers compare to the man of the same size and same height in the other zodiac. His hands can work well at the same time can protect and care for his woman.

His height will be proportional to his weight. He will walk firmly and always take a big long step. As he walks he will look around in caution with no disturbance from his problems at present or in the past. He likes to watch things built with fascinate and wonder about how it is done, so you could see him watching a construction site and not get bored.

He is a good dancer. He is a careful person in instinct, so even at dance floor, he will already have to know what in front or behind him before he will take any steps.

Green is his favorite color. You will mostly see him wear green, navy, blue, or brown. In all 12 Zodiacs, he is the one who can get the most satisfaction from possession of beautiful thing, and cherish it as if it is very valuable to him even it is just a crystal ball made in France.

It is his luck that he hardly has to chase after woman. They always come themselves without his invitation. He likes to treat his guest in his house than visiting his guest at their house. He does not like to be a center of attention, so if you need his help, you have to look up for him. He lives his life in stability and simplicity. Every decision made are already "Sure" and carefully thought out. He will not do what he has been asked to do if he is not interested in doing it. He acts casually but in reality, he always doing things seriously.

He loves peaceful and quiet environment so in his free time, he will stay at home instead of going out and look for adventure. He loves nature and dreams of a nice and quiet house with lots of trees, or he may dream of a house in a beautiful countryside.

He will let you have freedoms and watching you in a distance. If you are over doing something, he will let you know by his icy cold look. He is the perfect lover in all the Zodiac for nothing he will not do for his love one. He won't allow people to laugh at him or think he is a joker, so he will spent for himself luxury for what it is worth.

He likes neat and well dressed woman, so do not be a slop if you are dating this guy. If you do that he will loose his face. He is the romantic type who would dance with you under the moon light. Love will make him shines and you will see it in his face. He will not say it out loud, you have to know it yourself.

Capricorn WOMAN

A tall slim, cool and quiet woman. Once she is mad she can be very fierce. She can work better than some men and she is very high confident woman. In her opinion, woman is not just a flower or decoration at home or at an office and certainly not a weak sex who needs protection.

She likes to control and hide her weak emotions. She will never try to change anyone, but she will learn to accept them as they are. If she does not like someone, she will not comments or criticize but she will completely ignore that person.

She hate plastic and an artificial flower because it make her feel that you are not being sincere. She loves real flower and it's scent.

She loves a guy who wear after shave cologne. If you are a type of a guy who wear your Jean one month before washing, or wear an old sneaker, then you can forget about her.

She loves music and nature even there is a rare case otherwise. She loves to go picnic in nature, so if you don't have so much time for her, you can take her fishing too.

She is not as jealous as Aquarius or Leo woman, but do not cross the line O.K. Better not to see she gets mad, especially in front of public when she feels like loosing face. She loves to make up and dress perfectly and very neat, so never rush her for this matter.

She has her own goal in life and does not care if you have a doctorate degree or not, if she thinks you are not bright then she will not care about you at all. She likes smart people by character not by certificate shown. If you can not show her this quality, go and take a bus and go to the next stop.

She does not like a dreamer who talk about his dream but never put his hands in action to make it happens. Don't bother to tell her "everyone is doing it, you should do it too", or "I think you should do it, it's good for you", because she will do what she wants to do only.

She is a neat and tidy person, so if your apartment is a pigsty , do not take her there. If you go out on a date with her , try to be presentable such as nice and clean dress, clean nails or else it will be your last date.

She is a cool type and will not nag, so easy on your ears. She is a slow but sure type. She will always respect and honor you and will never try to make you loose your face. If she loves you, she will help you in anything you do.

She likes to help people and expect nothing in return. If she asks you for a favor and does not get one, she will feel very disappoint. She has a high hope and a high faith and beliefs in her own confident than believing in "Luck".

If she is your wife, you will have nice and clean home and a gourmet cooking. If your parents visit your house, they will be please. She is a 3 in 1 means , a perfect mother, a perfect housewife, a perfect wife or you could say "happily ever after".

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Aquarius

1/20 – 2/18

Aquarius MAN

Hot-hearted man who likes to do thing his way. He can suddenly decide to do something without thinking of it's outcome. He is the type of guy with an inside energizer, so if you fall in love with this type of guy be "patient", even if you have to follow him a bit. His creative mind could create fantastic idea any time. If you do not understand or can not follow him, you won't be with him for long.

A man in this Zodiac will less likely to have a pale skin, and if he has a scar, it would be on his face or on his head. He moves very fast and very energetic, and he has a very self confident in himself. He is not the type to sit down and feel sorry or regret anything for long, especially with "Love". He loves justice. He dares to show his opinion or even argue about certain subject even he knows it might bring him problems. A straight forward type of guy.

He hardly lies except if he think it is necessary and he is not a good liar anyway. He will not lie to you about serious matter, but if he lie he will lie only a small little thing. He is gifted with the ability to be a very social person. He could talk even about subject that he has no knowledge of. He interests only at the present time and look at the world positively. Many times he feels hurt because of reality, but he will not run away and he will overcome that difficulty.

Even he is a high and self confident type and center his own thought as a main focus, but at the same time he is a kind, cute and polite guy. He certainly is not a mean person. He likes to help people who are in troubles even he is not asked to. He is the type who feels sorry if you remember bad things he said to you that he had already forgotten,but you did not. Belief him that he is very sorry and give him another chance.

Once he decides to do something, he will put all his mind and energy in it either in his "Work", or "Love". He is the type who gamble anything in the casino, so do not even take him there. He does not like pessimistic, low energy, and depress person, especially no brain. Strangely he like to overpowered this type of people to assure that he is more superior.

He like to be the first person to do something. You can see sparkling in his eyes, once he meet a new target or new lover. Once he is in love, he will act as if he never has love like this before. This minute he could be real sugar sweet, and later he could also be an icy cold, but do not blame him for that will only chase him away. He could fall in love again with another girl and act again like he never has this kind of love before.He could really love someone, but not a heart broken type for he thinks love is "excitement" and "Love goes on".

If you date this kind of guy, do not or avoid showing your face to him with face pack, face mask, always be presentable, nice and cute. If he is quiet not because he is shy, but he is only quietly thinking. If you have a chance to ask his X-girlfriend, she will tell you that he is not a shy or quiet type. If he is really and truly in love with you, he will never lie to you at all. How do you know if he loves you, bet on your faith! Love him and treat him steadily and do not try to find anything to argue with him, he will be with you for sure.

If you are his lover or girlfriend and need to tell him something, go and say it out loud and straight forward because he hate long boring story. He hate to play games, chasing for love or being chased, so let him call you first. He likes a confident woman who also a good follower. If he gets mad at you, let him be for only a short time he will be normal again. You have to like and be able to get along with his friends, but he does not have to do so with all your friends.

Don't ever think you could make him jealous by flirting with other man, he will just leave instead of making a scene because he is a confident man and has to be the first in everything.

Aquarius WOMAN

If you are in love with a woman in this zodiac be prepared to be very happy or be very sorry. She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to a guy in this zodiac. She is able to live by herself without any guy in her life, a very strong person indeed.

Not because she does not have a dream guy, but if she can not find such person, so what. Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can do. She is a leader , a real confident type.

She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door herself. Because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time, and she is not patient enough to wait around for that. If she starts to ask you out, do not think she starts to flirt with you, but because she thinks it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked.

She likes a COOL guy who sometime act like he is ignoring her, so he has a chance to show him his own confident. She like to guess her man's reaction, but at the same time she likes to has many men wanting her. She is a daring type who could just do thing differently from other people in her same society. She dare to fight for what she thinks belonged to her.

Even she acts confident she mostly feel lonely and alone. If she breaks up with someone , she won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony. Not for long she will come back to be the cheery and merry person again, because she looks at the world positively and has "Faith" in the word "Love".

She has more men friends than women friends, so do not be a jealous type if you date her. She could be slightly jealous, but she hates jealous guy. She loves "Freedom" so before and after marriage , her freedom has to be the same. She likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you anyhow.

She likes to be the one who is "Right", so if you argue with her , let her win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject. She is a straight forward type, so if she does not love you anymore, she will just tell you straight to your face. Her love and relationship are always real, so if she say "It's over" be prepare to leave, she is not testing you.

She is not a vulnerable type, so do not have to worry about her, she will survive by herself. If she is with you when you get sick, she will certainly take care and look after you, even look after you mean "small loan". Do not have secret with her, she hates it and really can piss her badly. When she is sad , be understanding. When she is happy, be happy with her, she likes that.

You will not get bore with this type of girl. Someone who is close to her will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person, she is just as fragile as any woman. She is a fun and talkative person and she likes to tease you. Do not let she talk alone, if you do she will leave.

She has many type of jobs because she beliefs what a man can do, I can do. If you want her to work for you, forget it. When she is in love, she will just leave her job in the day time just to come to see you, but not for long she will go back to work seriously again. Prepare to live and love with a "Working Woman" then you will be OK.

If she mad, find a shelter for the "Hurricane" is here! Her bad temper will last very shortly though. She is not a revenge type and will not think of "pay Back" time. Most people might think of her as "One of a guy", but in fact she is a 100% woman. She is easily hurt, so be nice with her. If she really loves you, then you are lucky because she is an honest, truthful and will never bored you. Understand that sometimes she will be over confident and sometimes like to have power or act bossy.

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Pisces
2/19 – 3/20

Pisces MAN

He is very emotional and always allow himself to be very emotional. He can have a good night sleep and be in a good mood, and less than few hours at work he can be very moody. He does not understand things or try to understand things easily. If you notice him carefully, you will notice what kind of moods he is in.

He is a thinker and able to do well at work and always succeed. His normal gestures mean he always look at other people faults, but he will not talk about it. He has the ability to know your thought and able to tell you what you are thinking about.

He can mostly memorize all his anger, his loves. They are his important secrets and he will keep them to himself and will never let you know. He is not a very ambition man and careless about his position in society. Wealth does not drawn his attention, because he is not greedy man and as well he thinks money is not something that will last. He could be very careless about his future. He does not like to fight against all odds, but instead following the stream and make life easier. Sometimes because he likes to take an easy path, which cause him very unsteady future.

He is kind and slightly lazy, but it is his cute character. He hates rules and regulations. He will never look down on people. He is a polite guy and can be very aggressive when he is mad. He loves to think that he lives in a beautiful world and surround by nice people, so if he finds his world is cruel and not what he expects, he will live in his world instead.

His other charm is that he is a funny guy, and it is his real weapon. He can tease you and yet make it looks like one of his joke. Even when he is sad, he still has that funny face, so you could hardly tell if he is mad or depress. He likes to hide his feeling and help other people especially those who need friend or lonely.

He will be everything that you want and everything you do not want. He has a chance to make it as much as a chance to fail. He can determine to make it work and can do it well, except he tends to lost his energy with other important things, that's how he miss many of his good opportunity.

He can be happy and content by himself. What he think is important is not "Love" ,but firm status and stability. He has plenty of love for you. He is a good speaker, as much as he is a good listener. When he is with you, he wants to be happy. He understand his partner's emotional. He likes to take a long rest and sometimes being alone. If he needs to be alone, try not to disturb him.

He is a sensitive, quiet , shy and easily hurt. He wants to feel worthy. He can be mad and noisy, but once he calm down, he will be that happy person again. He is not a jealous or possessive guy, and if he feels jealous he will hide it. He has many friends of both sex, and he care about his friends. He likes to have lots of friends, so you can not get jealous or else you will loose him. He likes beautiful things, so if a pretty woman walk by he will look ,so do not get mad at him knowing this fact.

When he is lonely or feeling sad, be close to comfort him. He does not like to take advice,so if you want him to listen or to follow your advice, you have to act as a good sample for him first. He likes a cheery and a smart woman. If you treat him like he is your special person, then he will be that special person for you. He will trust you if he is in love, but try not to over doing it and spoil him too much. You have to know yourself worth all the time too.

Pisces WOMAN

She likes to be in a dream world than to be in reality. She is weak and sensitive when it's come to "Love". She can cry if her best friend is breaking up, and she can be over excited when her friend gets a new boy friend who is a good looking and rich even it is nothing concerned her at all. You might be surprise to see that she is shy just because she is in love. More or less it will be in Pisces woman. She loves small animal and gifted in training animals.

She has sixth senses and she can guess what will happen next, it's her nature. Even she has a good sixth senses, she can not pick or foreseen her own choice of lover. She can not tell if she meet a sincere guy or a one night stand guy.

She likes to buy and pick her own cloths. She likes to dress cute and be cute. Pisces woman tend to be a good looking woman and she has a nice skin. Her hands and feet are small and soft. Pisces woman loves to shop for shoes as if she collects them. She is a hot lady that everyone wants her. Whether she has a man in her life or not , she will never try to over powered any man. It's not even in her thought.

She thinks man can handle things better, and she will make her man feel that way. She is an easy going person, so being with her is easy. She is a confident woman and likes to make people who stay with her happy. She knows how to please and how to comfort a man. If something is wrong, she will try to make other people belief that it's must be because of someone else, not because of her love one. She will not push her man to be ambition but to make him feel like he should be happy with the way he is now. She is happy with you for what you are now.

A Pisces woman , if she has a bad childhood, she will always remember it and it will make her a very unhappy person. She will pity herself and feel sorry for herself. She tends to hurt herself with out knowing it and so vulnerable to drugs (real drugs or just sleeping pills). She has many choices and you can never tell which path she going to take. If you love her , then hold her tight because she never knows why she did what she did or what she will do next.

A complex character. You may think she is a shy innocent type and can not hurt anyone, then you are wrong. You might think she is a fragile person who needs protection, wrong again. She has been through a lot, a tough cookie. She is a dreamer and love the word "Love", so she is the type who will buy gift for anyone for any occasion, especially if it is a gift for wedding or an anniversary even for someone who she does not know so well.

Be very careful if fall in love with Pisces woman. She can be a total different person before and after. She can be an angle before and later a witch, but everyone is not perfect, right? She will be soft and gentle most of the time, so not to worry. She is emotional and extremely sensitive when she frequently got hurt. She is the type who can cry her heart out.

She can have a secret fear inside, when she says she does not need anyone. She badly needs someone to protect her, but sometimes she can hide that feeling by being stubborn. She likes to hide her shyness and her weakness from her enemy. She does not like to follow any fixed rules. She can be a good housewife if you know how to handle her.

Many men will ask to marry her because she is a 100% woman. If she wants to be sweet, she is a real angles.

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Aries
3/21 – 4/19

Aries MAN

He always let other people walk in front of him, but he will get there first. He is a very careful guy and small obstacles won't make him fall easily even he thinks life is a very serious matter. He is as romantic as any other Zodiac. He could look gentle, but inside he is as strong as steel. Once he determine to do something, he is serious about doing it well. He will keep any pressure or insult deep down inside without showing emotion. You will never see his emotion of burden or disappointment and always wonder what he thinks or feels. He will well kept his feeling.

You will never see a guy in this Zodiac involving in other people business. He always concern with his own business. Sometimes he can be talkative, but he will never give anyone advice if he has not been asked. If you ask for advice, he will certainly give you one. He respects elderly and senior, so you will see he is the type who visit his parents steadily or often.

He is a slightly shy but also a stubborn person. He will find many ways to make you happy when you are with him, till you realize he is the important person for you. Once he is in the "Power Position", he will use his power gently. He is a good leader and "Gentleness" is one of his effective method for exploiting his power. It is although he is borne to be a leader. He never hide his ambition, and he is a workaholic. he will not take any position that he has no control. He will work very hard to reach his goal and satisfaction.

Compliment from his boss or superior are never enough for him, he want his deserved reward. His deep insecurity make him reach and collecting valuable things, and this you may think he is stingy. Actually he could easily spending money to buy things, traveling or pay for things that makes him happy and he think necessary for his need. He care what other people think of him and want to get good comments or compliments.

Outside he looks like stone and steel, but inside he is a fragile person. He will hide and cover up weak emotion and his sadness in order to maintain and keep up his "Image". One method of cover up you could easily notice is suddenly if he is quiet, cold, or act very strong or very secure. Often, he feels insecure, even he is serious about his life and his own surrounding.

This is the man who never hurry to get marry, so hardly sit back and regret about his marriage later. If he gets marry, he need to be very certain and very sure. It will take a long time for such decision, so if you tell him that you are "breaking up" , you better forget him for good because he will never coming back.

He always keep his promise. If he said he will meet you in your place in 2 hours then he will be there, unless there is a serious accident or unavoidable things happen. He hate people who is late for date or any appointment.

He like to think woman should be a follower and take care of family and working is a man duty. He does not like to compete with his girl friend or his wife at work because competition already exist with himself and other people. He will be very proud if he can afford and care for his family. Do not try to over power him or insult him, he can not stand it. He likes to be in control of every things, every situations.

He like a "Classy Woman" ,if she also comes from a good family then it is a Plus. It will make him feel proud and very ego about her status. Flashy type of woman , forget it. He like a perfect or a nearly perfect housewife. He tend to be possessive. He will not tell you if he is mad at you, but will act very moody to show you instead.

He like to hear sweet word and compliment so you can get his interest that way. If he approaches you to ask you out, do not act too stubborn or fooling around too much. He will get tired and just disappear. He has to feel confident when he is around you, so knowing this fact you should know what to do, right!

If you want him, you have to make him feel like he is the most important person for you. He likes a kind hearted woman , polite and can get along with his family. When he feels sad, do not leave him alone, but be very supportive. Kind words and your smile will win him over, so this strong man will be like a chicken in your palm.

Aries WOMAN

She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true and not even real, so she will feel hurt. She think her path has to be a beautiful one. She think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for herself to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed.

If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself. This seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal. Her face mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up, slight tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing or mixture of character.

Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with. She thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could memorize everything from her childhood. When she faces with problems, she will handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other people that she has that capability. She can put her mind in solving problems in crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine to do thing, nothing will stop her.

Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another woman. You could see her in the party dancing like flash dance or dirty dancing, as well you could also see her as an old fashion lady or a geek. She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold and non-social person. She will have her own way to win you over. Once she choose you, she will need to be proud of you.

"Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal in life is "Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be "Secure". She plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is also very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance because she loves ambition and a good life. She need lots of love,but do not want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional love.

She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac come from a poor family, she will act like a woman from a noble family by birth anyway (certainly there are always exception). She always look cool even when she is not. She like to make people see her as "secure and confident" even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character type. If she is mad, you can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time.

You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent some spare times working for charity. You will see woman in this zodiac a "Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high society, she will most likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club". She is a romantic and artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her beautiful imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan.

A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself now. Once you look back she already moved up again, quietly but sure.

If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person,but in fact she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing it.

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Taurus
4/20 – 5/20

Taurus MAN

A quiet simple man who can do something unexpected to shock you. Taurus man mostly medium tall, strong with good health, good strong body. When he talks, he likes to turn his head to one side on one direction. His body will be quite straight, facial structure tend to be square shape more than other shape. His eyes sparkle with liveliness.

Even when he is in love, he is still a free wild bird. He is a sand in your palm, the more you want to hold it, it will slip out. If you stand and hold it still, it will stay that way. Don't set the rules and draw a line for him, he will not stay.

When you are with him, he will think only of you. But an hour later he could change his mind. He is very patient with other people, but very impatient with himself. His world always turning and it will not stop just because he loves you. If he up sets, he will show it right away. If something has gone wrong, he will blame his own carelessness instead of blaming other people.

He sincere to his friends even to some friends he does not like. He likes to do odd things and surprise other people. He could be fully dress in a nice suit and jump in the pool. He could slap your back so hard just to make you turn around to see he has flowers in his hand. He never want to get too close with anyone for he thinks living in reality is living by yourself.

He does not care what people think when he behave weird. He could be walking bare feet and laughing at people who laugh at him and think they are so narrow minded. He does not likes to follow conformity, but always want to search for new ventures, new mystery. He will interest in a life of a millionaire as much as a life of an old man selling newspaper on a sidewalk vendor.

He like to search and analyze people and things. He will analyze his friends or his girl friend, and once the mystery is gone, he will search for new puzzle to solve. He can not easily understand thing, so he will gradually learning about you till he fills up all his questions.

He knows so many people ,but he has a few friends. He looks for quality friends than quantity friends. He will be close with some friends shortly and move on. He always feel lonely even surround by many people. He could create his own little world, and sometimes no one would understand him. He looks only for future and he thinks he lives for the future. He may wonder how many people think like he does, but he does not want to be like the others.

A man with a conflict personality. He is a cool, understanding, able to work well, and very artistic. Taurus man could be an artist. He could shock you as much as he is able to clam you down when you up set. He is a free spirit who likes venture, but when he wants to be alone, do not touch him but to let him be. He won't disappear from the crowds too long, he will be back.

He will give you straight forward opinion or comments, but will never advice what he thinks you should do. He does not like people to tell him what he should do too. He thinks each individual dreams and thoughts should be very private. He will use his brain not his body strength, so he will let other guys compete. He has a certain satisfactory in life and hate to force himself in competition. He may seems careless, but actually he is a thinker and a stubborn one.

He sees anythings in details and not easily trusted people till he thinks he knows them well. You can just smile and he will think why and what are you smiling about, and if you are pretending. Once he trust you and accept you as a friend, no one can says other wise to change that for he will not listen to gossip. He will be honest and sincere to his friends.

He hates lies, so he will not tell you lies. If he finds it is necessary to lie, he will find other ways not to tell you or avoid telling you anything. If he really has to lie, you will never be able to tell that he is lying. He can really keep secrets, so you will hardly know that he is a lonely soul.

If you want this kind of guy, you have to be an interesting person. He has to be curious about you. Hell for him is "No Freedom", so if he marry you then you should know it is the biggest decision in his life. Always be interesting, then you could have him beside you.

Taurus WOMAN

A slim moderately tall woman. Taurus woman is funny and a jolly person. Square facial bone structure, high cheek bone. Her round big eyes sparkle with wit and curiosity. You will not see many round faces Taurus women, and mainly she will have a strong jaw line.

She is a constantly change person. If she up sets, she will not show it and will keep it to herself for a long time, and will remember them so well. If she gets really mad at you, you will suddenly become a totally and completely stranger to her.

She is a patient person, but always need new excitement. She hates long talk meeting, long and endless conversation. She can be in love with you today, and one day she could act as if she has never loved you before. She has patient with what she wants to do and will never give up until she gets there. She will be very persistent in what she is doing till she has reasons for stopping her project, then she will quit.

Money for Taurus woman is not the most important factor in life. She thinks of money as an instrument for assuring of a good living. She has more satisfaction in achieving her goals more than satisfaction in fine cloths and luxuries. If you like a woman who always thinks of love and romance ,then you are dating the wrong girl. You can not tell her to stay at home, she likes to work and preferred not work at home.

She loves animals and likes to surround by animals. Love is in her head, but Freedom is in her soul. She has her own idea about love and afraid to show her true feeling for fear of rejection. She is not the type to talk about love, but she sure has a strange way to show it. She is not good in showing when she is in love, but if she loves you she will be honest to you than any other women.

She will be honest to her love one, but at the same time seems distant. You will have a good relationship with her, if you allow her freedom. Do not force her to be with you in a poker game which she hates, but let she goes out swinging with her friends if she wants to. She will be different than other girls, and she thinks different is one of her unique quality. She is a public figure but belongs to no one.She will not stay with you, if she thinks you are not sincere. She likes you to have personality, but better not to compete with her. Loves her, but not too much for she afraid it will limiting her freedom.

She always stand out of the crowd for something she dares to do. You could see her dress like a poor farmer dinning in the fancy restaurant, or dress like a nun in an a cocktail dress party. If you are a politician who are looking for a wife, she will make a good one because she is cleverly smart and she could get along socially with any type of crowds.

She is not a jealous type because she has to know you thoroughly before accepting you in her life. She has more curiosity in life than wondering if right now you are flirting with someone else. If you keep a distant from her, or go away for a few days, she will miss you more. Even when she is dating you, she also able to fond of someone else, if you do not have something she is looking for. She will never disappoint you or hide behind your back to make you loose face, but she is the type who just going to tell you to your face that " We're better off breaking up".

She always remember her first love. Taurus woman holds the best record for divorce for she does not care about how people think of her, but every things should be done for "Happiness".

She has lots of friends and sure of herself, so you will hardly see she delays any of her thoughts before her action. If she think of something, she will go ahead and does it. She has many men wanting her for her constant changes is the challenge. She can be cute and funny, but suddenly cool and tough. She has her own style of dressing up, so you could see her dress like an old mate today, and tomorrow she may dress like she comes from Mars. She will have that interesting hair, dress and a look unique from anyone else.

She likes to learn about your dreams and your thought. She has fun teasing you and making jokes. If she did something wrong, she won't hide it from you, but do not ask when she is not in the mood to talk about it. She hates to owe people money and take promise seriously. If you promise to pay her back, you'd better paid up.

If you want to make it with Taurus woman, then do not be jealous or possessive, do not be narrow minded, do not criticize about nonsense or small and insignificant matters. Try to likes her friends and let she has her privacy, then she can be very sweet to you.

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Gemini
5/21 – 6/21

Gemini MAN

A man in this Zodiac has a thin long and proportional face. He has a high forehead and very cleaver. He looks like he can not stand or sit still, a very fast person. His nose is just right in size, thin lips, talk fast and very talkative. He can think faster than he talks, but once he start talking, he will talk non stop as if god has gifted him with that special talk machine mouth. He likes to cut his hair short and he is very athletic. He is a tall, slim and every movement of his is "Fast" or nearly call "Hyperactive".

He has a long fingers and always tapping on table or moving his finger as if he is trying to grab something. He is the type who will write or scribble on paper, he never stay still. His hair always well comb or neat. He will spent a long time to comb his hair. He will keep his manicure and pedicure clean. He is a well dress and clean guy, so if you like cleanliness, you will love him.

He will keep all his cloth in big closet, and never throw away even shirts he never wear any more, but yet he still keep buying new cloths and make sure he is in style. He knows how to dress well even with a low budget. He get bored easily with his favorite cloths , cologne. He is very picky, so soap and his cologne even have to be in the same trend or same scent.

If you date this kind of guy, you might think you are dating 2 guys, you will have to guess his feeling and emotion. Is he doing thing because it is a duty, or is it because he wants to?

He change his mind as fast as he change a new pairs of shoes. He can pick up a book and roughly read through and understand it's contents, so if you see a Gemini man who reads the whole book, then he must be influenced by other Zodiac.

He hate to set fix schedule, and dislike a boring same routine job. He could hardly be on time, and can only keep time if it is complete important and necessary. He does not come late because he forgets, but because he always find other attractions along the way. He likes to act opposite to what he wants to do. He is a very good speaker and make a very good politician. He can easily persuade other people and well presented himself in public, a real charmer. If he is a writer, he will write the best seller.
He always search for truth and constantly study himself. He never satisfy about his fame, his reputation or money, because he thinks he deserved more. He will keep searching even he is not sure what is his ultimate satisfaction.

Woman in love normally wants to feel secure and stable, but if you fall in love with this guy be prepare to be alone. He will come to see you when he feels like it. He won't even know how he spent his days everyday, so adjust yourself if you love him.

Dating him is like dating 2 guys, so today he can tell you how much he loves you, but tomorrow he might call you to cancel your date. When he upsets, he could tell you he hate your dress, even it is the same dress he used to tell you make you look very sexy. Do not ask him why he is that's way for he won't have any explanations too. When he is back to normal mood, he will take you out again and forget what just happened.

You can not expect him to be the same person now, and forever. His changes will depend on you, for better or for worst. If you like to take risk and dare for challenges, you will get along with him fine. He keeps his emotional secretly as if hiding it, so you will not be able to see if he crazy in love with you, or does not give a damn at all, but be calm and patient.

He will never leave you if he thinks you are a puzzle, then he will spent times solving this puzzle.

Gemini WOMAN

A good looking woman with brains, a very interesting person. She has a fast movement and she could not sit still or stand still long. She is able to do many things at the same time and do it fast. If you date her, you will feel like dating many women at the same time. You can not tie her down with the word "Love" because she cares about love but is it not a major factor of her life. You have to be able to adjust yourself to get along with her many different characters.

She is a dreamer and has many dreams. She eager to learn something new all the time. Even she is the 2 in 1 mixed character type, she is quite lucky in love. You have to put all your efforts to win her affection. Even when she likes you and wonder about your wit, she will also see and inspect your bad side at the same time, because it is in her nature.

She able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without annoying you or letting you know at all. She can cheer you up by acting like a free little bird. Her conversation will not bored you. She able to talk to you in any subjects. She can make you feel like you are the luckiest man alive. She can make you feel like she needs all your care, but once she needs to stand alone, she can stand alone firmly an comfortably.

She can be your best buddy and talk to you about anything. She can join all your activities with the same energy that you have. She is a quick wit person and learn new things very fast. She can see your projects and she can give you good advice. If she thinks you are not sure that you want her for yourself, she will act like your best friend only, a cool woman.

She can easily make a guy fall in love with her. Her multiple changes and many moods is a "Charm" for many men. She can be laughing for 2 minutes and later suddenly quiet. She wants to find only 1 true love and she wants to meet her dream guy. She expects a lot and nearly too much. She is constantly waiting for her knight shinning armor even she is with a steady boy friend. She can fall in love or fond of someone else while she is with you. If you break up with her, she will forget you quite fast, because change is in her nature.

The Gemini woman breaks more heart than woman in other Zodiac. Because she is a dreamer and always waiting for her knight shinning armor ,so her love life can be complex or a mess.

She hates to write a long letter, so if you write her a letter and expect a prompt reply, forget it. Because she has a multiple personality and multiple ideas, so she hates to put them down in written proof. Because she knows what she belief today can be different tomorrow.

She could communication with more than 1 languages , a real gifted linguistic. If she wants to tell you any bad comments, she won't say it straight away, but she will talk to you about many other things and accidentally come to that subject without offending you. Normally she will not lie.

She will work hard and once a while take a long rest. She can get bored and tired with her own surrounding more than at work. She never feel content with her present work, money, or reputations, she will drive to have more. Don't ask her what is her ultimate contentment for she will not have an answer.

Once you get to know her, she will be a supportive person and always be beside you. She has a beautiful dream and she loves to have someone walk side by side with her, together and equally.

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Cancer
6/22 – 7/22

Cancer MAN

The most sensitive man and the weakest emotional type in all Zodiac. Most Artists are Cancer. Cancer is controlled by the "Moon" and the moon change it's shape daily, so Cancer man's emotional and moods change all the time too. You will confuse with him and yet it is his constantly changes that "Charm" you. He never go to get what he wants directly, but he will wait for a chance and opportunity to do so. Once he gets what he wants, he will not loose it, except if he get tired of it by himself.

The most sensitive man who can not stand rejection. He cares what other people feel or think of him. He hates loosing face and he tends to over protected himself, so sometimes people might think he is a cold person.

Gifted, creative, imaginative, is Cancer. A mystery and complexity play a major role in a life of a Cancer man. He could be very funny, very quiet, suddenly very sad. Living with him could be very unexpected, for you will not know what is his next mood. If you like excitement and surprise, you have the right guy and never have a chance to get bored.

He thinks of his home as "nest" and it is the safest place for him. If he feels hurt or depress he will stay at home alone quietly. Once he feels better, he will come out of his retreat and lives normally again. Being a looser is not him.

It is so easy to fall in love with this guy because he is gentle and a very polite guy. His wit and creative mind could win your affection.

He will come out from his nest to protect you even if he is not opening himself up to other people much. Not many people will win his heart. His security is only when he has money in his pocket. Once he feels secure then he might think of having a happy family. Even he likes to make and keep money, he is not stingy. Spending money is part of his good image, so he will be happy to spent money to take you out to a very expensive restaurant or buy a jewelry for you. Certainly when he has money OK.

He is possessive to everything's that he thinks belong to him. Don't try to talk to another cute guy in front of him, he will get suspicion because he is not very secure or confident in himself for this kind of competition.

Once you know each other too much, he will start to look for new excitement, but not to worry for he will always think of you. If he thinks you are the true love for him, and you try once to disappear. You will be sure he will come and look for you.

He is a shy guy, but if he likes you. You can get up in the morning and see that he is in front of your house everyday till you go out with him, a very persistent guy.

He likes a secure, cheerful and lively woman, confident but at the same time always act proper and appropriate. He likes a secure woman, but able to adjust to his rapid changes. A very difficult type to find woman indeed.

In the beginning, you and him will be so sugary sweet together and he will only think of you. This so "super romantic" will not last forever, so don't slip this chance. If you are the one who want his interest, then act and make yourself interesting. Be a supportive person and give him compliment sometimes, but not too much till he thinks you are not sincere.

Unlike many other Zodiac, if he is mad then you better get out of that room. He will calm down by himself. Giving him a slight touch on his shoulders or concerned facial _expression are enough. He loves his mother, so try to be his mother favorite, but do not act like his mother!

Cancer WOMAN

When she is in love, she will act both ways. First, Shy and polite trembling to be near you. Second, Attach to you like glue and trying to be with you all the times. She will try to go home with you after work, or have every lunch with you. It is O.K. if you like her too, but if is is not the case, you will feel very uncomfortable.

She hates to be talked about or gossiped by someone else. If she knows she will be very hurt. In nature she is a shy type, except she has been influenced by some other Zodiac. She is not a brave or daring type, so if you like her then you better be the one who start first. She will not accept her true feeling, so if you like here you better tell her first.

She is like a musical note always change in tunes, so one minute she can be funny and cheerful, and one minute she can be sad and depress. Other people may think of her as "Over-acting", or "Over-reacting".

When she is depress, she will go out and look for things to make it up. She loves money, and thinks of having "Money" as "happy", not as "God". She will not look down at you if you do not have a lot of money, but she will help you make money, save money. She is not an extravagant person and sometimes will tell you not to buy her expensive and not useful gift.

She is the type who enjoy a long and quiet walk. Cancer woman also influenced by the "moon", so under the moon light she will be fascinating woman.

She has a constant fear for many things. She fear of not being smart enough, not pretty enough. Even if she is not fat, she will not be satisfy. Assuring her of her look would help, because she can change mood 4 times a day.

She is not stingy, but you will not surprise if you see she collecting old or broken junks. She sees that everything are useful to her. She will find a way to re-use it again some day. She is not a jealous type, but possessive.

The best part of her is that she will sacrifice everything for her love one with no limit. Don't leave her in times of troubles, she will never forget it. She is not a weak type, even she looks like one, Example if you argue with her, she might cry her heart out. Once you left, she will wipe her tears and start clean up her apartment normally.

She is a very careful mother and will look after her kids every steps of the way. If she is a mother of your children, you are at ease, but if she is your mother in law, you are in pain. Not to worry, this type of mother in law will not let her own daughter being an "Old mate".

She could be moody and argue with you in many little things like many women, but she always wait and want to take care of you. If you argue with her and disappear a few days, she will be waiting for you, but not for long O.K. This kind of testing is risky, try not to do it.

The Cancer woman need 2 things to be happy which are "Work" and "Love". She can be live in a dusty house, but she can not live in that same house with no Love.

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Leo
7/23 – 8/22

Leo MAN

He likes to comb his hair backward, open his forehead showing a dignify facial expression. His eyes is sparkle, but slightly showing laziness. He walks firmly and slowly like a lion, confident and ego proud. Outside, you may think he is kind and gentle person, but inside he is a strong and secure person. If he is frighten, he will re-act and respond right away. His words always seem normal but mostly imply "order and demanding". He will not talk fast, or can not talk fast, neither walk fast. In a crowd or at work he will act normally, but not for long you will see him standing out of the crowd and be a center of attention with his words, or his action.

You might think he is a shy guy, but deep down inside he wants to power over his family and his friends. He just waits for that right moment. Do not take what is his, and do not order him, or else you will see a fierce lion. He respects elderly and senior, but will never bow down and accept like a looser for he will rather die than loose his dignity.

He talks bluntly even on an occasion that he should not say such thing. He is a compassionate guy and always look at other people on a bright side. He likes people to listen to him. Even he has such a blunt and bold personality, he could easily reach his goal without making any enemy.

Once disagree with him on something, he can be very up set like a rainy storm on a summer day. It will only last a short time, then he will be back a cheery merry person again. He is a bright and witty guy, and he will not put any efforts on something that he thinks it will not work and waste his energy. He is a good planner and can well manage his job assigned. When he gives order, he expect them to be carry out exactly. He is the leader type that the followers love.

He can give other people advice and solve problems for other people well, except his own mess. He can be easily hurt by other people especially if you do not trust or respect his ability. You could compliment him sometimes and make this lion be your kitty with no difficulty. He is not a good judge for he listen to many people and tend to belief all sides.

You can hardly see a Leo man with no woman by his side. If you see him alone, he could already have a love one in his heart, or just broken up with one. Because he is very proud, he can change many girl friends. He will do many things for the woman he loves, but loosing his face is not one of them. Leo man can not live without love , because for him Love is a ray of Light.

He likes people to rely on him, it's make him feels "in power". He may complaint if he is asked for favor, but deep inside he is happy that you asked him. If you offer to help him , he will refuse you right away.

When he is broke , he can find money still. He is not careful with his way of spending for he has fun with spending money and happy to buy what he likes. He lets other people borrow money from him easily even if he has no money, he will run to his friend to borrow money for you. He likes first class , first quality of everything.

He can work hard like a mad dog, and sometimes can be lazy like a lazy sleepy cat. When he works, he is very serious. When he parties, he can be a party animal. If he ask you out, you will sure have a fun and jolly time.

He will take chance with his love life, so if you know how to handle him, you will win. If he is your love one, it won't be a romance novel. You have to be ready to calm him down when he over reacts to small matters because your cool stability will control and ease his mood. If you can not handle or understand him, your relationship will be like a demolition zone, a on and off relationship till all your friends tired to hear about your breaking up and making up.

Beauty is always in the eyes of the lion. You have to be dignify to walk with the lion king. Your looks is part of his image and ego and he is very proud about it too. If you want his attention the first time you meet, you better be astounding attractive. If you have a first conversation with him, you have to show him how much you adore his thinking. He likes to talk and not knowing that he likes to talk about himself.

Leo WOMAN

She will stand out of the crowd on the street. Leo woman normally tall or rather tall. You will hardly see a short thick woman. When she walks she walk like a queen, confident and does not look around, though as if there is no one around her.

She will dress in her own style not according to fashion. She is confident of what she choose to wear. Do not buy cheap cloths where they sell in dozen for her as a gift, she will hate it. Also do not buy cloths that do not reflect her confident personality. She likes unique and strange cloths and accessories. Being different is what she loves.

If you want to know her, take times and be patient because she is selective about people she mingles with. She's open minded, but yet she is not letting people get to close to her easily. She likes sweet words and compliments, but not too much.

She smiles with anyone, but inside she thinks she is borne to be a leader. She likes to be in control because it is in her nature instinct.

She is a graceful woman , and she has a magnetic charisma, so expect tough competition.

She is a very proud person, so do not do anything to challenge her confident. She can be mad and act like a hurricane, and later can be like an innocent kitten, but do not fall for her O.K. She remembers everything and likes to cherish her sweet memory, so if you find her old photo albums with her ex-boyfriend or love letters that will make you puke, take it easy. She is keeping her sweet memory does not mean she still in love with the old fool, so you do not have to panic.

She will have many guys run after her, so if you have advantage of a good background family, or a famous last name, a successful career then it's a plus. She hates to be poor and she thinks love will not pay bills. She is a sport type and love sports. If you want to date her, prepare to spend big bugs, for your first dinner with her can not be a hot dog stand, but better be the best place in town.

She is a generous person, so do not be surprise if she give you a gift more expensive than what you gave her. She likes extravaganza, no cheap gift, no cheap dinner please. Being poor or broke make her depress. If you do not have lots of money, be creative and make your own gift for her. It's unique quality and times spending making it for her is a big deal. You can think economical, but do not be cheap.

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Virgo
8/23 – 9/22

Virgo MAN

Time is precious for Virgo man and if you make him wait, he will consider that as an insult. He hates to hear criticism and hates to be criticize. If he is criticizing other people, then he must be influenced by other Zodiac. He is and he likes to be a perfectionist. He always think he is doing the right and appropriate thing , and often he thinks he makes no mistake. He is a bright guy and could accept comments if he thinks it can improve himself. He is the type who well adjusted to make changes.

He will spent money carefully and spent it worthwhile. He will only extravagant for his personnel pleasure only. He is quite romantic, a type of guy who can drive 100 miles just to tell you how much he misses you. If he does not care about you, he will not even spent a dime to call you locally. Long distant special low rate call is also out of the question.

He hates rough and crude people. His woman has to be clean and dress well. He inspects any thing in details beside being a perfectionist, so you could be lying in your bikini with a perfect figure and he can suddenly comments you about your big feet. If you gain 2 pounds , he may comments you are getting too fat. Before going out with this kind of guy, look at yourself head to toe in the mirror and ask yourself if you are really and entirely ready. Unless he dates a model, then he will have less comments.

He is neat and tidy, so his life always in a schedule, a fix time to lunch, the same time to go home. He is well knowledge about food and conscious about nutrition, so you won't see this guy eating a junk food, or strange and exotic food for sure.

You will see him in social events or party if only necessary. He is gifted with acting, so if he says he can not go out with you because he is sick, then you will belief him. He is a hard to please when it comes to what to eat, how to work, what kind of a woman to date. He always neat and tidy all the times, even if he is in the army, he will be the cleanest soldier in the camp. He likes to speak properly with no slang. He hates laziness and lazy people. He always act like a boring mature adults, but getting to know him , you will know he has his own charm.

He always see things clearly, so he is not the type to be blinded by love. He is a kind and cool guy, but if constantly irritate with rudeness, ignorant, or stupidity then he will show you that he is annoyed. You may see a guy in this Zodiac dress up in an old shirt and old Jean, but if you look carefully, you will see that his hair is neat and unconsciously he will touch his hair a lot. His desk is always neat and if he sees small scrap paper on the floor, he will pick it up or put it in the basket.

People may think he is selfish, because when he says "No", he really means it. Any favor asked , he will help but always in his own limit. The more he see faults in others, the less he wants people to see his. If you want him to change his faults, try to tell him gently or he could take it as an insult.

He wants love that comes with quality, so he only has a few loves in his life. Woman's trick will not work with him. If he breaks up with a woman, he will also try to avoid all her friends and her environments too. He is very picky and every breaking up, he will be double careful next time.

He can sweep woman with his charm, but he likes to keep his relationship like a friend. He likes a sincere self confident woman, neat and clean, perfect and tidy. A real two "P" , picky and perfectionist Zodiac.

Virgo WOMAN

She will be similar to Leo woman in appearance. A slim woman who walks with confident and proud. She has an egg shape facial structure, high and round forehead. She likes to look straight as if she is searching. She is not a pretentious type and will always say what she thinks.

You will see Virgo woman walks fast. She will try her best to be perfect, to look perfect and to feel perfect even though there is no such perfection. She is very delicate of what and how she dress. She is bright and easily despair with obstacles. She likes smart guy who will be compatible with her, so if you are a rich dumb guy, you can forget about her right now.

She is not a very possessive or jealous person for she expect respect from her love one. She does not like a part time lover, or a temporary mate. If she finds her dream man, she will not go away. If she does not like you, she will always keep a certain distant. Act proper and appropriate is her discipline.

She does not like and can not stand bad languages, cursing words or phrase. She likes a gentleman who open the doors for her. She wants to feel protected and when a man taking care of her, she will feel like a complete woman.

She memorizes everything about other people and about herself very well. She can really keep secret, you can trust her on this. She likes a refreshing and a mild scent. She is very delicate in maintaining her beauty, so you could see she is seriously picking soap which match and most suit her skin. Do not comments her on this very picky habits, it is her happiness in working full times as a self beautifier.

She is not an innocent angle for sometimes she can be as tough as steel. Even she easily despair, she is not the type to cry over it.

She is a shy type, so making speech in front of the room can make her nervous even she walks and talks confidently.

She only search for true love , not just any love. Her love is an ideal one. She likes to think no one is neater and as effective as her, which can irritate you sometimes for there is no such thing. She likes sweet talk, but she can slip and say something unpredictable and unbearable to you too. When she stops getting mad, she will totally forget what she just said and be an angle again. If you have a date with her , you'd better be there on time.

Flowers and sweet word can calm her down. If you want to say sorry , make it brief and straight forward. Do not drag your apologetic words into a long making it up events, it could lead you to another world war. She likes her man to dress nice and clean. She is good in details especially with money. Do not make she thinks that she is a clown or funny.

In the beginning of knowing her, please try not to glance at other pretty woman so much. Early period of dating her, try not to hold her so much in public, it would not be a proper thing to do. She loves books, stage play and music and likes to criticize about them too.

Criticism woman is her icon including big and small things in life starting from your hair, your dress , and the way you talk. If you are in love with her, be as almost perfect as your can.

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Libra
9/23 – 10/22

Libra MAN

A man who has no balance like his Zodiac symbol. He is not the gentle, cool , calm and charming guy like what you see. He has another dark side of aggression, stubborn and he likes to start an argument the most. Sometimes he can be so depress and unstable. Up and down like he is trying to balance himself most of the time.

To many people, he is a friendly guy and always smile even when he is mad or up set. His voice always gentle and calm. he always set and comb his hair as if he comes out from a shampoo advertisement. Mostly Libra men are good looking, even the ugly one is charming. When he smiles, it is so bright that the whole world is smiling with him too.

When he is in a balance mood, he is the type of person you want to be with. In other unbalancing mood, he likes to make people argue about something and watching it with fascination and fun. He will wait to be the one who compromise and clear thing up. He likes to be in a conflicting conversation.

Libra man is lazy by nature. After his tired day at work, he likes to sit still and just look out of the window or read quietly. He likes to be in his own world. After recharging his battery, he will be very energetic again and may even take you out that night.

Libra man normally will not do any shocking or abnormal things to be noticed. He likes to be conformed with his crowd, but if you watch him carefully, you will see the different. If he wear a shirt, it will have to be a zipper front instead of buttons, or a special tie bar. There is always something in him that he will not allow totally conformity to take him over.

A straight forward , no non-sense guy. He is careful and delicate in details. He will spent extra time to doing it right, than comes back to correct them later. He hates people who boost, or exaggerate. He does not like over dressed woman or make herself a center of an attention.

He loves to read. He loves poems and loves art. When he works he can work like crazy, but after work he can turn on romantic jazzy music and treat you so gently. He loves to give people advice and normally give a good advice. If you fall for him, you will stay like being trapped in a spider web. If you want to break up with him, he will persuade you a zillion ways to stay and you can not stop him anyway. After he persuade you to stay, or after a big fight, he will be so sweet to you as if he has never hurt your feeling before ever.

He will has his own way to win a girl love and affection. Once she says yes, he will lay back and wonder if he should go on or if he should back out. In his teen, he changed many girl friends because he can not clearly separate loving a friend and loving a girl friend. He will check and re-cheek if his match is suitable and compatible with him.

Even he is a romantic man, he can hardly understand the emotion of the one he loves. He is a generous guy even he sets his life so systematically. He never knows when he makes you unhappy. He never knows how he up set you. He will never knows what he said wrong. If he is your lover, be prepare for this.

A not so pretty girl with no brain is not his type of woman. If you are not pretty enough, he will not mind talking to you but he does not care to get to know you. Any girls, pretty or ugly can ask for his help, he will be happy to help. He hates to argue by yelling at each other, so you tend to see he argue with his girl friend seriously but try at best to be very quiet.

He likes to have a girl friend by getting to know each other like a friend first. If you want him, you have to like the same thing he does. He prefers a pretty and gentle woman than a smart and ugly woman. You have to understand his mood especially he can has many different moods. He is a private person, so when he needs to be alone better let him be.

Libra WOMAN

Libra woman mostly has an egg oval facial shape. She has a nice smooth skin and a good figure. She will spent so much efforts to keep her skin clean and pretty. She can be easily allergy to cosmetic and make up, but taken care of her face and avoid wrinkle is her hobby. She is good at it and tend to look younger than her age.

She can be very naughty like a little boy, but yet fully 100% woman. She looks nice in either Jean or night gown. She thinks woman is equal to man. Sometimes she can think faster than you, but she will not leave you far behind. She will try not to make you feel like you are competed or defeated in any games she plays with you even she is winning.

She is a little flirt even she has no idea what she wants. She can not decide what to do, and what not to do, so she can not set her schedule very well in all cases.

She is gifted with how to dress, and how to match her dress. She likes to dress in black and wear perfume. She likes a mild flowery scent. In any argument, she can really argue. She can argue for hours, and mostly win the argument. If it is not a serious argument, she could argue and once a while give you a smile also. She will make a good politician, because she can tell which party will win the election.

She always has a good reasons ,even she likes to contradict herself. She can not decide what is right and wrong for her, because everything has a good side and a bad side. Woman in other Zodiac might not care what other people think, but Libra woman care what other people ,or what you feel as much as her own feeling.

She can adjust to her environment very well, so at work she will be at the ladder up. She likes team work in doing things. If you ask her for help or advice, she will help you except if she does not like your guts. She can change you and make you think you change by yourself without her influence.

Good side of being with Libra woman are she never interfere with your privacy. She will not make you loose face in front of your friends. Even she cares about how much money she has left his her bank account, she will never forget to let you know how much she cares for you.

She think taken care of the house is a woman job and she can do it well. But if you expect a Libra woman to fear you, then you are wrong. She is a strong woman even she looks at you with that sweet innocent pairs of baby's looks and may loose you (let you win) in a few poker games.

If she is the one you are after, then go step by step. The best way is using her friends introducing you to her. Do not make her feel or treat her like a bubble head. You have to move forward toward her with confident and secure. Show her that you are a kind , polite and a real gentleman. Be a slow hand or else you might get smack!

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Scorpio
10/23 – 11/21

Scorpio MAN

A man with a foggy clouds over him. He is sensitive and easily hurt and always feels lonely. He does not trust anyone but himself. Sounding so negative, but he has an amazingly charisma. He is a compassionate man . He absorbs other people sentimental feeling and pain.

He is a good psychiatrist and he could understand complex and confused feeling. He has a hidden power that he could use it to make things happen and do things well. He does not like people who never try to help themselves before asking other people for favors. He is the type of guy who mostly achieved his goal in life.Once he sets his mind for something, he will put all his energy and efforts in it , whether or not it is a small matter or a big project. One of the most success man in all the Zodiac.

He is a very patient man and can waits for years to reach his goal. He hates thin feeling and weak determinations. He can not retreat or rest for long, for he thinks life has more questions and more answer to be searched. If he is in love, you will get plenty of love from him, sometimes may be too much than you have asked for. He is serious about love and relationship and will not waste time with someone he does not love whether how pretty she is.

He hardly makes mistake. He could tell if you have any bad thought, and will not hesitate to tell you so. If you do not like straight forward sincere man, then pack your bag now. If you are an over sensitive person, try not to ask for his comments. He will tell you the truth, even you might not be able to take it. Example , if you ask him if you are fat (and you are fat), he will say "yes, as big as a balloon". He makes such comments because he cares for you, so do something about your weight and do not get up set with him.

If he says "you look pretty today", you can be proud because he will not say such think just to please you if he does not really mean it. There will be both kind of people, those who like him and those who hate him. If you are in love this guy, be strong and belief in your decision, do not be vulnerable. He remembers all his anger and will wait for his pay back time.

He is very serious about your promise, do not promise something you could not keep. He loves his friends and will do anything for his close friends. He likes you to take care of him, but not in front of his friend. He is a complex man and you will never understand what he means if you do not really know him. He is happy to know he is a complex figure. When he is thinking or when he needs his privacy, you should give him some space.

He memorize everything well. You may say something that you already forgotten, but he will remember every words. He wants to be respected and admired and at the same time he does not like people to have power over him. When he falls in love, he really falls deep. A man in this Zodiac once in love, he will be sweeter than sugar. He does not like a plain and simple woman. A complex woman's mind is his venture. Always be interesting and able to talk to him about every things in any subjects. He does not like a woman who sits around waiting for his call.

Scorpio WOMAN

A simple woman who always show what kind of a moods she is in. You can tell right way if she up set, or if she is flirting with you. She displays herself with her act much more than trying to say it for it's in her character.

A Scorpio woman has her own mysterious personality. She is confident and deep down inside she is quite proud of herself. She hates to think she is borne a woman and so limiting her with a certain social acceptable rules. She is a real woman and despite her innocent and childish looks, she has a spirit of free soul. Many men will make mistake if they think she is a good follower, they are wrong.

She thinks being a plain simple housewife is boring. She likes to have power and control over other people, but this will be only her secret, so you will only see a cute woman. Every things she does will look good, and she has all the woman's trick you can think of. She can manipulate men without they knowing it.

If you think she going to do everything you say because she loves you, then you will be disappointed. She could be a little tomboyish and she can understand you by just looking in your eyes. You may say sweet words which could sweep any woman, but not with the Scorpio woman. She will use her X-ray eyes reading your thought of what you just said or what you are going to say. She always smile and she can really hide her feeling.

She will constantly show you that she loves freedom. If she has freedom, she will not leave you, but will even love you more. If she wants something, she will do everything to get it. She has her own sixth sense of people and you can feel that energy feed back when you around her. She likes a man who can earn her respect, and she will also respect and feel proud of that man. A man with power over her should not threat or challenge her confident. She likes to have a good looking , strong and healthy man especially if she start to compare with her friends' boyfriends. It is a plus if he hold a degree or a good career.

She is a hot lady. She likes heavy music. She either loves or hates, there are no "fond of", or "like" for her. Love has no "may be", or "perhaps". If she is real mad, she will trash and throw things. Her wind storm can sweep all her dishes and you could get accidentally hit on your head for this matter. Be calm, it is just your grand mother favorite china for she has good quality as much as her bad tempered.

Sometimes she shows her weakness, but it won't be long. She will put herself together and back to be that hot chili again. If she loves you, it will be no matter what other people may say. Her relationship will be more important than what is right or wrong. Because of this reason, you may know some Scorpio woman become a second wife, a mistress.

She is spoil, but she allows her love one to over power her. Dating this woman, you should not keep old love letters in your pocket or in your house. It could be a love letter 2 years ago, but never mind she will argue about this since this is a big deal for a suspicious woman. Remember she has a temper of the shrew.

If you play a cold war with her, she will treat you likewise and double it. If you stood her up once, she will stood you up 2-3 times. She is quite fair in justice, so she can accept your apologies as much as she can pretend to accept things for now and wait for a pay back revenge in the future. If you are nice to hear, she will double that to you as well. A real fair woman.

She likes to make and spent money. She likes to have fame and reputations, and never let herself broke and have no name at the same time. She is too proud and will not accept status of being "Poor". She loves to have face, so if you are a manager with small salary, she will be proud more than more money being a truck driver. She hates to think and she can not stand a feeling of being a "Nobody".

If you like her, play a little hard to get. This will excite her a bit. When you go out on a date, set your schedule, but do not let she knows that you have planned this for weeks. Always go to pick her up on time or better to go 5-10 minutes early.

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Sagittarius
11/22 – 12/21

Sagittarius MAN

A man who loves social life and curious about every new progress, new development to make sure he is in the era and always have all up date information. He likes to know what is the latest trend of fashion and make sure he is not out of style. You can easily spot him at the grand opening of new pub, new restaurant for he loves to participate in social activity.

There is a few Sagittarius who is a private person as well, but you could see that he will be ahead of his friends. He will knows what is the best seller book, what are the top 10 hot hit of the week. The hottest movies showing now, he must have already seen it.

He hates routine, It makes him bored. He likes to get to his goals and succeeding in doing so is his true reward. Money making is O.K. but it is not his true joy, for he can easily spent them in a short while. They say if you want the truth, go and ask Sagittarius. They are right, you can ask him and he will tell you all the truth and very straight forward. Even he may speak bluntly, his friends loves him. If you have problems, all your friends may feel sorry for you, but Sagittarius will be the one who will give you a helping hand first and even expect no return favor. That's why he is a real charmer even sometimes big mouth.

When he is mad , he can be quite fierce but quickly dissolve and easily forgotten. He is not a person who will take a revenge, so if he say he going to burn down your house, you can relax. He likes compliments and sweet words, so you can manipulate him easily. If he knows you are not sincere, you will totally become meaningless to him. Some Sagittarius are gifted musician, or singer. He is a happy soul, has a good humor and has lots of jokes. He loves freedom, lively and very energetic. If he is working, he will take his job seriously. He likes to travel, likes to see new exciting places. Going out or traveling make him happy.

Sagittarius man is like a free bird. He lives as if everyday is Sunday. He will hardly be in a bad mood, but if he is in a bad mood, you will better leave his sight. If you want to talk to him in such mood, try to avoid issue of commenting his life. He flirts like other man, but he has a built in brake, so he will come back to you by himself. If he disappear for a few days, not to worry for he is only recharging his battery to be that same lively person again, them he will be back.

He has allergies to Pretty woman, so in love with many woman for him would be normal. Setting dating schedule is his games and it's fun for him, and this will keep him from being bored. He hates obligations, so the word "marriage" would suffocated him. If you allow him to have freedom, he will not go anywhere.

He falls in love as easy as he catches cold, especially if she is cute, funny and she has a strong personality. No one can tell how long he will be in love each time. If you want to really hold Sagittarius man, act like you are in an adventure movie. At all time, you should make yourself lively, tells him some jokes, always be cute so that it will ease up his allergy to other pretty woman a bit.

Sagittarius WOMAN

A tall slim and graceful woman who walked proudly like she is walking in a beauty pageant competition. If she slips or nearly falls, she will nicely covered it up and continue with her graceful and impressive walking step. She knows how to use make up to enhance her beauty. She looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy. She will not get up set easily.

Self confident woman who belief in her own style. She will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern. She is a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt. She is an honest person and never try to cause troubles for any one. She likes to say something that you do not want to hear and yet she can say something so pleasing at the same time. Example she may say "I wish you could make more money, so you could afford better cloth, but anyway it is better this way. If you make more money you could be thinking of money too much and become greedy". She can say such thing and make you wonder if you should get up set or love her more.

She is also a free spirit and does not like to stay home. She likes to be protected, but not to give her orders. She has no respect to a weak man. If she try to over powered you, then you have to calm her down and try to control her to be in a limit by doing the same thing too. She will listen if she respect you. She likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself. She is a no nonsense woman, so you will not hear she says " Guess what I will do next", or "Guess what I am thinking" because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy. If you do not understand her in this matter, you could easily break up with her. She sees problems in her love life as another funny story.

She is clumsy and it is in her nature. You may think it is cute, but for some neat guys this could be so unbearable. She is very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends. She has good taste in fine cloths, good food, first class and first services. Even a poor woman in this Zodiac will struggle to afford such good taste. She could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money. If you think of let her borrow money, think again.

She is a paranoid. If she thinks you like her, she may already think about getting marry and lost her freedom and so on and on. A jolly woman who loves sports. She is an ordinary woman who could dress like a tomboy. She has more guy friends and sometimes could act like one of a guy. She does not care about rumors, so she can get home very late and couldn't careless what her neighbor will gossip about her. She thinks either good or bad, you will know it yourself , so you should not bother what people think.

Her wit and innocent look are her charms. She is often hurts from love, but never afraid to look for a new one as if she is singing "Do that to me one more time". She likes going straight and being straight forward. She will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something. If you meet her and tell her straight what you think, she will admire you.

Thank You ALL for the 58 Lovely Birthday Wishes...

2010-06-28T23:59:00.001+08:00

Dear ALL!!

Thank you SO MUCH for the LOVELY BIRTHDAY WISHES!!

And of cuz...
Not forgetting the 100 sticks of satay...

And fruit cake filled with honeydew from the family in JB!!

I TOTALLY ENJOYED myself!!!

I had a peaceful yet blissful birthday this year.
Wasn't really quite a BLAST like what many had wished..
Even so,
I did enjoy myself.
Really~

Don't have to entertain, to constantly smile before camera, to go around talking to people with an empty stomach and all..
I'm not trying to say that i had a bad one last year...
Just that...
Spending this day with my loved ones is something special and different.

I really wanna thank all that was present on Saturday.
Though it was kinda 'dry' and impromptu.
But the cake was SPLENDID!
(it was really funny that uncle's friend - bakery owner, called up my aunt to tell her that he bought a cake for someone with the initial 白小姐. And the worse part, with candles that adds up to 20+ age)
The satay was WHOAZ!!
(Seeing 100 sticks of satay after dinner was really OMG! i tell you...)
The singing was hilarious~
(had non-stop rounds of 'happy birthday' since Saturday. I guess my lil cousins really love that song eh~)
And the atmosphere was AWESOME!!
(nothing spectacular, just a simple fare of steamboat and warmth-ness from the closed ones..)
HEARTS MY FAMILY!!

Of cuz...
Not forgetting all my pals too!!

I tell you...
Facebook can really bring people closer manz...
It's the FIRST TIME i had like 58 people wishing me!!!
Stunning sia..
BUT I LIKE!!
=D

One year older le..
Time to grow up lor...

As i officially bid farewell to someone 3 months ago..
And also to those few in less than 1 month's time,
it's gonna be a new world outside for me.
But I believe that i'm able to attain what i'm entitled to in life.

Studies. Family. Work.
The 3 most important things in life now.
So the others can still wait..
=)

But for now...
I'm still waiting for more well wishes and it's time to ~~partyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~~~~
Ok~
i mean endless rounds of meet-upS before school starting in 1 week's time...
*sulks*

Lastly....

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF.
And also to ALL who are born on the 28th of June too!
=)

PS: I've managed to blew candles this year and ate a slice of birthday cake but i chose not to wish for anything. As i realised that birthday wishes will NEVER EVER come true.. =x

I need serious help with blogging........... =(

2010-06-13T13:50:00.010+08:00

It's been FAR TOO LONG since i last blogged.
Not as if there's nothing happening to my life..
Not as if there's nothing to share to all..
Not as if I've got no time to blog..
It's just that....
I've totally lost the motivation and inspiration to blog.

I've seen some who gave up their blogs but end up writing books..
I've seen some who gave up their blogs but end up twittering..
I've seen some who gave up their blogs but living a very colourful life..

Yet...
I've seen some who persevered and end up making big bucks..
I've seen some who persevered and end up having so much exposure and fame..
I've seen some who persevered but got into trouble into things that they've wrote..

Tell me..
What should i blog about?

Should i just continue to blog about my life?
Should i just tag along with other's topic and come out with something of my own?
Should i just focus on one topic and concentrate on that particular group of readers?

I seriously need help here people!!!
I don't wish this space to go to waste..
So please advise on where i should head to...............................................................................

For the mean time...
I think i need to come out with a new blogskin soon to go with my 'new look'...
=)

Ok~
I shall start with something simple today.
I've been shouting out phrases / sentences in Chinese through my FB wall for the past few weeks..
I wonder if it's easier for me to translate my feelings into words in Chinese.
Or that that it's just coincidence that Taiwanese / Hong Kong drama script writers' understood my feelings at that very point of time..

*I know it's getting boring.. Let me get into topic*

Let me share a blog which i've been not-so-actively following for the past few weeks.

http://xianglinn.blogspot.com

She may be a nobody.
You guys may not know here.
But i've known her for the past....
18 years?!
Whoa~~ Time really flies isn't it?

Must be wondering who is she right...?
Unfortunately.....
She's not my sister.
But my cousin.
Her dad is my mum's brother.
Yupp~

We may not be close.
Ok~ to be frank, we aren't close at all...
Cuz she lives at the other side of the bridge.
With the difference of culture and thinking,
there's always misunderstanding and mockery between us.
*it's well hidden i know~

I've watched her grow...
Saw her physical change..
That's all that i've known her.

It's only after reading her blog...
Then.....
I've really known her inner self.
I saw her hard work..
I saw the emotional side of her..
I saw how strongly knitted her family is.
And how her friends support her.

Ok~
I'm a lil jealous..
Though at times i really don't quite get what she's typing
(she's trying very hard to improve on her language)
But it's the contents and hard work that made me wanna read on...

Adapted from her blog entry - 公主梦

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女生被带领的时代落伍了，等待的戏码更是浪费。

如果说，一个人要等别人来改变他，他才会改变，那太可怜了。
这就好比，如果有个人，要等到有人来爱他时他才会学会爱自己，一样可怜。

因为等待是最危险的投资，你不知道你会不会等到。
等不到，又不肯改变，不是可怜一辈子啊~

睡美人睡了一百年，都等到王子去救她;
白雪公主吃了毒苹果，也等到王子去救她，
灰姑娘做了那么多年的家务，也等到王子带她离开

如果这些公主梦还停留，那么做这些公主梦，还在等待，
不愿努力的人，或许可以尝试去睡一百年，吃毒苹果，还是报名当女佣~

加油咯~大家一起努力吧~

PS: Darling gurl, if you happen to read this entry, hope you don't mind that i did a lil publicity for you. You're a strong gurl and definitely deserve the best in your life. Press on and you'll definitely make it in life, your dreams will come true some day soon. c=

Conversation with a L-O-S-E-R

2010-03-11T00:23:00.003+08:00

Few nights ago was some funny fella who kept bugging me on my whereabouts and today some strange fella came flooding me with similar questions that almost drove me bonkers while streaming video.......

Everything started when i came home from school...
Was on MSN with my usual 'busy' status on while watching some videos.
Someone msn-ed me out of nowhere...
Looking at the time difference in the replies below,
it's pretty obvious that i'm not really that 'available' to reply him.
And looking at his response i feel that he's from sicko fella that don't even know what he's doing.
See my OS in red.

11/3/2010 11:51:56 PM Toystar: hi
11/3/2010 12:03:56 AM Toystar: hello
11/3/2010 12:04:04 AM Toystar: y u bored ah
(hi what hi. hello what hello.. if wan reply you, i would have done so. anyway, i bored or not your taiji issit? Know you very well ar?)

11/3/2010 12:04:07 AM Me: u r?

11/3/2010 12:04:10 AM Toystar: hw come ask ppl out
11/3/2010 12:04:12 AM Toystar: mike here
(kpo so much for what.. not as if i'll ask u out. n please la how many mike are there in this universe. what a way to intro. TSK!)

11/3/2010 12:04:18 AM Me: from?

11/3/2010 12:04:45 AM Toystar: wlnu
11/3/2010 12:05:00 AM Toystar: btw got a pic
(not as if u use mike in wlny. that tough to be more specific in ur intro? n what's with picx got to do with intro?!)

11/3/2010 12:05:04 AM Me: ok. what name do u use there./
11/3/2010 12:05:07 AM Me: not as if uve got urs

11/3/2010 12:05:18 AM Toystar: i have shown mine
11/3/2010 12:05:25 AM Toystar: mr.gsr
(its ok if u dun show urs. nt as if i sound interested / eager to view urs really.. i believe i don't look like someone who parks 24/7 in wlny right? God knows who r u seriously~)

11/3/2010 12:05:34 AM Me: ok. dn really rem
11/3/2010 12:05:39 AM Me: anw. looks really tt impt>? haha

11/3/2010 12:05:42 AM Toystar: nola
11/3/2010 12:05:49 AM Toystar: jus wanna recall who u r tats all
(FYI. i only have my wawa picx and few other picx that doesn't reveal my picx in my profile. so obviously u wouldn't need my picx to recall who i am. what a lame way to get me to show you how i look like..)

11/3/2010 12:06:09 AM Me: tts me

11/3/2010 12:06:12 AM Toystar: wats ya name
11/3/2010 12:06:16 AM Toystar: show real pic la
11/3/2010 12:06:17 AM Toystar: hah
(i think he's really blind or illiterate.. My name is ALL OVER my msn nick and why are you so persistent to see my REAL picx? does it make a diff? will u die if u not get to see it?)

11/3/2010 12:06:20 AM Me: tts ME

11/3/2010 12:06:33 AM Toystar: cartoon 1 lei
11/3/2010 12:06:38 AM Toystar: wats ya name
(i'm very sure that i look at least 20% like my wawa. so whats with getting my picx?! and his question is to double confirm that he's illiterate)

11/3/2010 12:06:40 AM Me: whats with real picx or fake picx

11/3/2010 12:07:01 AM Toystar: d pic nw u display nt real mah
(i really wonder what's his definition of 'real picx')

11/3/2010 12:07:10 AM Me: who said tt its not

11/3/2010 12:07:28 AM Toystar: looks like nt mah
(not as if u've seen me before. n this further confirms that he sound superficial n he seems like one tiko)

11/3/2010 12:07:40 AM Me: looks like doesnt mean tt it isnt
11/3/2010 12:07:46 AM Me: u sound superficial la

11/3/2010 12:07:56 AM Toystar: ok nvm
11/3/2010 12:07:57 AM Toystar: wats ya name
(same question again. he not sianz i also sianz lor!! anyway, he should really learn his ABC before chatting with strangers...)

11/3/2010 12:08:13 AM Me: its all over my nick
11/3/2010 12:08:21 AM Me: r u blind or cant read?

11/3/2010 12:08:22 AM Toystar: charlyne?
11/3/2010 12:08:33 AM Toystar: a i was only askin
11/3/2010 12:08:36 AM Toystar: do u haf 2 b rude
11/3/2010 12:09:37 AM Toystar: is it so difficult to type wats ya name or r u crippled?
(do i sound rude?! i don't see any vulgarities lor really~ and what's with crippled?! look who's more rude here!! btw.. Mr illiterate, crippled is defined as having probs with the legs and not the hands. seriously retard~)

11/3/2010 12:10:08 AM Me: its not rude. im just stating the fact
11/3/2010 12:10:22 AM Me: anyway. if im crippled. i can still type. cz i dn type with my feet

11/3/2010 12:10:38 AM Toystar: ok good 4 u then
11/3/2010 12:10:40 AM Toystar: ur cured
(he's a moron with the usage of 'good for u' sounds like he's the crippled guy or something.. anyway, it's HEALED not 'cured' TSK! what a language idiot really~~~)

11/3/2010 12:10:52 AM Me: oh whatever.

11/3/2010 12:11:25 AM Toystar: ur stayin b batok area?
(i think his wlny account is just there to xian zharbo. especially those dumb dumb, free free kind.. One's location is stated in the profile lah btw...)

11/3/2010 12:12:20 AM Me: i suppose u dn frequest wlny

11/3/2010 12:12:36 AM Toystar: can u ans d ques
11/3/2010 12:12:54 AM Toystar: is ya name enyLraHc on wlnu
(were there even questionS in the first place? the conversation is more on like asking for my name and my picx that's all. i'm not even obliged to answer anyone of them la.. and why do i need to answer him when all answers can be seen in easily spotted places? Even a 3 year old kid can READ la~~~)

11/3/2010 12:13:05 AM Me: everything u ask is answered just tt u dn bother to read
11/3/2010 12:13:13 AM Me: anyway, im nt obliged to ans them anyway

11/3/2010 12:13:40 AM Toystar: btw can we cam chat
(from my name, to picx, to webcam. please tell me that he's not one tiko pei who's desperately trying to find gullible young gurls to fall into his trap so that he can show her his tiny lil 'bro')

11/3/2010 12:13:57 AM Me: for?

11/3/2010 12:14:22 AM Toystar: jus 4 an interactive chat
(i can't be bothered with you. i just want you to stop 'flashing' in my task bar!!! What's with the interactive chat?! To further prove what i'm thinking is real..?)

11/3/2010 12:14:28 AM Me: its ok
11/3/2010 12:14:30 AM Me: nt interested

11/3/2010 12:15:10 AM Toystar: man ur beyond words, n e way tis 4 u chees ki mak

From his last line, before he went offline (which i think he blocked me or something)
I'd assume from the picx that he's trying to tell me that he can't handle me and seriously dun understand what i'm trying to say and to tell me to fuck off or something..

Please la..
It's pretty obvious that this fella is some sicko who just wants to know more gurls...
His profile looks so 'clean' and he mentioned in it that he holds a profession as a trader and part time host at some popular club.
Contradicting jobs, but seems likely to be fake information.
Not only that, his picx look unreal too..

Whatever the case,
he's off my msn list
(in the first place what's with me to add him?! am i retarded or mad?!?!!!)
And I think i'm gonna cancel my WLNY account soon..
Been left with quite a no. of weird messages there.
Seems like many funny people are interested in my profile eh...
*gross*

My First Entry for Year 2010.

2009-12-30T22:30:00.009+08:00

Chinese New Year + Valentine's Day's over just like that...
Didn't really had much of the festive mood as before.
And in a few days time, marks the end of my 10 days L-O-N-G holidays..
Happiest moments pass by the fastest isn't it...?
=)

Been busy with work and school for the past month.
Work in the day and school at nights for 3 days a week.
And the last few months was busy meeting up with pals and hanging out before the start of school.
Juggling between work and school is CRAZY~
Especially when there's a transition period somewhere in between.
When people leave, and you have to pick up what's been left behind..
*so feel like hiding in one corner so that no one's able to find me*

The presence of tremendous invisible form of stress from all areas results in the emotional breakdown.
Ugly i know....
But that's one of the best stress reliever ever.
But probably used at the wrong place and time ar~~
=.=

Anyways,
It's still not too late to learn and to grow..
Good luck to me folks!
I've got 3 projects and a mid-sem test to cope for now..
Holidays ending and nothing's really done yet.......
Can't help it but still.......
=)

Well,
I know this is a lil late....

But still
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An entry in 'draft' since 3o.12.o9:

My 2010 New Year Resolution

Matching what i've planned for Year 2009 vs what i plan for Year 2010 (in bold) .......

- To be punctual for all meet-ups.
(i'm trying still. the latest i can only be is max 15mins)

- To rest more and to have enough sleep everyday.
(with school starting.. i guess the only sleeping luxury i can get is only during weekends)

- ~~To save at least $200 MORE each month.~~
(let's be realistic.. a shopaholic like me will be more than glad to save $100 more each month...)

- To be able to cope with studying part time and working full time.
(i NEED TO do so now... cuz i seriously need the degree!!!)

- To stay healthy and slim down at least 2kg by the end of the year.
(i pray to stay healthy and if possible, to shed some weight (at least 3kg) for health sake~)

- To learn to love myself, and those whom i love.
(To learn to be patient, spontaneous, confident and matured)

- ~~To be able to complete at least 1 book every 3 months.~~
(Not much time for books, probably textbooks and notes and maybe magazines.. Gonna change this to: To be able to be more understanding to my loved one and to love him more each day..)

- To cut down on shopping expenses by half.
(To be able to control my urge to shop/spend unnecessarily.)

- To maintain a clean and tidy room.
(I will stick to this.. Though i know that it's tough)

- To be independent and gain more self-confident by the end of Q3.
(as mentioned above, i'm still wanting to be more confident.. as for independence, i've improved a lil by now.. i can shop/walk around now... just that it's rather aimlessly and i tend to be in a very 'lost' state.)

- To learn the basics of Photoshop by the end of the year.
(somehow managed to picked up some skills here and there in Year 2009, but due to lack of practise.. i'm still rather weak in Photoshop though~)

- To change blogskin at least once a year.
(Will be doing a new one soon when i have the time.. it's been TOO LONG since i last fidled with my blogskin template. Feeling rusty now~)

- ~~To learn basic Japanese from Ting.~~
(i give up on learning foreign language for now... don't really have much spare time to do so. i'm more into looking at getting good grades for school)

So in short, plan for Year 2010...

- To stay healthy by resting more; lesser MC and don't try to pon class.
- To achieve good results for work and good grades for school.
- To be able to have more rest and to shed off some weight
- To be more understanding to people around me.
- To find more time for family and friends.
- To love my love one more.
(Do wish that he's more independent, matured, understanding, patient, sensitive, sweet and loving in the near future)
- To BLOG MORE OFTEN!

Adapted from 14th January 2009's "bi-weekly entry x2":

Words before I...

2009-10-29T22:57:00.000+08:00

*speechless*

Been quite a while since i last had this feeling.
Been quite some time since i last communicated with my inner self.
Been so long since i felt so loved by someone special..

I guess it's time..
To make the right decision and not to look back once again.
Time to move on...

There are so many questions in my mind right now..
Too many uncertainties.
Too emotional for one to bear...

I asked myself,
If i could take some time off...
What would i really want to do?

I guess...
I would want to spend some time alone.
I would want to spend some time overseas..
I would want to spend some time with all my loved ones...

I yearn the freedom that i once had.
Yearn for what i used to think i could actually do.
Till then that i realise that it's at least miles away from my expectations..

Probably it's time to let go.
Time to find the light at the end of this long and dark tunnel..
Time to.....

Say Goodbye.

Eternally thankful.
To you.
My Dear Friend.
=)

it's been a while.....

2009-09-30T00:06:00.002+08:00

Looking at my recent entries made me wonder my initial intention of setting up a blog.
From Blogdrive to Blogspot.
From honeydewgurl to lolligurl..
So much have changed.
Including myself..

Reading through all my archives made me realise how much i've grown..
From someone who types LiKe DiS to someone who can actually type in perfect English.
(ok~ pardon me for the spelling errors at times)
I guess this is like the LONGEST time so far since i've been missing...
I guess my fans (not as if i've got a whole group of it) kinda missed me a lil.
It's really a lil i know....

I guess it's fatigue and my loving companion which stopped my regular blogging habit.
I know such excuses can never be accepted and indeed...
My blog entries are getting REAL BORING and plain lately.
I'm really running out of ideas to blog~

Been some time since i last ate GOOD FOOD.
*i meant good food which i've never tried before.
And to go to NEW PLACES...
Or even to take any NICE PICX.

Life's rather boring.
Weekdays' work, night out with pals or home.
Weekends' always with him or family and seldom with pals.
Special occasions are always with him and pals and family.
What's so interesting about the lives of celebrity bloggers that made us all addicted to their entries all the time?!
I guess it's how they colour their life with their words..

I used to have sucha power.....
But now....
It's been turned into curses on selfish / unreasonable retards that i've met.

Grumpy couple squeezed into the train despite knowing that the train is already packed
*ok, i admit.. The people inside just wouldn't budge. But that doesn't mean that we deserved to be squeezed and niam-ed at right~*

Grumpy Dumbo: "blah blah blah blah blah... if they're educated, they would have blah blah blah blah blah..."
Unhappy E: "blah blah blah blah... cheapo cheena... blah blah blah"
Fed-up C: "If you're really educated, you would have speak in perfect English.."
Grumpy Dumbo & boyf: *whisper* and went to a corner

It's as hilarious as how unreasonable it is...
Can't help laughing at how 'brave' some people can be.
To make so much noise and yet end up having to shut their trap.
Well...
I think it's always good to be nice and gracious.

Like what the elderly and holy ones always say
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"What comes around goes around"

K-A-R-M-A do exist..
TO EVERYONE and AT EVERYWHERE.

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Late nights brings out the author in me..
*pukes*
I would be glad if i could twitter every hour..
(will definitely do so when i've got an account and with a smart phone which allows me to do so)
Bet i can ALWAYS twit out something new, cool, and TOTALLY WORTH READING!

Now, now, now.........
Back to the main purpose of blogging today.
Am sorry if it's gonna bore you..
Or maybe you're bored that's why you're still reading this entry.
Or are do you just want to find out more about me, my life, my friends', etc.
Well~
If so,
you can just simply leave a comment, leave a tag, email me, MSN me, text me, or even call me if you've got my number.
Why even bother to read and not bother about the contents after reading..?!

It feels as though being STALKED and yeah...
The feeling's DISGUSTINGLY HORRIBLE!
-.-

I think i'm talking nonsense already..
Time for bed now.
Recover fast & well FATTY!

MOONCAKE FESTIVAL, HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~

should i or shouldn't i..?

2009-09-17T22:30:00.005+08:00

From: Robin Lee
To: Vammy
Cc: Customers, Kim Seng
Date: Thu, Sep 3, 2009 at 9:05 AM
SubjectRe: Customer Feedback

Dear Charlyne,

Thanks for your reply.

We had conducted an initial investigation on the matter through site inspection and observation and interview of the staffs at the respective outlets.
On site wise, there are no traces of usage of staplet in the kitchen area which is in line with our practices. All our stocks are sealed with tape upon delivery from our suppliers.
Based on the photo and information that you had forwarded to us, we are unable to have a definite conclusion of how a staplet got into the burger. (1)

(2) We assured you that this is a one-off incident that should never happen again. To ensure such reoccurrence, we had taken further measures in additional to our current practices and procedures. All our suppliers were also been informed and highlighted on the matter and to take serious measures on their side. We will continue to follow up closely on the store and suppliers to ensure no such reoccurrence take place again.

We deeply apologized for the bad encounter that you have experience and (3) would like to offer you some vouchers to encourage you to patronize us again and token of appreciation of bringing up the matter to us.

Please reply for the arrangement of the vouchers to be made.

Thank you.

Yours Sincerely,

Robin Lee
Senior Area manager
MOS Foods S'pore Pte Ltd

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My thoughts after reading his reply..
*could not bring myself to reply....*

So many people urged me to get the vouchers and stuff from them...
But I seriously have NO intention to contact them with regards to freebies collection.
My initial intention to drop them an email is to bring up this matter to someone in the company.
And since things aren't going the way i thought it should,
i believe time shouldn't be wasted on them anymore..

Based on the 3 points bold+in blue font,
i'm sure that they really don't know what they're doing and what's happening..

Point 1: I'm asking you a question and now you're posting me back the same question that i've asked you in the first place. And in addition, doubting the evidence sent to you. Maybe i should just bite on it real hard till my gums start bleeding and take a picture of myself with bleeding gums.. Maybe by then, they will be more convinced with my complaint!

Point 2: This is the second time that he tried to assure me that it's gonna be a one-off incident. I totally disagree with him and would like him to recall the contents in my first email to him.. I believe i did clearly mentioned in the mail that the manager had told me that it's not the first time that customers found inedible / alien materials in their food. So how could i be assured that it's really gonna be a one-off incident when it's OBVIOUSLY NOT?! Is be because the previous few customers can't be bothered to raise their unhappiness up to them..? Or is it because this is their way of assuring customers; that is by lying to them that everything's really fine after this....?

Point 3: Do i look like i'm too poor to afford a decent meal from them? Or do i look like someone who make peanut matters look big just for the sake of that few dollars worth of vouchers..? Or.. I gian that i-don't-even-know-what's-that token of appreciation that's why i brought this matter to their attention? Should i know that things would be handled in this way, I wouldn't have bothered to spend my time to type the initial email out to them. It's GREAT DISAPPOINTMENT you know~ A place which i've spent quite some time of my life at, failing me after so many years... It feels as though as being betrayed by a friend whom you've known for quite some time..
And seriously.. You know what?! The name of the outlet still send chillers down my spine. I'm mentally affected.. Totally~ Unless you're in my position, else you can never understand how disgusting a feeling it is....
1) You don't know where did this staplet came from.
2) You are not even sure if it's rusy as it's been badly bitten.
3) The way they handle things pissed you off even more~

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It feels REAL weird to return to this cobwebs-infested zone.
A long forgotten place where i pen down my thoughts..
After being constantly nagged at for the past few months,
it made me wonder if i should continue keeping it.
With all the memories since mid 2003 till mid 2009..

Time seems to pass super fast between this period.
Can't imagine i typed like a twit when i just started out~
Real glad that i didn't get into any major blog-wars with anyone then.
(ranting are absolutely not part of blog-wars)

I guess the main reason why i'm back is to 'give people some face'...
Back to type a few words, rant a lil, and i'm off again.
Working makes one age, and of course tired...
Nowadays it's either work, out or home.
Life-less and boring...
Can't imagine how life would be when school starts.........

Time to hit the bed.
Tomorrow's gonna be another long day....
*yawnz*

-edited-

It's back.
But this time...
More xiong than ever~~

A lil recap...

I know that you're spying on me from that lil`corner of yours..
Thank you so much for the high CTR.
TOTALLY APPRECIATE it lor really~
But seriously if you've got NOTHING better to do..
You may consider to go visit some orphanage or even old folks home.
Stop being a stalker when in the first place we aren't even on proper talking terms!
The sight of you really makes me wanna puke...
Not forgetting the screechy high pitched tone that you produce.
GET A LIFE LA!!
I know you don't need yours.
BUT OTHERS DO!

P.S. Why isn't anyone doing anything about cyberstalking...?
This is seriously freaking me out!!!
actually this is what 'inspired' me to blog today despite feeling sooooo lethargic.
*seriously super pissed off by the b o h l i a o a c t s a g a i n*

Follow-up with complaint to MOS Burger....

2009-08-31T23:38:00.003+08:00

Forwarded from...

From: "MOS Burger Singapore"
To: customers@smos.com.sg
Sent: Saturday, August 29, 2009 11:26 PM
Subject: Website Comments Received

To....................

From: "Customers"
Sent: Monday, August 31, 2009 9:12 AM
To: "Robin Lee"
Cc: "Lim Kim Seng"
Subject: Fw: Website Comments Received

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Dear Charlyne,

We refer to your e-mail dated on the 29th August '09.

First and foremost , we would like to offer our sincere apology for the incident happened at one of our outlets ,Bugis Junction.
We would greatly appreciate if you could e-mail us the picture of the patty so that we could proceed with our investigation.
At the meantime, we had feedback the matter to our supplier and internally we had swept the whole kitchen area to ensure no staple is used in these areas.

We ensure you it's a one-off incident and we will definitely get back to you once there's an outcome of the investigation.

Thanks for bring up the matter to our attention .

Yours Sincerely,

Robin Lee
Senior Area Manager
Mos Foods S'pore Pte Ltd.

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from: Charlyne Vammy Sockpeng Pak
to: Customers
date: Mon, Aug 31, 2009 at 11:37 PM
subjectRe: Customer Feedback

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Dear Robin,

As per request, kindly find the attached picture of the staplet.

I didn't manage to snap a picture of the patty as the half-eaten burger was taken back as soon as i rejected the manager's kind offer of changing into another burger.

Till now, i'm still confused as to where did the staplet came from (the patty, the bread or the tomato) and how did it ended up in the burger. Do keep me posted on the outcome of the investigation.

Thanks & Best Regards,
Charlyne

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AWAITING HIS REPLY....
Doubt that it's gonna be of a satisfactory reply as he made a huge mistake by ending it with:
"We ensure you it's a one-off incident...."
When obviously it wasn't ONE-OFF~
I think they need to really read and clearly understand customers' complaints and yes~
Speak internally in the same language..
-.-

Staplet found in Spicy MOS Cheeseburger

2009-08-29T01:30:00.010+08:00

I hope the below case will be seriously being looked into.
Feel free to leave any comments if you guys wish to..

This is sucha F-ing ridiculous case la i tell you...
LUCKILY no cut, no bleeding in my gums.
But not very sure if i'm THAT lucky to not have chewed on a piece of rusty staplet!
-.-

Dear Sir / Mdm,

Staplet found in Spicy MOS Cheeseburger

I'd like to bring this incident to your immediate attention.

I found a 1cm long staplet while chewing a piece of my cold Spicy MOS Cheeseburger that i had at Bugis Junction's outlet on 28th August 2009, Friday.

I called out for the manager upon seeing the staplet and someone by the name of Irene came. She apologized profusely and kept repeating asking if i would like to have my burger replaced. I rejected her kind offer but made a few comments and also had a few questions posted to her:
1. "How can you assure that the next burger given to me will not contain another staplet(s)?"
2. "Why are there staplets in the kitchen in the first place?"
3. "I think you should feedback to your suppliers about it."

Other than:
1. "I'm so sorry. I'm really very sorry."
2. "Would you like to have another burger..........?"
3. "We had cases of customers complaining to us about finding staplets in their mussels before.. We've looked into it and had feedback to the suppliers"

It can be shown clearly that she did not answer any of my questions!

Other than refunding the money paid for the burger, i would suggest that:
1. The company should send workers, especially managers, for some form of training where they will be taught topics such as ways to handle customers' complaint.
2. There should be some kind of actions to be taken immediately when similar or even worse case were to happen. E.g. The outlet should stop selling burgers with beef patties immediately and to start some form of inspection in their kitchen for similar items found in the food. This is to prevent the same incident to happen again.
3. The quality of the products delivered by the suppliers should also be carefully inspected to prevent unwanted accusation of one another.

MOS Burger has always been a place that i will go to when i'm craving for iced milk tea, rice burger, croquette pie, clam chowder and corn soup. The food has never failed me. Until today.....

Thankfully, I did not sustain any form of injury despite the shock upon seeing the staplet when i spat it out of my mouth, as well as the lil fear of eating burgers with patties in MOS Burger again.
Even with that lil fear, I'm still looking forward to having more of the delicious food mentioned above, but this time with more assurance that the food served are of a higher quality, i.e. no more inedible items found within them.

As such, I look forward to hearing from you soon and would really appreciate that you can look into this matter seriously as i wouldn't want another person to share a similar horrifying experience that i had earlier on (which i believe i'm not the first one....).

Lastly, please do not hesitate to contact me should you require a picture of the staplet found in the burger.

Yours faithfully,
Charlyne

Service with a Smile....?

2009-08-23T00:41:00.011+08:00

Is it a trend nowadays to practise "Service with a Smile" in most stores..?
Be it retail fashion outlets or even restaurants....??
I see many servers wearing this "Service with a Smile" tag at work.
Amusingly...
Not many of them actually service with a SMILE.....
*roll eyes*

In addition to the above observation, I thought that we've got something called GEMS (Go the Extra Mile for Service) in here as well...?
Pardon me if campaign is past-tense, which i totally doubt so since we're still working very hard here to raise our existing service levels. Do also pardon me if the below mentioned dining place is not part of this campaign.

Let me start off with this not-too-long complain entry with this liner:

Why do I even need to bother about the smile when there's NO SERVICE to begin with in the first place...?!

I guess it's our bad luck today..
Or is it MY bad luck....
We stepped into Marina Square's PizzaHut after walking around Suntec City and Marina Square for quite some time, deciding on what to have for dinner..
We finally settled down at PH after recalling its pasta advertisement that was shown on tv couple of days ago and yes~ it's been some time since i last stepped into PH.
The place was packed with people but there wasn't a queue even though it was dinner time.
*Thank God*

We got ourselves a 2 seater table with the help of a server in all smiles.
We settled down quickly and started looking through the pages as we're both hungry and tired...
After less than 5 minutes of discussion and seeing 2 servers passed by us with the look that he/she's ready to take our order....
We caught the attention of a male staff and placed our order.
Specifically stated that we wanted 2 glasses of iced water before he left.

Our drinks came shortly, but no sign of iced water.
At least 5 minutes passed by, and our honey baked wings came.
Still.. No sign of our iced water!
We called out to the same person who took our order to serve us our iced water..
He replied "Ok!" and hurried off to serve some other people who's in the queue outside.
We had our eyes fixed on him all these time though..
Somehow he totally IGNORED us and i believe that he had also forgot our reminder for our iced water.

We're kinda mad at his irresponsible action.
Called another guy *assuming that he's the manager; he's in a different coloured uniform* to get us our iced water..
The same reply was given to us.
Vic's pasta came..
And..............
FINALLY the iced water came shortly after that.
DAMNZ!
I didn't know that actually iced water needs to take so long to serve!!!!!
Longer than the time needed to prepare the wings and pasta~!

And guess what?!
The minestrone soup took the same time to serve as well!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The guy who took us even had the cheek to serve us....
Both of us felt that he had totally forgotten about the soup!
I could sense that he's sorry but.....
HELLO~~~
The delay in serving the iced water is enough to piss us off..

I seriously don't fucking care the "Service with a Smile" campaign which you guys launch..
Campaign: Free personal pan pizza given at the next visit if to the customer who complains of any staff who didn't practise this campaign, i.e. He/she didn't service with a smile.
*that's if the above complaint is justifiable; subjected to terms & conditions*

Think!
If service didn't exist in the first place...
Who cares about that smile...?

Don't give the excuse that you guys are short-handed or even busy because it's dinner-time.
I see people walking around empty handed too!
I don't believe that people can't multi-task.
(especially people in this industry)
Examples:
- Bring us the iced water with our drinks / wings - like how i saw some fella did to another table, or
- Bring us tbe iced water when bringing bill to another table, or
- Bring us the iced water together with other table's order, etc.

The very very least they could do is to APOLOGIZE when there's a delay in serving something.
Or even to come up with an excuse for the delay.
White lie at this kind of time wouldn't harm~
Eventually it's gonna be a win-win situation for both parties - i would be glad that i've got what i want and you get to see more smiles from customers too.

Time to re-work on your service standards.
Maybe some service training may help..?
Or to work harder on quality control when recruiting staff...?
Isn't worthy to lose customers because of bad service you know~

The overall dining experience today wasn't really quite enjoyable.
Totally disappointed with the service received today though the company was great and the food served was still rather enjoyable..

I guess the existing "Service with a Smile" campaign should be changed to "Service AND Do it with a Smile" instead.
Just my two cents worth~
=)

Dedicated to a super boh liao stalker

2009-08-12T22:44:00.000+08:00

I know that you're spying on me from that lil`corner of yours..
Thank you so much for the high CTR.
TOTALLY APPRECIATE it lor really~
But seriously if you've got NOTHING better to do..
You may consider to go visit some orphanage or even old folks home.
Stop being a stalker when in the first place we aren't even on proper talking terms!
The sight of you really makes me wanna puke...
Not forgetting the screechy high pitched tone that you produce.
GET A LIFE LA!!
I know you don't need yours.
BUT OTHERS DO!

Wonderful shopping experience at nattiesayso! =)

2009-08-02T21:38:00.000+08:00

Remember my unfriendly comment on Facebook 3 days ago...?
Really thanks to the delay of the delivery of my parcel.
It took Singpost more than 10 days to deliver it..
Too much...
Really TOO MUCH!

Luckily the blog shop owner was nice and patient with me.
Nice enough to take in all my rants and so willing to even want to compensate me if the items are really missing..

Here's what happened...
*i know i sounded rather rude.. But in such situation one really can't blame me for those words...*

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Date: Mon, 20 Jul 2009 16:47:10 +0800
From: nattiesayso@gmail.com

Hello Dear,
Thank you for your interest.
Both pieces are down with one more piece left only.
Unfortunately, i do not have any backview.
But the backview are all plain. No designs.
Would you like to confirm it?

To secure a piece, make a payment of $50 (inclusive of normal postage) or $52.25 for registered postage to:
POSB SAVINGS ***-*****-*

Upon transferred, get back to us on ur:
name:
mailing address:
Mode of transaction: ibank/ATM
ibanking nick/ATM ref:
Time:
Date:
Amount:
*Please do note that all transactions done thru ATM transfer must be accompanied by a snapshot of ur receipt thru digi cam or handphone and must be attached thru ur reply.
We apologise for any inconvenience caused and seek all understanding.

All items are sold on first-come-first serve basis therefore no reservations are allowed.
We will mail out item once payment received.

We look forward to hear you soon.=)

Regards
nattie

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2009/7/20 *~ [V]ä[M]m[¥] ~*

Dear nattie,

name: Vammy
mailing address: ---
Mode of transaction: ibank
ibanking nick: vammy
Time: 2112hr
Date: 20th July 2009
Amount: $50/-

Regards,
Char2

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Date: Tue, 21 Jul 2009 15:41:11 +0800
From: nattiesayso@gmail.com

Hi Vammy,
Payment received=)
will be sending it out tomorrow=)

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2009/7/29 *~ [V]ä[M]m[¥] ~*

Dear Nattie,

Kindly advice on the date and time that you send out the items.
It's been a week and i've yet to receive the items.

Regards,
Char2

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Date: Wed, 29 Jul 2009 16:40:16 +0800
From: nattiesayso@gmail.com

Hi dear,
items is sent last wednesday evening.
Have you not received it?
I actually have 2 customers who received their items 1 week late too.
Hear from you soon.

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2009/7/29 *~ [V]ä[M]m[¥] ~*

Dear Nattie,

I've checked. The items are not here yet.
Please advice on the exact date and time that you've send the items.

Thanks & Regards,
Char2

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Date: Thu, 30 Jul 2009 02:25:56 +0800
From: nattiesayso@gmail.com

The exact date is 22 July dear, the time is evening say 6pm.
I cant have the exact time but it was in the evening.
I will check with singpost tomorrow regarding the parcel, i will get back to you tomorrow night alright!

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2009/7/30 *~ [V]ä[M]m[¥] ~*

Nattie,

It will be good if you can provide me with the exact time.
At the mean time, awaiting your reply - tomorrow night as promised.

Regards,
Char2

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Date: Thu, 30 Jul 2009 16:40:43 +0800
From: nattiesayso@gmail.com

Hi there,
as told, exact time is not possible to tell because all items was sent in bulk.
I was at singpost around 6.15pm. Time is needed for queueing and also settling of registered mail before normal mails.
Singpost has told me they will keep a lookout for the address i told them to lookout for.

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2009/7/30 *~ [V]ä[M]m[¥] ~*

Nattie,

Seriously, up till now i still don't believe that 2 other customers - as stated by you earlier on (i would assume that they're also on normal postage) had already received their items and yet mine's missing.
The address that i've provided to you earlier on is clearly correct.
And i'm very sure that there's a clock at Singpost / you'll be issued a receipt when you're done with your registered mail. So what's with you not able to provide me with the exact time..??
In your entry you state that registered mails are sent out every Saturday, so what's with you settling them on a Wednesday (the day which you promised to send out my items?) - which is stated that it's for normal postages..?

I'm sorry to say this.. but really.. i can't help to not suspect that something fishy is going on somewhere.....
Hope it's just my bad luck.

Anyway, i do hope to hear from you SOON. With good news of course.

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Date: Fri, 31 Jul 2009 01:35:37 +0800
From: nattiesayso@gmail.com

Hi there,
i know how it feels of not receiving your items. Because i experience the same too so i wont be cheating ppl's money.
Whether you believe it or not, so far none of my customers experience any lost mails and we have been getting quite a number of positive feedbacks.
Your items is normal postage therefore it is sent out on wednesday.
I ensure you that the items is sent out. Give it till next monday, should you still not receive it, i will send you a new set to compensate it.
We have always encourage our customers to opt for registered postage to avoid conflicts like this.
Should we be wanting to cheat, we wont even conduct meetups though at my convenience and survived til this long.
We appreciate your understanding and will try my best to retrieve your parcels.

Regards
Nat

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2009/7/31 *~ [V]ä[M]m[¥] ~*

Nat,

I wish you can understand where i'm coming from - with so many blogshop cheats around. Pardon me if i sounded rude in my previous reply.
I do hope that it's just bad luck. Let's just hope that the items will reach me on Monday. I really do love those items and would want my money spent worthwhile. Most importantly to not spoil your record of having zero lost customers' orders.

Regards,
Char2

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Date: Sat, 1 Aug 2009 21:48:02 +0800
From: nattiesayso@gmail.com

Please do let me know whether by monday or tuesday do you receive your parcels.
I have notify singpost and they told me they will keep a lookout and check thoroughly.
Hear from you soon.

regards
Nat

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2009/8/2 *~ [V]ä[M]m[¥] ~*

Nat,

Good news!! I've received the parcel in good condition last night.
It really took SOOOO LONG to reach me.
And thank you sooo much for your help all these while.
Please do add me in your mailing list!

Thanks & Regards,
Char2

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Date: Sun, 2 Aug 2009 20:44:06 +0800
From: nattiesayso@gmail.com

Hello dear,
I'm glad you received the items in good condition.
Yeah, sometimes singpost really took a long time to deliver.
Even registered postage, sometimes it took about 1.5 weeks to reach my other customers but i cant help it.
Its better than not receiving it.
Hear from you soon.

Regards
Nat

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2009/8/2 *~ [V]ä[M]m[¥] ~*

Nat,

A big thank you to you! :)

Regards,
Char2

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Lesson learnt:
ALWAYS ASK FOR REGISTERED MAIL!!

Once again,
A Big Thank You to Nattie.
For the patience, assistance and help...
Most importantly,
Putting yourself in your customer's shoes - think and feel just like them.
I will definitely go back for more stuff, if possible!
You can find blogshop link here.

This..
is what i call Good Customer Service.
2 Thumbs-Up!
=D

27.o7.o9 - R.I.P my dearest neighbour.

2009-07-27T22:58:00.000+08:00

"Life's short, enjoy it as much as you can now..."

27.o7.o9
R.I.P my dearest neighbour.
Someone who saw me grew up into a pretty lady as of today..
You'll definitely be missed by all.
And also remembered for life..

random 'i'm back after so long' post

2009-07-26T01:14:00.002+08:00

Cobwebs, dust, insects and stuffy air...
It's been EONS since i last BLOGGED something!

.
.
.
.
.

Ask me where i am only if you're truly concern..
Sorry for the lack of posts lately..
I've been so busy for the past few weeks and time just tick off like lightning speed everyday.
God bless those who survived through the bombing in Indo and yes H1N1 too!
I will be back SOON (God knows when)... I hope~
Till then..
=)

Oh ya~
Forgot to add on...
I'm working towards a better tomorrow...
A better person too i think~
Good luck to me and yes~
Those around me too...
=D

Just to update...
The 0.31 carat of love on the 3rd pinky on my right is for real.
FYI. It is NOT an engagement ring / wedding ring..
It's just......
A way that someone shows you how much he is willing to sacrifice his one month's pay on a piece of gem to make you smile..
To the extend of replacing his place in your heart.
Well~
As you know that diamonds are Women's BFF what~
=|

Whatever the case..
I heart all the effort..
And yes~
The boy too!
=D

Got to rest now..
A day of MC is proven NOT enough for this 3 days STRONG flu + sore throat.
YES I'M SICK!
But definitely NOT H1N1!!
Else no more NDP for me this year eh~~

Till then i blog...
C-I-A-O-Z~~~
;)

PS: I'm available for dinner on weekdays and probably weekends..
*HUGE hints*
Ladies!! Where are you people?!

pissed off

2009-05-30T23:32:00.004+08:00

It has always been a game for two,
right from the start till he came through..
Creating all those malicious lies and hurtful remarks,
Forming so much unwanted sparks.

I guess it's gonna be tougher down this road,
if he still tries to live between us both.
These are the words which i've long wanted to say,
knowing that soon there's gonna be a heavy price to pay.
I'm sure that if i don't get all these right,
i doubt our future will gonna be as bright.

Really wishing and praying hard that things will turn out to be,
whichever way that we both want to see.
Please show me the guiding light,
so that i can sleep well through the night.

---

I guess things wouldn't be the same again.
After much nonsense from some unrelated person..
The person came in 5 years ago,
and he's back again.
Kindly tell me what to do please.....
I'm so lost with words and my direction now.
To the extend of wanting to give up earlier on.
It's getting tiring and so meaningless to carry on somehow...

Why do all this have to happen to me?!

Is it fun to malign someone and to go around badmouthing others...??
I don't understand why some people just won't grow despite their change in physical and appearance.
Get a life man joker!
Stop acting like a wimp and face it like a man.
Do it face-to-fae and put all these gu niang nonsense to a stop.

Manz~
It's getting suicidal~

---

Lifehouse - Broken

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain, there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain (in the pain), is there healing
In your name (in your name) I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will be OK

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain(In the pain) there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm barely holdin' on to you

bad service at novo shoes (suntec)

2009-05-15T00:14:00.012+08:00

IF YOU'RE THE MANAGEMENT OF NOVO SHOES' SINGAPORE, AND HAPPENED TO CHANCE UPON MY BLOG...
PLEASE PAY FULL ATTENTION TO THE ENTRY BELOW.

It was around 7+ pm today that my dear gf and i decided to pop by the SUNTEC CITY outlet to get a pair of similar / near to similar pair of heels that i was wearing (since i kinda pity it being wear-ed out and yes indeed, NOVO heels are like the best heels i've ever worn up till today)

But to my HUGE DISAPPOINTMENT, i hear no greetings, no cheerful smiles but only saw 2 staff standing near the cashier talking to themselves and totally ignoring our presence. A malay girl and a chinese guy. Name wise, not to sure. Was too pissed to even wanna look at them into the eye at that very moment.

Since we're being ignored by them, my dearest babe and i went walking around the whole shop, trying to find the exact same pair of heels / something which look rather similar to it. I thought by doing so it will be easier for us to find what we want (since the 2 staff don't even bother to give a damn about us!), buy it and leave the shop ASAP (never had such feelings before in my life i swear!). Also by doing so, i thought i could like capture their attention since it's the usual practise of people in the service line to SERVE customers and not let customers serve themselves.

So after combing the entire shop, we found nothing similar to what i was wearing and the 2 USELESS STAFF (at that point of time they appeared very useless since they just stood at the same spot where they were originally at and was totally engrossed in their conversation and treated us as though as we're transparent) just couldn't really be bothered about us, they didn't even make eye contact with us, oh maybe the male staff did - but it's only like occasionally looking over at our direction as though as we're gonna steal something from there. It made me kinda pissed off a lil though. So i went towards their direction and asked if they had something similar to what i was wearing. The male staff looked at me with a *i don't quite understand what you're saying* expression and the female staff came walking to my direction. And guess what she did...?!

She pointed to the SALE section and said there's only the gold heels which look something like what i was wearing without even asking what colour i'm looking for. She didn't even attempt to introduce me other designs of covered toe heels.

LIKE HELLO?! WHEN DID I SAID THAT I WANT A PAIR OF GOLD HEELS?! AND LOOK AT THE BLOODY WAY OF HER SERVICING ME.. POINTING INTO THE DIRECTION OF THE PAIR OF HEELS AND EXPECT ME TO WALK OVER TO THE SHELVE MYSELF TO RETRIEVE THAT PAIR OF HEELS OR DID SHE EXPECT THE HEELS TO FLY TO ME INSTEAD?!

Oh yes~ She pointed in a very vague direction (still belonging to the SALE section) that some covered toe heels maybe what i want to find. She sound so unprofessional and so unwilling to serve me. And just FYI, whatever she has so freaking unwillingly pointed to me are heels which i've taken off the shelves and tried on personally and know exactly that they aren't what i want.

I couldn't stand her attitude, so just 'entertained' her by taking those shoes off the shelf and tried it on again. She was still standing at the same spot talking to the guy, as if we're of non-existence. I couldn't take it anymore seriously~ I just randomly put those heels back to the shelve and got my gf out of the shop. On the way out, I said something like "I wouldn't shop here anymore cuz the service sucks".

I really DO HOPE that those 2 useless bum heard my words. And also the other 2 customers who're wondering around in the shop too! Who wants below than poor service in NOVO (i believe NOVO's service is so much better than this. The other time when i purchase that wear-ed out pair of heels wasn't like this, that's why i chose NOVO instead of other brands..? And kena shoot by some when they heard the price of the pair of heels. -.-)

But this time.. I left NOVO and headed straight towards DMK, knowing that i'm able to get something similar to what i was wearing, just the difference in colour..

LET ME TELL YOU THIS... THE SERVICE AT DMK WAS FANTASTIC! (can't believe how i was still 'selling' NOVO to all my friends the other time)
They greeted me with enthusiasm upon my arrival, walked towards me when i showed a lil interest in a pair of heels. They were trying so hard to get me to fit into that pair of heels. Asked for my size and when to take another pair after putting the pair that i've tried back onto the shelve. I didn't even have to bend down to reach for the heels at that time. They even offered shoe padding to prevent blisters. Eventually, i got what i wanted and left DMK with a HUGE smile.

Recalling the service i had over at NOVO the other time... It's really comparable with the service which DMK offer now. However, this time round, I'm totally disappointed with NOVO. Truly upset and i seriously felt that those 2 staff ought to be sacked and really~ don't even bother to give them a second chance.

Reason being, you're in the service line, you broke those 'rules', you've lost a VERY potential customer and didn't even bother to try to 'salvage' the situation. Please, go home and don't even think of re-joining the service line again. Maybe being a princess / prince at home would suit you two better, since you two don't like to serve (or don't even bother to serve).

Don't waste others' time, as much as how others are unwilling to tolerate such bad service from you two.

me is s-i-c-k

2009-03-25T22:31:00.004+08:00

Me. is Sick.
Me. is Very Very Sick.
Me. is Very Very Very Sick.

Feed me those pills anyone..??

Ok~
So I am really sick~
Stop pushing me any further.
Am tired.
Seriously need a b-r-e-a-k.

I will be back S-O-O-N.
*promise*

stayed home week

2009-03-07T02:35:00.001+08:00

Feeling kinda emotional for the past few days.
Took my emotions on a roller coaster ride again..
I guess i really need some fresh air~
Been going home straight after work for the entire week.
Not my kind of life really~
I think i really need MORE friends - to hang out with.
Or perhaps someone to accompany me when no one's there for me..?

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Felt so so so sooooooooooooooooooooooo disappointed with everyone and everything recently..

I've been asking myself these questions so often lately:
"Is this really what i want?"
"What exactly am i doing?"
"Did i make the right choice?"
"Can i really make it?"
"Am i really that bad?"
"What exactly have i done wrong in the first place?"
"Is it pure coincidence that everyone's not free for me AGAIN?!"

It's a mixture of several problems....
I'm losing faith...
To myself, to everything, and even to everyone around me......
PMS...??
Doubt so~
Cuz i just had mine 1-2 weeks ago.

Am i really expecting alot from myself and the rest...??
Seriously~
I think i need some fresh air...
Staying at home for too long's turning me kuku!!!
-.-

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I'm having serious problems with coming up with a pretty blogskin.
In the past, a few hours is all i need.
Not a problem for me to stay up till 5+am to complete 1 pretty skin..
But yesterday....
I fell asleep at 2+am even before i figures out what exactly when wrong with the codes...

I'm still working hard on it today..
The colours are still all in a mess..
And i've got NO IDEA how to make it look better!!!
Where's my creativity.......???
I'm running dry of ideas lately and this is really a very big, serious & worrying matter.
I'm gonna go bonkers if i don't get it solved soon....
I don't want anything / anyone to screw up the campaign!!

And i wanna know how come i can't view my ad on the left panel when i'm on firefox but i can see it when i'm on IE..
Other people don't seem to have such problem leh!!!

And the reason as to why i'm working on a new blogskin is because...............
Some people can't view my left panel whereas most of the rest can.
Since i don't wanna anything / anyone to screw up the campaign,
i would need to take some precautions first yeah~~

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If anyone of you happen to understand Cantonese,
this is a pretty nice song that i'm intro-ing right here..
As suggested by the title (if you happen to understand chinese) - slap mark.
Basically this song describe why a gurl still loves her guy so much even after he slapped her.
She also tried telling herself that he don't deserve it...
See how love can really make someone so silly!!!

江若琳 - 手掌印

要是我重头拣选下个　
明显都是错　情感可控制麽
我习惯无人好好待我　
唯一伤害过　而且牺牲太多
我若试图忘记一种痛楚　
然而回忆迫使背负更多
宁愿你杀掉我　就当我上了一课　
做个好心分手彼此都不要拖

明明你根本称不上值得我的吻
别再忍　好应该摆脱伤心的噩运
而情感　怎麽给踩过也不沉　
偏要酷爱着你这坏人
为何我即使给掌掴没有太不愤
随便笑　去讽刺我脸上的手掌印
原因　应该出於情难自禁　
总要是记着你这坏人的一吻

这段感情无非伤得太多　
面上唯一手掌印在唱歌
提醒我你犯错　别再放纵你找我　
就当好心分开今天可乾脆麽

明明你根本称不上值得我的吻
别再忍　好应该摆脱伤心的噩运
而情感　怎麽给踩过也不沉　
偏要酷爱着你这坏人
为何我即使给掌掴没有太不愤
随便笑　去讽刺我脸上的手掌印
原因　应该出於情难自禁　
总要是记着你这坏人的一吻

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Another song by the same singer (some HK female artiste)
Happened to watch the drama serial that she's in..
Came across the above song and went to dig for her album..
Pretty interesting songs in it..
LOVE the lyrics especially..
If the song above's worth 7/10 emo-stars,
i think this song's worth 8/10..

This is more of like an aftermath of a breakup.
A breakup which the female party simply has no say in it....
Memories' all that she's left with....
She trying so hard to get herself out of it cuz she knows that she has to do it someday, somehow.
It's tough but it's the only way...
To get out of it,
the best method is to let go and forget.

江若琳 - 你不在了

你与我拖过亦吻过
抱拥也没了么
空空一个　心里徒剩下苦楚

冷战过　吵过后悔过
和好了但不可渡过
想过太多　然后就没了么

连曰连曰记起　与你最初一起的空气
说过共你　爱到生死　永没法比

陪我坐天晓这夜你不在了
想起最感人那景点　也去过不少
有些感觉变了　才记起　每次我都在笑
追忆来到这完了　快乐却不知晓　我竟哭了

有说过　终也未试过
你赏过大雪么
怎不等我　等到暑天的花火

接送过　佳节共我过
还几次用心感动我
给我唱歌　然后就没了么

连曰连曰记起　看曰出升起多么美
太挂念你　怕记不起　更是痛悲

陪我坐天晓这夜你不在了
想起最感人那景点　也去过不少
背景都不见了　才记起　与你有张合照
追忆来到这完了　快乐却不知晓　我竟哭了

你也像我吗寂寞会生念挂
我衷心感激你令爱似幅画

人坐到天晓这夜我得着了
即使我一人游荡年宵　没甚么需要
我想应该走了　来到此　我也要恢复了
记忆很琐碎也渺小　旧时承诺不紧要

时间记取美妙　难过的事情　忘了

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Friday - o6/o3/o9

Received a piece of GOOD NEWS.
An advertiser has chosen to advertise on my blog during the period of
22 Mar 2009 to 28 Mar 2009..
Am i one of the lucky few..?!
People please help me with this..
I REALLY DO WISH TO RECEIVE THAT CHEQUE SOON..
Seeing people blogging about it and seeing those pictures...
I'm REAL TEMPTED la can~~!!
Really~~~

So people.....
PLEASE VISIT MY BLOG MORE FREQUENTLY IN THE PERIOD OF 22 - 28 MARCH 2009.
And of cuz other days as well too la~

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Something that can really let us understand LOVE better; from choo's Facebook note:

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，
总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，
终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，
不论做什么事情，只要能一起，就是好的，
但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，
你开始发现了对方的缺点，於是问题一个接著一个发生，
你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，
有人说爱情就像在捡石头，总想捡到一个适合自己的，
但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？
*她适合你，那你又适合她吗?

其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，
或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，
但是记住人是有弹性的，很多事情是可以改变的，
只要你有心、有勇气，与其到处去捡未知的石头，
还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨了吗？
很多人以为是因为感情淡了，所以人才会变得懒惰。
错！其实是人先被惰性征服，所以感情才会变淡的。

*在某个聚餐的场合, 有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好，这时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候，她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她！现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！
*听到了吗？明白了吗？

难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。
因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。
如果每个人都懒得讲话、懒得倾听、懒得制造惊喜、懒得温柔体贴，
那么夫妻或是情人之间，又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？
所以请记住：有活力的爱情，是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，
谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！

* 有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了，当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟，他的男朋友很不高兴的说：你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了，我以後再也不会等你了！刹那间，女孩终於决堤崩溃了，她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了

*同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境；女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，他的男朋友说：我想你一定忙坏了吧！接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上，此刻，女孩流泪了, 但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。你体会到了吗？

*其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！
爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时，很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！
懂了吗？
当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。那并不代表你会选择他。

*我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。
但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，
你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。

*没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。
假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？
其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。
或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，
但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，
只是你没发觉而已呢？所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！
他或许已经等你很久喽！

*当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。
所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。
如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来，完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。

*所以请记住，
喝酒不要超过六分醉，
吃饭不要超过七分饱，
爱一个人不要超过八分

*那天朋友问我：到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？
我笑著跟他说：其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，但就怕说错反倒变成误导。那就糟糕了！

*如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：
爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，
而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

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Thursday - o5/o3/o9

Treated mama to dinner at Lot1's Ajisen.
Pretty decent a meal i would say..
Somehow different outlets' stuff taste differently..
And Lot1's service REAL SLOW and unfriendly....
But we enjoyed each other's company..

In return to the treat,
mama bought me something from Eu Yan Seng..
Some thingy for females only...

Leaving dad out for dinner is like super cool la~
Seeing the number of missed calls he left in both our hp's really hilarious.......
Sorry dad~
It's ladies' night!!
LOLX!!

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Wednesday - o4/o3/o9

Someone: Did you realise that you get irritated, impatient and flare up over lil`things real easily lately...?
Me: Really?! I guess it's due to the lack of sleep lah.. Haven't had enough sleep for the past few days leh~~

From his facial expression,
I doubt that he really believe my words..
I can't think of anything else to reply to his question leh really~~
And the best part is......
He mentioned it again few days later...
=.=

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"Are you ready and game for the war?"

Since 1o.o2.o9.....

2009-03-03T23:44:00.002+08:00

It's near to a month to my previous entry..
Sorry people....
I'm just too lazy + tired to blog lately...
The past month's real crazy a month for me...
I tried on telemarketing (not sure if it's the right term)
and totally HATE it but still..
It's part of my job scope so yeah~

And there's LOTSA joy and laughter in the month of February.
Oh ya~
And FUN too!!

Time passed REAL fast again..
I guess people just can't wait this economy crisis to end asap...
Seeing the number of people getting retrenched and how much losses companies been losing for the past few months' CRAZY!!!
Let's hope for the better and yupp~
The long awaited entry's here too!!

Don't get too bored cuz it's pretty long in terms of the length of it..
But don't get turn off after reading the previous line leh.......
I've got LOTSA picx within this entry itself...
Attractive enough not~~~

And just FYI,
dates with only songs / pictures = boring days a.k.a no activities = nothing to blog about....
Just to prevent you guys from wondering.........
=p~

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Earlier on at work,
while trying to find more information on eTimeMachine..
I chanced upon a blog by the name of eTimeMachine....
Saw this very meaningful entry.......
If you're the one who wrote this.....
I believe you've really lost someone who really meant so much to you and i believe you've learnt the true meaning of "cherish" for now...

"Have you ever lost someone you love and wanted one more conversation, o"ne more chance to make up for the time when you thought they would be here forever?

If so, then you know you can go your whole life collecting days, and none will outweigh the one you wish you had back. What if you got it back?

If you had the chance, just one chance, to go back and fix what you did wrong in life, would you take it? And if you did, would you be big enough to stand it?

We are made to lose the one we love. This way we will then learn to cherish."

-eTimeMachine.blogspot.com-

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I can't really remember when was it but could clearly remember that one of these days below..
I woke up at 2+ - 3am in the morning having this puking feeling.
Puked a small plastic full of half digested dinner...
Sounds gross but i felt so much better after doing so.
And the next morning was really zombie.
But i still went to work.

Gong + bloated tummy with the puking feeling still....
Not forcing myself but i'm fine so why skip a day of work..?
Things piling up as days passes by,
with more balls thrown into the court.
I guess soon i'll be drowned with work..
*total madness*

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A change of song on the left panel again..
Been real addicted to this song since the last heard jele sang it during our last K-session some time ago...
Manage to hear it last week and went high since then...
Totally in love with it now.........

南拳妈妈 - 下雨天

下雨天了怎么办
我好想你
不敢打给你
我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景
做你的代替
陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁

爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨
怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念

雨要多大
天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些差别
接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁

爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨
怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念

雨要多大
天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些彻别
接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

怎样的雨
怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念

雨要多大
天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些差别
接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

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Monday - o2/o3/o9

Got a shock of my life when i heard this from the news...

"AN information engineering professor at the Nanyang Technological University was rushed to hospital after he was allegedly stabbed by a final year student in his office on Monday morning. Moments later, the body of the undergraduate was found at the foot of the seven-storey School of Electrical, Electronic and Engineering building."

Seriously what's happening to Singapore?!
First was MP being burnt,
then another kena threatened,
then some woman tio slashed or something..
Now student stab professor, slit his own wrist and jump off the building!!

Are we under too much stress or we don't know how to cope with stress...??
What's the world turning to manz?!?!!!

First everyone's worried that the bad economy's gonna make many lose their job.
No doubt some did lose their job...
But at the rate i see people's spending their money,
i doubt recession's really hitting us manz!!

It's true that we should spend to boost the economy..
BUT!!!!!!!!
Seeing the usual Q outside those big brands' shop,
seeing people queuing for payment in malls,
seeing them carrying bags and bags of stuff out of the malls,
seeing the super LONG Q at taxi stands,
seeing people ordering bottles / towers of alcohol....

It really makes me wonder.....
Are we really going into a recession...?
Or have we yet to sense it coming....??
*shrugs*

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That moron's still leaving messages in my WLNY inbox but i shall NOT care anymore~
*humph*

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*achoo*
I think i'm getting a cold soon.
Kept having the "want to sneeze" kind of a feeling and my nose ain't itching..
I don't wanna fall sick!!!!!
=.=

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I'm SO in love with notes in Facebook.
It's just like a mini blog in there..
Did something cool earlier on in it...

What would your own album look like if you were in a band?

Follow the directions below to find out...
Here are the rules:

1. Go to Wikipedia. Hit “random”or click http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random
The first random Wikipedia article you get is the name of your band.
Shelsley Walsh Speed Hill Climb

2 . Go to Quotations Page and select "random quotations"or click http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3
The last four or five words of the very last quote on the page is the title of your first album.
I know of only one bird - the parrot - that talks; and it can't fly very high.
-Wilbur Wright (1867 - 1912), declining to make a speech in 1908-

3. Go to Flickr and click on “explore the last seven days” or click http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days
Third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.

4. Use Photoshop or similar to put it all together.

5. Post it to FB with this text in the "caption" or "comment" and TAG the friends you want to join in.

Shelsley Walsh Speed Hill Climb - it can't fly very high

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Sunday - o1/o3/o9

Some retarded moron left me this message in WLNY:
"omg r u selling urself?seeing ur profile make me sick..there no prince charming lah wake up from ur story book..sicko.."

It's really $%#%^$&^(#
When did i even mentioned in my profile that i'm selling myself?!
When did i even wrote that i'm looking for my prince charming..?!

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方炯镔 - 坏人

那一扇车门
关出我们的裂痕
一声就震断了回头的路程
爱无法均分
以后就留给你们
也许用伤害结束爱才更动人
容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人
你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人
容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人
你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人
三个人从不对等
总有个人必须牺牲
那永恒就等他带你完成
你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

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陈予新 - 坏人

伤了心了
又能怎样
让眼泪流干
我想今晚
可能又将
睁眼直到天亮
我想最教我为难是回忆相爱时光
回忆相爱时光总是教我那么为难
那曾是我以为
永远的天堂
爱短暂的像泡沫一样
风一吹你的心就转向
也许是我倔强
还在这风里头打转
游游荡荡
孤单迷惘
我不想自怜自艾回头看
把深爱过的人想成坏人一样
就算梦碎了也要有个美丽收场
记住好的地方
我不想故作坚强向前看
把深爱过的人想成坏人一样
只是现在谁能教会我勇敢
明天若要过得像没有爱过一样
第一件事就是该学会把你遗忘
如何把爱遗忘

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Saturday - 28/o2/o9

蔡健雅 - 思念

提起所有对你的思念
把思念推进个黑暗的房间
房间就在厨房的后面
没人会发现

烟不离手把自己灌醉
醉醒过后笑自己有多狼狈
泡的咖啡有苦的滋味
我睁开了眼
忘记你是谁

让风筝自由干脆剪断了线
让他忘了天空随风而飞
越飞越高直到看不见
像电影里的画面

这样也许能让我好过一些
把你当作风筝随风而飞
越飞越高直到无所谓
我剪断了线
不再对你怀念

要风筝自由干脆剪断了线
让他忘了天空随风而飞
越飞越高直到看不见
像电影里的画面

这样也许能让我好过一些
把你当作风筝在随风而飞
OH飞到哪里我无所谓
我剪断了线
不再对你怀念

爱总是让人心碎
让我无法入睡
我又忍不住走进了房间
我闭上了眼
又被思念包围

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Friday - 27/o2/o9

The second and final day of the class.
It felt real good after attending the previously class...
This class was like a continuation of it.
When there's follow-up to previously discussed stuff.
When invisible arrows were being shot around.

I'm real pissed after some incident.
It WAS obviously communication break-down between people.
I really appreciate that defending from you-know-who.
But what others don't know/see is that....
The defensive one ALWAYS have their way through.
Even if they were WRONG.

Tears were kept in control.
Though i'm still feeling VERY emotional after yesterday's movie as well as the video link passed over by Bro J last night...
I think my tears are OUT OF CONTROL again!!!
-.-

But Thank God no one saw those ugly tears rolling down quietly after me being wrongfully accused, bring arrow-ed at for no reason and also not having the chance to speak up for myself - to fully illustrate the situation out.
I really don't know..
Are you all out to make me look bad before the big fella..?!
IT'S ALWAYS YOU & ALWAYS AT TIMES WHEN HE'S AROUND...
W-H-Y?!

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Since class ended rather early today,
we head back to office.
Slacked around and head over to Marina Square's Billy Bombers for dinner.
Farewell for N & V..

Food was so-so,
but the company was GREAT!!
Love every single one of them..
=)

From left to right: John, Jerilyn, Dusk, Me, Koreen, Denise, Nicholas,Vincent, Jerry, George, Desmund.

After dinner was to find a place to chill.
Called all the board game cafe around MS but either they're packed or they don't do reservations before 10pm.
So we decided to head over to some pub along Circular Road.
Man~
The idea of alcohol really scares me la~~~~

Thank God it wasn't only all about drinking..
We had card games, finger guessing games, singing, etc.
This time..
Without Geraldine,
I really need to be firm.
"Sorry" became my best friend for the night..
LOLX!!

Before Koreen, George & John left.......

MANZ!!
I look RED here!!!!
=.=

Last picture with N & V..

Kevin came not long after they left..
More rounds of drinking and singing....
Those guys are crazy..
After 3 towers of beer,
they had near to 1 bottle of Martel...
And i'm sure they all went KUKU!!!!

Throwing ice at each other,
slipping ice into the shirt,
being spun round and round in the air..
We're really a crazy bunch of people eh..?

I guess i haven't had so much fun for quite a period of time.
I'm real happy but one or two songs made me tear a lil..
I bet it was the emotional stuff brought over since yesterday and what had happened earlier on in the day...
But still...
I HAD LOTSA FUN!!

I guess that's the reason why i don't really feel like going home even it's already 3+ am.

Frankly speaking,
I'm gonna miss those happy moments with N & V...
But if the pasture's really greener at the other side,
why not right~
Good luck to you both..
Will really be missed by yours truly definitely.
=))

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*pats myself on the shoulder*
no puking, no bad headache, no ear blocks..
but only dizzyness and plenty of NO! NO! NO!!
HAHA!!
I guess without Geraldine around somehow makes a BIG difference eh..

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Thursday - 26/o2/o9

First day of Communication & Relationship Management..
It was pretty ok..
Been taught some of the topics previously...
Learnt how a simple "Good Morning" can help brightens up your day as well as your spouse/family members'.
=)

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Caught He's Just Not That Into You with Cute Guy earlier on at Tiong Bahru Plaza.
I'm dying to want to catch this film since i first saw it on Yahoo! Movies' list of Year 2009 movies.

Synopsis:

Ginnifer Goodwin stars as Gigi, a young women attempting to understand the mixed signals she gets from the men she's dating. She gets advice from a bar owner, Alex (Justin Long) who prides himself on understanding the ins and outs of the dating scene. Gigi's co-worker Janine (Jennifer Connelly) finds herself involved in a major redecorating project with her husband, Ben (Bradley Cooper). Unbeknownst to Janine, Ben contemplates an affair with Anna (Scarlett Johansson), an attractive woman trying to make a career as a singer. Another of Gigi's friends at work, Beth (Jennifer Aniston), enjoys a successful, healthy relationship with Neil (Ben Affleck), but storm clouds hover over them as he has no interest in getting married.

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Some real interesting conversations in the show:

#1

GIGI: Maybe he called me and I didn’t get the message. Or maybe he lost my number, or was out of town, or was hit by a cab, or his grandma died.

ALEX: Or maybe he just didn’t call because he has no interest in seeing you again.

If you've ever sat by the phone wondering why he said he would call, but didn't, or if you can't figure out why she doesn't want to sleep with you anymore, or why your relationship just isn't going to the next level... he (or she) is just not that into you.

#2

MARY: Things have changed. People don’t just meet organically anymore. If I want to make myself more attractive to the opposite sex, I don’t go get a new haircut – I update my profile. That’s just how it is.

MARY: I had this guy leave me a voicemail at work, so I called him at home, and then he emailed me to my BlackBerry, and so I texted to his cell, and now you just have to go around checking all these different portals just to get rejected by seven different technologies.

MARY: It's exhausting.

#3

BETH: You never feel like we’re going against nature by not getting married?

NEIL: Going against nature is like that cat who started nursing that monkey. We’re just two people who aren’t married.

#4

JANINE: “Okay, so clearly he hasn’t called. Maybe he’s away on business.”

GIGI: “He sells real estate. In Baltimore. Staying in town is his business.”

#5

GIGI: Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending.

Every movie we see, every story we're told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave.

And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe... it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is... just... moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.

#6

MARY: What if you meet the love of your life, are you supposed to let them pass you by?

#7

GIGI: I think I've figured it out. Remember when I went out with that notary public and he cheated on me and then Anastasia from upstairs told me about how her boyfriend cheated on her in the beginning then he totally changed and now they're married and crazy in love?

BETH: I thought that guy was a process server.

GIGI: No notary. Anyway my point is, Anastasia is the exception, not the rule. We have to stop listening to these stories because they rule is most guys who cheat on you up front don't really care about you very much.

JANINE: Ok.

GIGI: Ok, Ok. Exhibit A. Chad the drummer who lived in a storage space. He only used me for rides and yet I continued to stalk him for most of 1998. Then oh, um, there was Don, that broke up with me every Friday so that he could have his weekends free. I was delusional about that relationship. I used to refer to him as my husband to random people, like my dental hygienist. Anyway, all my friends used to tell me about how things might work out with these dipsticks because they knew someone, who knew someone, who dated a dipstick just like mine. That girl ended up getting married and living happily ever after. That the exception and we're not the exception we're the rule.

#8

ALEX: You're my exception.

Check out more of them at: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1001508/quotes

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In Summary:

#1 If he’s not calling you…
#2 If she’s not sleeping with you…
#3 If he’s not marrying you…
#4 If he’s sleeping with someone else…
…then he’s just not that into you.

“Sometimes it is better to just move on and get out of a relationship—that’s really what the book is saying. The line ‘He’s just not that into you’ is supposed to be helpful for people. You don’t want to be with someone who’s not really, really into you and doesn’t think you’re fabulous. And someone out there will.”

Adopted from: http://www.hesjustnotthatintoyoumovie.com/downloads/HJNTIY_Production_Notes.pdf

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Wonderful movie!!
Really learnt quite alot from the show~~~~
I'm glad that there's someone who's there to accompany me to this show..
Not many people appreciate such shows though...
Especially guys~

Was quite amazed that he actually laughed more than me.
Guess he found the conversations rather amusing or should i say rather near to what normal guys will usually say...?!
HAHA!!

I felt rather emotional when i was near to the end of the show...
Thought about some stuff and tears started rolling down my eyes...
The worse thingy was that he saw it and offered me tissue like really omg lah can~~~
What more can i do but to awkwardly accept that piece of tissue in total darkness.....
*malu*

I had cravings for Subway during the show..
Was so happy to see "Subway" on the directory...
But after going 2 rounds around the mall and found nothing similar to Subway,
we decided to head back to Batok for Mac.
Idea right~

A simple meal of Mac.
More chit chat and soon it was home..
I really do wish time would just stop...
I really really love to speak to him....
He's so nice to be with.
Comfortable's the right word to describe this feeling.....

Anyway,
thank you for the company tonight..
I know you won't get to read this but still..
Thanks!!
Going out with you is like either i'm being ps-ed by someone or i ps someone.
Do hope that the next time we're out will be a meeting planned beforehand...

Super sorry to my dear darling sotong.
But thank you gf..
I'm glad that you totally understood me and thank you so much for the teasing leh~~
=p~

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When i reach home,
Bro J sent me this video link via MSN:
http://designs10.com/alwaysonline/index.html

I can't imagine i tear-ed after watching it......
ARGH~~

If someone's always online just for me..
I think i'd freak out though it's something real sweet / romantic / lovely...
But THINK!!
You're stopping that person from enjoying his/her after-life..
Isn't it something horrible...?!
*hair stands*

I guess i shouldn't be carrying on from here..
This topic's giving me more goosebumps than tears now...

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Wednesday - 25/o2/o9

I SAW A RAINBOW ON MY WAY HOME!!!
AND IT'S HUGE I TELL YOU!!!!!
ARrrRR~~~~~~~~~~~~

It's like the luckiest day of my life can~
Half a view of the HUGE rainbow all the way from....
Redhill or was it Queenstown..
To Gombak!!!!

And when i reach Gombak.....
I saw the FULL VIEW of it!!!
IT'S HUMONGOUS!!
MANZ~~

I'm so excited can~
Like a lil`gurl....
I was trying to figure out where's the end of the rainbow..
Bet i irritated quite a number of people in the train earlier on.
HAHA!!

Oh whatever~
What matter most is that i managed to see a FULL RAINBOW!!
Can you imagine how HIGH i was then..?
MANZ~~~
The image is still in my mind even till now!!!!
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~~~

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Oh..
And i remember someone telling me that seeing a full rainbow is something real lucky or what..??
So i somehow made a wish..
And er........
It didn't really come true..?
But i was indeed in luck cuz i managed to get someone out tomorrow..
I'm smiling to myself now.
Nuts eh~~

Picture credits to noi.
She took a picx with 2 rainbows in it..
But she didn't get to see the FULL rainbow which i saw though~
Kinda wasted that i didn't take a picx of it.
OH MANZ~~

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Suddenly had this thought in mind.......
"Was i even your priority in the first place...??"

Your reply's not heartbreaking but disappointing and it kinda pissed me off for 5 mintues..
I wouldn't really mind if you're to just tell me that you're busy at the moment instead of coming up with the reason with the big word "commitment" in it somemore..

LOOK!
We're all busy people..
Isn't it that difficult to tell me that you're currently packed with some stuff and can't meet me within this few weeks/months..?
What's so tough anyway~

Well~
Come to think about it......
Who's the one who said to remain as friends..?
And now who's the one who's not acting as friends...?
Contradicting yourself and your own words only~
What more to say / expect from you in the future...?
N-O-T-H-I-N-G
-.-

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Tuesday - 24/o2/o9

"You look like penguin today leh~"
Compliment or not..?
Up to one to interpret..
=)

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A very wonderful video illustrating how the credit crisis started...
Check out:

The Crisis of Credit Visualized
http://vimeo.com/3261363

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Thanks YY for the very useful email...
Ladies!!
Please do READ through it and REMEMBER to do these....

Because of recent abductions in daylight hours, refresh yourself of these things to do in an emergency situation...

This is for all men out there as well, and for them to share with their wife, their children, everyone you guys know.

After reading these 9 crucial tips, tell them to someone you care about.
It never hurts to be careful in this crazy world we live in.

1. Tip from Tae Kwon Do: The elbow is the strongest point on your body.

If you are close enough to use it, do!

2. If a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM .

Toss it away from you....
Chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or purse than you, and he will go for the wallet/purse.

RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION!

3. If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car, kick out the back tail lights and stick your arm out the hole and start waving like crazy.

The driver won't see you, but everybody else will.
This has saved lives.

4. Women have a tendency to get into their cars after shopping, eating, working, etc., and just sit (doing their checkbook, or making a list, etc.)

DON'T DO THIS!

The predator will be watching you, and this is the perfect opportunity for him to get in on the passenger side, put a gun to your head, and tell you where to go.

AS SOON AS YOU GET INTO YOUR CAR, LOCK THE DOORS AND LEAVE.

If someone is in the car with a gun to your head DO NOT DRIVE OFF, repeat: DO NOT DRIVE OFF!

Instead start the engine and speed into anything, wrecking the car.
Your Air Bag will save you.
If the person is in the back seat they will get the worst of it.

As soon as the car crashes get out and run. It is better than having them find your body in a remote location.

5. A few notes about getting into your car in a parking lot, or parking garage:

A.) Be aware: look around you, look into your car, at the passenger side floor, and in the back seat.

B.) If you are parked next to a big van, enter your car from the passenger door.
Some serial killers attack their victims by pulling them into their vans while the women are attempting to get into their cars.

C.) Look at the car parked on the driver's side of your vehicle, and the passenger side. If a male is sitting alone in the seat nearest your car, you may want to walk back and get someone - guard/policeman to walk you back out.

IT IS ALWAYS BETTER TO BE SAFE THAN SORRY. (And better paranoid than dead.)

6. ALWAYS take the elevator instead of the stairs.
(Stairwells are horrible places to be alone and the perfect crime spot. This is especially true at NIGHT!)

7. If the predator has a gun and you are not under his control, ALWAYS RUN!

The predator will only hit you (a running target) 4 in 100 times; And even then, it most likely WILL NOT be a vital organ. RUN, Preferably in a zig -zag pattern!

8. As women, we are always trying to be sympathetic: STOP
It may get you raped, or killed.

Ted Bundy, the serial killer, was a good-looking, well educated man, who ALWAYS played on the sympathy of unsuspecting women. He walked with a cane, or a limp, and often asked 'for help' into his vehicle or with his vehicle, which is when he abducted his next victim.

9. Another Safety Point: Someone just told me that her friend heard a crying baby on her porch the night before last, and she called the police because it was late and she thought it was weird. The police told her 'Whatever you do, DO NOT open the door.'

The lady then said that it sounded like the baby had crawled near a window, and she was worried that it would crawl to the street and get run over.

The policeman said, 'We already have a unit on the way, whatever you do, DO NOT open the door.'

He told her that they think a serial killer has a baby's cry recorded and uses it to coax women out of their homes thinking that someone dropped off a baby. He said they have not verified it, but have had several calls by women saying that they hear baby's cries outside their doors when they're home alone at night.

Please spread the word and DO NOT open the door for a crying baby.....

The Crying Baby theory was mentioned on America's Most Wanted this past Saturday when they profiled the serial killer in Louisiana.

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Monday - 23/o2/o9

Press the following on your mobile *#06# and the-international mobile equipment identity number appears. Then check the 7th and 8th numbers:

IF the Seventh & Eighth digits are 02 or 20 this means your cell phone was assembled in China which is low quality

IF the Seventh & Eighth digits are 08 or 80 this means your cell phone was manufactured in Germany which is fair quality

IF the Seventh & Eighth digits are 01 or 10 this means your cell phone was manufactured in Finland which is very Good

IF the Seventh & Eighth digits are 00 this means your cell phone was manufactured in original factory which is the best Mobile Quality

IF the Seventh & Eighth digits are 13 this means your cell phone was assembled in Azerbaijan which is very Bad quality and also dangerous for your health

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梁静茹 - 没有如果

如果我说爱我没有如果
错过就过你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那爱是不是有一点弱

如果我说爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还怕什么
快牵起我的手

有人说
世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前
你却不知道我爱你

我常说
如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉的那天

如果我说爱我没有如果
错过就过你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那爱是不是有一点弱

如果我说爱没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还怕什么
快牵起我的手

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Sunday - 22/o2/o9

Dinner at choo dad's with choo, da, vann, jb, tim, xy & ting.
Just a short gathering over dinner.
Wonderful company with delicious food..
I yearn for more of such mini gathering...
Love my people dearly~~~

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Saturday - 21/o2/o9

Finally some time to myself....

Completed 珠光宝气
82 episodes in total..
This show's like SUPER long la..
I watch till damn lost liao..
Especially when there's 1 or 2 episodes missing from my online source.

But overall,
quite a nice production..
With lotsa casts.
Though it's not as whoaz as the abalone/mooncake show,
Still it's worth the time watching..
The storyline's great and the actors & actresses are superb!!

Completed 杨贵妃 as well..
20 episodes in total.
A HK drama produced in Year 2000.
If i never remember wrongly,
it was showed in SG as well...

I think i'm too bored..
Been watching old HK drama serials lately...
Though they're old,
but i still learnt something out of it..

相爱的人，要互相坦诚的倾诉，而不是过分压抑自己的情感。

So what if you're open to your loved ones...?
If they choose to leave you cuz of your open-ness or find you irritating after opening too much to them........
Is it really worthy of the open-ness..??
Or should we just hide everything within ourselves and continue to put on that mask of ours..?
HmMmm~~~

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Congratulations!!!
Ke's into the Daddy's club today!

Look how adorable his lil`gurl is!!!!!!
Yue Wen Qi
What a pretty name~
Confirm a beauty when she grow up..
=)

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Friday - 2o/o2/o9

Supposedly dinner with mh & chow2.
End up chow2's late and mh couldn't make it.
I waited for an hour.
Was boiling inside..
Lucky there's sweet people like Jan, Cute Guy, noi & sotong at the other end of the phone..
Love you people, Thanks a ZILLION!!
=))

Dinner was at JP's Billy Bombers.
Food was so-so..
Company was alright...
Took me quite some time to cool down.
And other than the usual squabbling,
it's more of updating each other's life and alil about the future as well..

We all have dreams..
But too much ain't good either...
I wish you well chow2..
Hopefully you can get what you wish soon.....
Oh ya~
Thanks for the night as well!!
=))

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Thursday - 19/o2/o9

大嘴巴 - You Are My Angel

电话里的我是不是很拙
安慰你的话不知该怎麽说
他在你的心画了一道伤口
拨开乌云朵飞来我的天空

软弱的双手换我来紧握
听你的要求呵护你的感受
安抚你的心缝合你的伤口
有我来倾听送你我的耳朵

You are my angel 飞到我左右
在你的宇宙每颗星都是我
You are my angel 陪伴我左右
就算海着火陆地都沉没爱你到最后

You are my angel 飞到我左右
在你的宇宙每颗星都是我
You are my angel 陪伴我左右
就算海着火陆地都沉没爱你到最后

多希望倒转回到时空
阻止你们相遇的时候
带着你逃脱即使我 look like a fool
也许这麽做你就不会难过

You are my angel 飞到我左右
在你的宇宙每颗星都是我
You are my angel 陪伴我左右
就算海着火陆地都沉没爱你到最后

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Wednesday - 18/o2/o9

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Tuesday - 17/o2/o9

Dinner with meena at Vivo's Kim Gary HK Cafe.
It's been some time since i last saw this babe of mine..
Brought her to some place which she has never been to before.
Showed her HK food..
Not bad like what she said..
But to her, the 2 waiters in the cafe looks more attractive than what was served..
*roll eyes*

Spending quality time with loved ones means more than spending $ on quality food..
I miss those time when we sit at some corner of some place and just laugh, joke and make lotsa noise....
Those were the days...
Those happy, non-stressful days~~

DAMNZ!!
I feel + sound so OLD now.
FREAKY~~~

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Monday - 16/o2/o9

A planned meet up since...
Nobody knows when~
Finally found a right time when all 3 of us are free.....
MANZ~~
I really can't wait to see Bern again SOON..
=D

Ok...
We met up at JP.
It's not easy to decide on what to eat..
Too many to choose from, too many people as well......
Finally decided on Fig & Olive.
Heard alot of this place but never had a chance to give it a try..
Here's my chance......

Classic Chicken BBQ Pasta
Grill herb chicken topped with Figo BBQ sauce, fresh veggie serve with pasta
-naa's dish-

I love the chicken. The BBQ sauce's rather thick (sweet) i'd say, but the texture of the chicken's YUMZ!! The pasta's a lil boring.... The sauce tasted rather... Plain and boring after some time. And the sauce turns watery after mixing around with it after some time. As usual, the veggie's tasteless cuz they forgot the seasoning / they wanna save on butter...?! -.-

Maghribi Chicken w Olive Rice
Herbs grilled chicken with Mediterranean style sauce serve with Olive rice
-bern's dish-

The chicken's YUMMY!!! It's spicy yet not too over-powering. I can still taste the sweetness in the chicken. It's REAL GOOD!! But the rice tasted kinda plain if there wasn't olive... The whole dish gives me the feeling of the Western version of Nasi Bryani..?? The salad by the side was horribly done. It's like pure vinegar with olive oil and real raw veggie... EEEWWW~~ At least take the effort to mix into some nice dressing LAAAA~~!!!

Chicken Pesto Carbonara
Herbs Grilled chicken with melted cheese, potato mayo serve with pasta
-my dish-

The chicken's tender. But the sauce's terrible. It taste the same as the sauce for naa's pasta. Nothing surprising, nothing interesting about it. But i'm so IN LOVE with it's potato mayo a.k.a potato salad. The dressing isn't too thick - not too sour / sweet. It's just nice and one wouldn't get tired after eating 5 pieces of it. Another LOVE would be the pasta.. The creamy mushroom sauce's heavenly.. If it wasn't that oily... I'm gonna give full marks for it. The cream sauce tasted like concentrated mushroom cream soup. YUMMY!!!!!!!

***

Can't imagine that i'm still drooling while typing all these down....
I will DEFINITELY head back to Fig & Olive again..
Seems like there's more in the menu for me to explore~~~~~
And the service's great too!!
But they really need to work on their beverage though~
Too lil variety and the fruit tea i had with naa was *bleah*
Nothing fantastic.

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After dinner was walking around the mall.
MANZ~~~
I can't imagine i bought 2 tops when our main task was to accompany naa to get clothes and shoes for school!!!
There goes $60 but i'm still smiling from ear-to-ear.
I'm seriously NUTS i tell you!!
-.-

After spending money's camwhoring in the toilet before we head home..

bern & me as we're waiting for naa~

Smile people!!!
-.-

so much better....
But seems like i'm throwing a tantrum here eh~

another of me & bern

Last shot before bidding farewell to Bern.
Miss.. Please get that piece of paper to Japan... I want you back for my 21st this year!!!

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Sunday - 15/o2/o9

Woke up pretty early the next morning cuz i had a rather early night after done with the 11pm movie on Channel 8 the night before...

十分爱
Pretty touching for a movie with not so famous actors and actresses in it.
Learnt something meaningful from the show....

"What you see may not be the truth.
What you may not see might be the truth."

Quite true eh...
So let's not be so stubborn as to always believe that "Seeing is Believing" yeah~
Cuz what you see might not be true afterall eh....

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Breakfast followed by tv and nua-ing and munching on titbits and fruits.
Food, tv, rest, food.
A MUST DO aka SOP at my granny's as mentioned in my previous entry.
I seriously think that i gain weight each time i return from her place....
=.=

Took some pictures with my cousins before heading home.

Another picture with my 'daughter'

Picture with another cousin of mine..

Group picture!!

The cousin whom i coached the day before..
Who took 2 hours to ~~complete~~ (paiseh, she didn't clear them) do homework that could be easily cleared within 30 mintues..??
And yes..
She's the sister of the cute lil`自恋狂 cousin of mine..
Both 自恋狂 s!!!!! LOLX!!

Mama & I
It's been SO FREAKING LONG that we both appear in red TOGETHER!!
Cuz i don't like red and she's madly in love with it..?!

Ending this with myself in red and erm..
Green eyes..?
(that's what they all say when it's GRAY to begin with..?!)
-.-

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Saturday - 14/o2/o9

Spent Valentine's Day at Maternal Granny's in Malaysia this year to celebrate her 80th birthday.
No need to worry about dates and company this year.
I'm as free as a bird.
Worry-FREE!!
=D

Woke up REAL early despite having a late night.
Thanks to my dear parents..
Kiasu-ism i'd say.
Oh whatever~
I just want to get pass all those customs and reach my granny's place asap.

We reached her place near to noon.
Played with my cute lil`cuzzie..
Who got super excited and happy when he sees his own picture..
What a 自恋狂!!
=l

Isn't he adorable..?

How i wish that he was mine!!!
=X

After which..
Had lunch, coached my another cuzzie with her hw and nua-ed around a lil before the celebrations began...

Food,
GLORIOUS FOOD!!

A picture taken with my 'daughter'
Stop asking me what's with "mummy at the age of 21"
I'm not fucking pregnant, neither did any of my friends of my age..
I just had this thought when my mum teased me with the 'joke' that this lil`cousin made year ago..

I don't know why this cute lil`cousin feels that i look like her mummy years ago and went to hug my leg and called me 'mama' while i was having lunch then.
Since then, she's like a 'daughter' to me..
Always wanting me to carry her whenever i see her...
So baby.......
And she's like 5 years old this year already....??
Cute eh..?~

The birthday cake
OH MY!!
My granny's like 70+ this year already..?!

Family portrait with a lil`intruder..

Self shot with 3 generations in it.
I swear i did this myself with almost the whole family staring at us...
Smart me eh..?
=p~

We ended the night with fireworks..
Mini ones of cuz.
And yes~
It's illegal.
And 1 of my uncle got abrasion on the forehead.
Thanks to the lousy quality M.I.C fireworks..
-.-

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Friday - 13/o2/o9

Not many people realise that it's Friday the 13 today.
Somehow, I did.
-.-

It's just another ordinary Friday for me.
Just that it's another OT day.
Been doing it since don't know when.
Stayed till near to 7pm.
We're crazy people, this i know.
But what can we do when there's just so much to clear and so lil time left with us not at our desk all the time recently.

Fulfilling i'd say.
But equally tiring..
I guess i really need a break.
I don't mind a short getaway though~

Suggestions anyone..?
=)

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S.H.A.G.G.E.D
I can only think of this for the time being..
Been too busy + tired from work lately..
Will update the soonest once i'm back again~

Well....
Wonder if i'm fortunate...
There isn't a need to find myself a date this year..
I'm heading to granny's in Malaysia to celebrate her birthday.
Will be back in the evening on the 15th.

Till then..............
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL MY LOVES!!
Oh but of cuz, it's in ADVANCE.

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Thursday - 12/o2/o9

Dinner with noi at Heeren's Pasta De Waraku.
This is definitely and impromptu meeting.
With noi sms-ing me in the morning to fix this meet-up.
I'm more than glad to accept it though i had a late night before and had to wake up early for a meeting at 8.30am.

This place was chosen as our dear noi KO-ed so much earlier than me.
And i had the sudden craving for their pasta / salad / pizza..
It's really a satisfying meal for the both of us.
Being her first visit,
noi's really fascinated by their dishes and indeed very very in love with their service and food too.

Man~
I think i can really claim advertising fees from the shop.
Or perhaps be their spokesperson or something...
Brought so many people there and most of them love their stuff...
I'm so proud of my recommendations sometime....
HAHA!!

Let pictures do the talking for now....

Our pizza & pasta set..
Consisting of:

The-forever-tasty-corn soup & salad.
The-as-thin-as-ever-pepperoni pizza.

And the wonderful pasta of your choice:

Mine's bacon+cabbage (somehow the cabbage was raw and they changed a new plate for me but still, it's half-cooked)

Her's napolitan something (a sweeter version of the usual bolonaigse)

After the lovely serving of food and wonderful service by the crew....
We did a lil of walking around and head home.
Oh and did i mention that we manage to get ourselves cheap clothes from Valerie.
Seems like they're having 50% sales storewide.
With items as low as $10/piece.
I got myself 2 long tops at $15/piece.
And noi got herself a long white top at $15.
Cheap thrills~~

A very good way to end the night...
CAMWORE!!

On the escalator with my so-very-expensive-specs

At the platform without the atas specs

And lastly, with the so-very-atas-looking-specs on again...

I love my pretty gf.
Can't help but say..
"GF!! Buy me some branded stuff TOO on your next shopping trip with ya mum the next time!!
Or maybe you can bring me along since she knows me like what you told me earlier on..."
LOLX!!
=X

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Wednesday - 11/o2/o9

Since the last visit to Cafe Cartel,
I've sweared not to return to any of its outlets again..
But since jele's got the craving so here i am...
Munching on seriously overpriced + not-very-tasty-food.
It's always the company and not the food while i'm at Cafe Cartel..

And believe me..
This is one of the WORSE outlets that i've been to so far.
Here's something for Cafe Cartel lovers...

MY TOP 3 NEVER-TO-VISIT-AGAIN-CAFE CARTEL OUTLET
(in no particular order)
- Plaza Singapura
- Raffles City
- IMM

These 3 outlets, each has got NO service, NO tasty food, NOT even nice smelling cutlery..
Spending money in there equals to wasting money on thrash.
It's really MADNESS i'd say.
To see SO MANY people inside these outlets despite their those horrible flaws mentioned earlier on.
I'm seriously hoping to see less of their outlets around...
Maybe let's start with just seeing lesser people queuing outside and dining inside.
*evil laughter*

Enough said of the horrible place..
The night spent with jele's really =)
It's a rather last minute meeting confirmed over the weekend.
It's like meeting her every other week nowadays eh~
But there's still topics and lotsa to talk about.
It's never bored with her around..
And did i mention that she's always there to solve problems at work for me too..?
*loves*

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Tuesday - 1o/o2/o9

Melissa Manchester - Through The Eyes Of Love

Please don't let this feeling end
It's everything I am
Everything I want to be
I can see what's mine now
Finding out what's true
Since I found you
Looking through the eyes of love

*Now I can take the time
I can see my life
As it comes out shinning out
Reaching out to touch you
I can feel so much
Since found you
Looking through the eyes of love

**And now I do believe
That even in the strom
We will find some light
Knowing you're beside me
I am all right

Please don't let this feeling end
It might not come again
And I want to remember
How if feels to touch you
How I feel so much
Since I found you
Looking through the eyes of love

(Repeat **, *, *)

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Scorpions - Still Loving You

Time, it needs time
To win back your love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, only love
Can bring back your love someday
I will be there, I will be there

I’ll fight, babe, I’ll fight
To win back your love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, only love
Can break down the wall someday
I will be there, I will be there

If we’d go again
All the way from the start
I would try to change
The things that killed our love
Your pride has built a wall, so strong
That I can’t get through
Is there really no chance
To start once again
I’m loving you

Try, baby try
To trust in my love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, our love
Just shouldn’t be thrown away
I will be there, I will be there

If we’d go again
All the way from the start
I would try to change
The things that killed our love
Your pride has built a wall, so strong
That I can’t get through
Is there really no chance
To start once again

If we’d go again
All the way from the start
I would try to change
The things that killed our love
Yes, I’ve hurt your pride, and I know
What you’ve been through
You should give me a chance
This can’t be the end
I’m still loving you
I’m still loving you, I need your love
I’m still loving you

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李玟 - 默默爱你

夜色穿过了窗洒在我的肩膀上
像体贴的好朋友给我暖暖的拥抱
泪乾的脸庞
静静的微笑静静的想
爱你我不敢去讲
经过你身旁
捕捉你的眼光
默默爱你
爱却隔在眼底
给不了你
天天的累积
黎明穿过了窗
洒在你的照片上
像体贴的好朋友
要我收起它吧
泪湿的眼眶
静静的流泪静静的想
爱怎样对你去讲
把每次失望
怎么看成希望
默默爱你
爱却隔在眼底
给不了你
我要的不只关心
默默爱你
想问你在心底
你的安定
会在谁的怀里
透露的每件心事
等你回应等到何时
爱一旦有了开始
谁不都希望
有美好的结局
默默爱你
爱却隔在眼底
给不了你
我要的不只关心
默默爱你
想问你在心底
你的安定
会在谁的怀里

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戴爱玲 - 累格

你说不是所有爱情
都能够酿成一首流行歌
我说不是所有分手
都能够再虚伪的做朋友
反正爱情里头
谁先放弃谁就是第三者
何必重蹈覆辙
爱已经累了无法再负荷
你听了很多你说了很多
你都没有错错在我太寂寞
谁居心叵测谁存心搅和
不必再挑拨我现在只想撤
Let it go 别再说
Let it go 别挽留

得不到断不了谁又曾想过
闯进爱里头心整个累格
闯进爱里头心整个累格

有太多假设有太多揣测
幻灭这一刻任谁都逃不过
从缠绵悱恻到彼此沉默
爱情这首歌你跟我 Key不合
泪已够别再说
累已够别挽留

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梁咏琪 - 沉迷

我循着我爱的方向走
转弯吗我迷惑
没有谁的错不等谁开口
月光指引我应该回头
我的脚步太重
她的歌声让我动容使我犯错
眼神闪烁
你美的让我失去了自我
我离不开你设的牢笼
承认我没用
情愿住在漆黑的角落
转个弯我不回来
眼睛睁不开
明天一样精采勇敢爱
你美的让我失去了自我
我离不开你设的牢笼
天空也笑我
为爱沉迷没有用
夜美的凄凉受尽了折磨
日出不再来世界变沙漠
承认我没用
情愿住在漆黑的角落
守在你冰凉的背后

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黄韵玲 - 改变

街上的行人匆匆忙忙
此刻的画面是无声的世界
我故意装作不在乎
不在乎你和她的一切我失去了你
这是一开始就知道的剧情我失去了你
也失去过去拥有的回忆这样的改变
你怎会不知道街上的行人匆匆忙忙
此刻的画面是无声的世界
我故意装作不在乎
不在乎你和她的一切我失去了你
这是一开始就知道的剧情我失去了你
也失去过去拥有的回忆这样的改变
你从来不知道我失去了你
这是一开始就知道的剧情我失去了你
也失去过去拥有的回忆这样的改变
你怎会不知道我失去了你我失去了你
哦这样的改变你从来不知道

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动力火车 - 还隐隐作痛

要伤心多久　我才能看透　
离开你多久手才会放松　
是否我在你的心里还有一点痛
爱情随风　心彻底放纵让自己疯

还隐隐作痛　还记得你笑容　
这回忆多么沉重宁愿没有过　
还隐隐作痛　还看见你放手
这回忆多么美丽刺痛我心头　
我心头

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动力火车 - 不甘心不放手

不再执著于昨天的痴狂
我的心像是台北的街头
不知该往哪儿走

你的心像闪烁的霓虹
叫人迷恋却也迷惑
我没有把握

谁在怂恿夜的脆弱
抚平的伤又隐隐作痛
是谁说过不再回头
还是让你淹没了我
还是让你将我淹没
想放弃却不能甘心放手
留你在梦中却苦痛了我
等著伤心不如学会承受
反正你不会是我的
想放弃却不能甘心放手
留你在梦中却苦痛了我
等你想起不如先忘记你
反正离开你的人是我

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PS: Pardon my grammetical errors.

3 weeks of MIA-ing

2009-02-09T22:55:00.001+08:00

AM BACK!!
Like F-I-N-A-L-L-Y i know~
Pardon me lahx...........
Busy with work & private life + lazy bugs' been bugging me quite often lately..
I promise you people that this entry's gonna be a not too long..
In fact it will be filled with quite a number of picx..
So be nice and guai guai read through it yeah~

Yupp~
New song on the left..
Wonderful voice of Joanna Wong.....
This oldie really brings back lotsa memories eh......
Lovely song to listen when you start reminiscing of the past..

Joanna Wong - Times Of Your Life

Good morning, yesterday
You wake up and time has slipped away
And suddenly it's hard to find
The memories you left behind
Remember, do you remember?

The laughter and the tears
The shadows of misty yesteryears
The good times and the bad you've seen
And all the others in between
Remember, do you remember
The times of your life? (do you remember?)

Reach out for the joy and the sorrow
Put them away in your mind
The mem'ries are time that you borrow
To spend when you get to tomorrow

Here comes the saddest part (comes the saddest part)
The seasons are passing one by one
So gather moments while you may
Collect the dreams you dream today
Remember, will you remember
The times of your life?

So gather moments while you may
Collect the dreams you dream today
Remember, will you remember
The times of your life?

Of your life
Of your life
Do you remember, baby
Do you remember the times of your life?

Do you remember, baby
Do you remember the times of your life?

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Sales meeting at 8.30am.
I was a zombie..
TIRED~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

There's quite a lot in hand to do...
So much after going through meetings after meetings since last week.
It isn't as easy as it seems manz~~
I'm really driving myself crazy...
Seeing longer task list.
Seeing more stuff coming....

I picked up a huge ball today..
I wonder if i could play this game well by myself..
I'm REALLY afraid i tell you.......
So near to saying NO!
But....
HAIZ~~~~

"Your wish is my comment, Sir"
This is all that came out of me.
I guess it's all part of my job..
I can foresee myself as 1 of them to be split into two...
Or maybe threes or fours..
=((

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Sunday - o8/o2/o9

Blog hopping on a boring days makes me jealous and envious of those star bloggers' life only~
Seeing how glamorous they are..
Seeing the number of outfits and products they're sponsored..
MANZ~
I WANT TO BE FAMOUS TOO!!

BUT.....
I'm just to lazy to fulfil this silly dream of mine..
=S

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Had a "friend" conversation with sotong earlier on...

I came to this company alone. and i got to know you.. That's how i manage to get myself a friend..
Sometimes we got to be braver. To go for our dreams.
It's our life ma.. we can't say. oh cuz of someone we change. or we stay.
Do what you like and enjoy it.

This was what i've learnt..
Friends. we can't depend on them forever...
They're just people whom we met and love along the way....
We can't make them compromise to each and every of our decision.
We are human beings with emotions and feelings; with a life of our own and our own dreams to pursue.

If you've got a friend who always says yes to you.. please talk some sense to that particular person..
As a friend, we need to help each other to grow and learn and love our own life..

I'm not trying to say that i'm not your loved one, your best friend or what. i just feel that we shouldn't just listen to what our friend say and simpley agree to him/her..
This is our life... We should have complete control and say of it!!

As a friend, i will support every move n decision of yours.. but if its not right, i will share my views. and when you're in some kind of trouble, i will support you and will try my very best to help you through the period...
I feel that this is the least that a friend should or ought to do. Or maybe what a good friend should or ought to do..
=)

Does it sound kinda harsh to all of you..?
Or maybe a lil selfish or something..?
It's not suppose to be in the 2 tones above..
Maybe i didn't really phrase my sentences properly or something...
=S

I just feel that friends...
They're people whom we depend outside..
It's like really boh bian have to depend on them cuz all of us know that we can't survive out there alone..
Who are these people actually....?
No one can give an answer to this question up till today..

We really got to compromise at times.
Got to know each and everyone's temperamental and what actually made them sound/behave this way now...
I guess i really demanded too much from my friends to the extend of them 'disappearing' all together when i really needed 1 person...
It's not as if they know each other or something.
But their 'disappearing' action made me kinda suspect a lil though~
LOL!!

But i'm fine with this..
Cuz i'm used to it already...
Maybe what sotong said is true...
We just need that one person to confide in..?

Let's use last night problem as an example..
(it wasn't something that upsetting but solely based on the number of sms-es i sent out)
I sent out a total of 6 sms-es..
And 6 of them replied me..
Which means that at this point of time..
I've got 6 person to confide into..?
This excludes those whom aren't in Singapore and don't really know the full picture of the story..?

Can i say that i'm rather successful..?
I've actually received all of their replies!!
Something to be happy about...?
Maybe i should..
Cuz with my character..
I'm really blessed to have friends who's willing to listen to my trouble and give me advices you know~~

Thank you loves..
Every single one of you..
Who has been there,
who HAD been there,
who has YET TO be there..
I swear i'm gonna love all of you more and will try to be there for every single one of you whenever you guys need me and also not to piss anyone of you off..
I hearts all of you many many + deep deep..
=)))

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Your eyes ain't playing tricks on you...
I'm INTO MONOPOLY!!!
And i made the 2 computer go BANKRUPT in 1+ hours time!!
*lil sense of achievement*

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Saturday - o7/o2/o9

Completed 碧血盐枭
A new 25 episode HK drama serial which i chanced upon few weeks back.

Didn't know that salt was controlled by the 'government' in the past (old China history which involves those dynasty).
Because of this, salt's like so expensive to the people..
Also, one's not allowed to sell or purchase salt that are not sold by the 'government'
Those who're found guilty will be beheaded..
Seriously it's WTH right~
Luckily i don't belong to that era....

It's a very interesting drama serial which revolves around the selling and buying of salt, love, family ties, friendship and lotsa morale values...
Something worth spending your time to watch....

And i totally understood this sentence when the lead actor said this to some supporting role....

"原来太爱一个人的时候, 你根本都不会想欺骗他..."

I've been too honest to him the other time cuz i just can't seem to find other reason to tell myself to lie to him..
I guess i really love him a lot then.

But...
Not now, not ever anymore.

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After tonight...
I should stop all my yearning, fantasies, hopes and dreams.

Things that my pals told me 4+ months ago.....

- He's seriously not worth it.

- He hasn't grown up yet. And i'm just too matured for him. I'll just treat it as a lesson. Some guys just can't take reality. He is still in dreamland. Ac boy. Stupid attitude..

- He's just making excuses for himself. If he's really willing, he will face the problem with you. I should be angry and sad then pick myself and move on. I've already done my best haven't i..?

- Sometimes we need to forgive and forget in order to make myself not so miserable...

- Some people take months and some others take years to heal.. I've actually put myself deep into the 'relationship' without myself realising it. This is the repercussions. Take this as a learning curve for my life...

- Cuz he's fickle minded. easily influenced by what people say. he thinks that brothers are more important to gurlfriend and that whatever they say are always right.

- It's just loneliness that i'm feeling this way.. I just need company that's all.. I seriously ought to brace myself....

- If he really loves me, he can ignore my flaws. Even if its a misunderstanding.. He is not the one for you. You will suffer with him sooner or later.

- It will make me stronger. At least don't make the same mistake again. Find someone more deserving of me...

All these to me then was really not as encouraging cuz i'm really blinded by love..
And looking at the first 2 sweetest msg-es that he sent me so freaking long ago.....
I really neglected all these love from my friends...

"dear. I'll meet ur expectations no matter how tough it is cos i dun wanna lose u. really treasure u for being in my life. i'm so grateful tt i found u. just wanna love n take care of u now n forever always. <3"

"like what u said its only 1 mth plus. guess it takes more time for us to understand each other deeper. =) yup we shld take things slow. rem d 6 mths thingy we both agree on? =) silence during conversation is normal cos we cant always b having smth to talk. impt thing is tt when we have smth to talk we r able to communicate we.. n tt so far i feel has been very gd. take my hand n we'll walk d journey tgt ya. its only d start n we have so much more left to explore. =) n ah boi is still waiting for gurl gurl to conduct canto lessons for him! haha. btw i will always rmb d 3rd of every mth cos 3 aug is d day ah boi first held gurl gurl's hand. <3>

Words which made me remember my mistake.
Words which made me guilty for so so long..
Words which made me cry for 2 full weeks..
Words which made me lose myself..
But these are words which made me gain friendship.
Which made me stood up eventually to find myself again..

"hey hope u r doing fine at ur work! =) next time do slp earlier if u have work d next day. u dun wanna be looking listless d whole day. anw i've given it some thought over d past wk. guess its best we remain as friends. =) dun wait for me la cos i'm sure u can find a better guy who'll take gd care of u. thanks for everything during these two mths. really hope we can still be frens n to cont. msg each other like how we used to before this 2 mths. take care. =)"
- 21/9/08, 15:48:20 -

"ok. i'm gna list down d reasons. 1. ur attitude puts me off sometimes e.g "eh can i nt talk to u today?". which gurl tells his guy tt. 2. sometimes i try my best to plan for d wkend. only for u to say "let's nt meet. meaningless. no point." do u know how much effort n time i put in to plan despite my trainings? 3. e $ issue. my parents dun like a gurl who is interested in me cos of my $ 4. i dun wish to commit so early. unlike u who is looking for adult love. i've still gt my uni ahead n i cant promise u anything. n moreover d sch i was frm play a part. u may nt b d type of gurl an ac boy like me is looking for. hmm. tt's abt it. its hurting but since u wanna know so yup. sry for d hasty decision. its abit sudden. hope u understand. =)""
- 21/9/08, 21:34:38 -

"i think i've explained everything to u tt time. n i forgot to tell u one more reason. during d weeks leading up to d separation d though of u din motivate me anymore. tt's when i know tt smth is wrong. till today ur tone is still so dominating n unapologetic. i cant stand a r/s where my girl is so dominating. there's no pt. trying to change cos ur character is like tt. typical canton character. i left u is cos so tt maybe u can find someone who can tolerate n love u. tt's all i've to say. anything u wanna tell me jus sms me."
- 02/10/08, 06:39:41 -

"yup we shld stop this quarrel. =) all these while i've been saying those things so tt u'll give up on me. it's nt a split personality. i'm not tt sort of guy la pls. haha. but i'd to say what i'd to say so tt we can reach this separation stage n just be friends. much as i'd hate to say it i realise u're nt d type of gurl tt i've wanted a few wks leading to d separation. no worries. i'm e same old derek, e one we met on ne1. haha. n we definitely can still be friends. =)"
- 02/10/08, 12:52:02 -

"haha. but eh some stuff i say is true observations! maybe we can meet up someday soon. =) but this wkend quite hard cos i'll b rather busy. yup."
- 02/10/08, 13:50:40 -

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Up till today i still fucking don't understand what exactly happened.
And what made him made up his mind..
But all these don't matter to me as much anymore...

The truth is that...
Step 1: He HAD already untagged himself from all of my pictures in Facebook.
Step 2: He HAD already blocked me on his MSN.
Step 3: He HAD already removed me from his Friendster.
Step 4: He HAD also removed me from his Facebook.
And i believe that i'm ALSO out of his phone list..

The past will belong to where it is.
And i shall move forward..
Life has always been so beautiful.
No doubt that he had attempted to add a few colours and did try to rub off all those colours before..
But it's my life, my destiny...
I should be in full control of it and not let his immature-ness ruin everything.

I shall not fucking care about anything that's got to do with him anymore.
And i will NOT wish him all the best either.
As for his next partner...
Please think triple before going with him....
Considering the fact that his words may not be true as what it seems...

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I was rather mad.
A lil upset as well...
But things got better after thoughts were being straightened out..
I should love myself more than ever.
And those whom i love & adore as well!!
Thank you loves for being there...

For the past 4+ months...
Life's so gloomy and i've got no directions...
I guess this kinda problems ar..
No matter how much people say....
Without you, yourself straightening your thoughts ar..
You'll forever be running in circles de~~

My last time singing...

S Club 7 - Never Had A Dream Come True

Ooh...
Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it could be now or neither been (or neither been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby

I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time
Amd tomorrow can never be
'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or neither been (or neither been)
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby

I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be..

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
(Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby)
You'll always be the one I know (I'll never forget)
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I cry and try
I just can't say goodbye
No no no no~

I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby

I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be..
A part of me will always be with you...

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Friday - o6/o2/o9

The last day of Personal Effectiveness..
Classes ended before lunch!!
SO FAST~~~~~~~

So much that i've learnt for the 1.5 days of class.
As well as words from big boss.
It's time to buck up and work harder + smarter....

After class was CNY dinner at some hokkien restaurant in OCBC building.
Simple course of chinese food and the next table's high on beer..
Thanks to my dear boss..
I had 0.5 on behalf of him...
I'm like still ok after that..

Then came another 0.5 before they went out for a puff..
And lastly another 0.5 by the big boss..
If i'm not wrong i only drank that 1.5 and i'm GONE..
Not as in dead drunk but my head's super painful and i'm like a merlion...
Running to the ladies 3 times just to puke is no fun lor..
I puked everything that i ate for the night...
DAMNZ~

They even had round II at some pub opposite the building..
It's seriously WTH!!!!
I was lying on the table already...
It's no fun lor..
Could only hear them playing some Japanese games...
So many people around me and i went to puke twice even without drinking a single drop there..
-.-

It's sucha terrible a feeling.
Though for the first time i tought that puking was cool.
It's really like bullemic or something~
But after the 3rd round...
I feel so terrible..
Seriously.....
Getting drunk or near to drunk is sucha terrible a feeling..
I wonder how did those who drowned their sorrows survive manz!!

Thankfully there's geraldine who took real good care of me after sotong left..
She sent both me and Vincent home...
Seeing Vincent so seh~ i can't help but laugh..
Evil me i know..
=X

I was like a snake throughout the journey home..
Lying so comfortably in the car and waited to be sent back home...
I took off my contacts and head straight to bed..
Head's in sucha painful state that i can't even think well......
Woke up at around 4+am for nothing.
Erm..
To off my pc perhaps..??

Went back to bed and woke up at around 10+am the next day with no hangover..
Thank God~

Trust me..
This is the worse i'm gonna go..
Cuz not having my mind in control is sucha terrible feeling that i SWEAR i don't want to experience it again in my life!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~

"I must be fucking mad if i ever were to drown myself in sorrows"

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Pictures before i went gaga over the influence of alcohol:

30 minutes before i turned into a HUGE tomato..

Company CNY Dinner - with George missing.
Back from Left: Lily Lee, John Aniceto, Denise Tay, Kevin Yue, Vincent Ng, Dusk Lim, Jerry Lim, Eugene Low, Edwin Dijong, VJ, Desmond Lau, Nicholas Tan
Front from Left: Wendy Goh, ME, Joey Lee, Koreen Hong, Geraldine Goh

Company CNY Dinner - Fun shot..?!

John, Koreen & Sleepy Me...

We 3 again, with Vincent..
Acting cute...?
=.=

I always feel that Jerry looks like Guan Yu...

I was told to act cute with him..
I remember okAY~~

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Thursday - o5/o2/o9

Lhub's Personal Effectiveness class at IPAM today.
It's been SO LONG since i went for a class..
Weird experience but the class' GREAT!!
Learnt quite a lot today from the trainer..
And i saw chow2 too!!
=D

After class was dinner at PS' Yoshinoya with Mr Cute Guy.
And "InkHeart" at The Cathay after that..
Not bad a show i'd say...
Thanks to sotong's recommendation.
I wish i'm a silver tongue too..
With that i'd be rich and powerful!!!
So much for a fantasy yeah~

It's nearing to 10pm when the movie ended..
Time for home since there's work tomorrow...
Manz~
I really got to thank Jan mei2 for ps-ing me for the night..
And giving me the chance to meet up with him again...
It's quite a memorable day i'd say....
Cuz i somehow saw the other side of him...
hiak hiak hiak

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Wednesday - o4/o2/o9

Meetings for nearly half a day is terrible!!
Especially when you need to gather information after them..
And only to realise that you'll need those information next Monday and that you've only got that 1 hour left to do so..?
ARGH~~!!

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And FINALLY...
SMRT returned me the $10!!
=D

Received the letter yesterday and i got my $ today...
See~
Never bluff you people right..
The machine DID REALLY ATE MY $10!!
-.-

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Tuesday - o3/o2/o9

Deciding on meeting venue was easy today..
It's been quite some time since we both last went to City Hall...
So......
=)

Dinner was at Marina Square's M.O.F..
My second visit to M.O.F...
It was tough to decide on what to eat...
Took me SO SO LONG to finally chose beef suki yaki.
But when it came...
I realise that i made the wrong choice.

I just had steamboat twice during the CNY period..?
And i had paper steamboat the other time with Jele as well..?
I think i'm steamboat crazy!!!

The fire's everywhere!!
The soup's real salty....
The ingredients' like those stuff that you can find in any other steamboat.
No surprises...
CHEY!!!

Jele's hot stone rice tasted alright..
The potato salad is so not wonderful..
I can see that she didn't really enjoy her food as much as me...~

Dessert was imo...
Some fried sweet potato balls..
With sesame ice-cream on top.
The ice-cream tasted so much better than those fried sweet potato balls..
The fried sweet potato balls are too sweet to my liking.....

Overall,
the food's so-so.
The service not bad..
Too fast i'd say..
They serve their food at sucha fast speed that you'd wonder how they manage to get those food prepared in sucha short time.
And those servers appear behind you out of nowhere..
It scared me quite a few times..
-.-

May consider going back to try other stuff..
When i've got more cravings perhaps..??
=))

After dinner was just walking around the mall..
Most of the shops are closed and there's really nothing much to walk around..
It's the same few shops and most of them are vacant.
It's time for the management to do something....

We ended the day rather early cuz there's work the next day.
It's really nice to have Jele's company again...
I realise..
There's really so much to share between us that we won't get sianz of each other despite the constant meet up lately..
I love you babe~
=]

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Monday - o2/o2/o9

梁静茹 - 别再为他流泪

妳走了太久一定很累
他错了不该妳来面对
离开他就好就算了心情很干脆

他其实没有那么绝对
远一点妳就看出真伪
离开他不等于妳的世界会崩溃
转个弯妳还能飞

就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控妳的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈

他不值得妳的泪
把那遗憾丢在大雨的街
妳曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉

每段感情都非常珍贵
他的好妳就放在心扉
记得有个人曾让妳那样的心碎

妳笑了照亮夜幕的黑
什么梦都不比妳的美
多少年以后想起他还有些体会
那时妳已无所谓

就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控妳的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈

他不值得妳的泪
把那遗憾丢在大雨的街
妳曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉

就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控妳的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈

他不值得妳的泪
把那遗憾丢在大雨的街
妳曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后管他是谁

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Sunday - o1/o2/o9

Found something interesting about women (personally found it pretty true though) from Auntie Mushroom's blog:

NINE WORDS WOMEN USE

Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don’t Do It!

Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)

That’s Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That’s okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you’re welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says ‘Thanks a lot’ - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say ‘you’re welcome’. that will bring on a ‘whatever’).

Whatever: Is a woman’s way of saying F— YOU!

Don’t worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking ‘What’s wrong?’ For the woman’s response refer to # 3.

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Thought for the day:
Mark Twain said: "It ain't what you don't know that will hurt you. It's what you know for sure that just ain't so."

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Saturday - 31/o1/o9

Parents got to change their phone when i have to wait till September...
BOOO!!!
Spent quality time with them in the day...
Family's LOVE!!
=D

After which was to meet mH at JE in the evening..
Catch "Love Matters" with her & her friend.
It's quite a nice movie that's worthy of a weekend ticket price i would say..
With lame jokes and yellow comments here and there..
But a very very weird ending which left us with so many many question marks in mind...

Well~
At least i've learnt something out of it....
"有些东西失去了, 就再也找不回来了"

I was reminded of this during and even after the show by mH..
Maybe i just need this kind of reminders to get me back to reality..?
But times and again...
Are these reminders really capable of getting me back to reality...??
No one knows~

It's already 9+pm when the movie ended..
Heeren's empty when we're looking for a place for dinner....
Settled down at Waraku restaurant..
Trust me...
The udon bowl can really be used as a basin can...~~

And i don't like udon!!!!!!
aRGHHHHH~~~~~

Conversations over dinner revolves around 哎哟. 讨厌. 恶心
Insiders' joke...?
heee~~

Head home after dinner..
Town's pretty empty with all the shops closing at 10pm..?
Other than clubs and pubs.....
Isn't there any other form of night life in SG..?

---

Camwhoring has been a habit with camera phones...
Especially with pretty faces reflected in those pictures..
Oh manz~
I love my eye make up for the night.
Especially for the flake on my right eye..
BUT BUT BUT!!
Smudging spoilt EVERYTHING!!
=((

The best picture taken together for the night....
=))

The focus' the eyes babe~

Mind me~
I'm just a twit-wannabe

twit-wannabe says, "am i not pretty enough to deserve that lil love of yours..?"

twit-wannabe lost in the state of confusion....

doesn't twit-wannabe deserve a hug for the so very pretty 1st attempt eye make-up..?

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郭静 - 离开

泪水是一种防备
是厌倦在你心里的负累
我不想再去追
再追只是掉眼泪
心还有感觉
就该给自己机会

孤单是一种纯粹
是爱退去后再没有所谓
我们都学得会
学会一个人面对
爱不能是谁
应该帮助的绝对

离开后才能勇敢追
追寻心中另一个世界
我不要完美
只要能再回到原位

我只要
找到另一个感觉
相信明天一定有谁能给我安慰
原来就在我周围

孤单是一种纯粹
是爱退去后再没有所谓
我们都学得会
学会一个人面对
爱不能是谁
应该帮助的绝对

离开后才能勇敢追
追寻心中另一个世界
我不要完美
只要能再回到原位

我只要
找到另一个感觉
相信明天一定有谁能给我安慰
原来就在我周围

离开后才能勇敢追
追寻心中另一个世界
我不要完美
只要能再回到原位

我只要
找到另一个感觉
相信明天一定有谁能给我安慰
原来就在我周围

能给我安慰
原来就在我周围

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Friday - 3o/o1/o9

Dinner with sotong at PS' Manhattan.
Our second visit there..
Seems like sotong really loves that place..
Her turn to try the pasta that i tried the other time..
They're bad with pasta really~
And their salmon isn't grilled to perfection...
Is it just me or is it that their food aren't really up-to-standard lately..?
=.=

My food took so FREAKING LONG to come...
Was 'meditating' while waiting..
LOLX!!

Some stirrer in my drink which sotong thought of bringing home...
End up neither of us brought it home....
hee~

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After dinner was to get my earring holder from Daiso and sotong's movie tickets from The Cathay..
After getting the movie tickets,
we went walking around PS before her guy came to meet her..
I got myself a top from "The Box"
Been some time since i last got myself something..?
=p~

It was a long way back for me..
Since it's still a lil early,
i went home by the longer way and slept my way throughout.....
Lacking of sleep during weekday's horrible i tell you~~

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Thursday - 29/o1/o9

A bad day for dragon babies to start work.
Leave reason: Zodiac Clash
Interestingly true..
That was what's written in my leave form.
Bet that big boss' laughing at me can..
Erm please..
Laugh at my boss aka the one who wrote that reason.
LOLX!!

Noon was out with =0 to the Guan Yin temple at Bugis...
I seriously need ALOT of LUCK this year..
Pardon me for the superstitious behaviours lately...
=S

After much squeezing through the crowd and praying,
we had lunch at Crystal Jade's La Mian & Xiao Long Bao..
Had the sudden craving for Zha Jiang Mian.
Supposedly it was a treat from me..
End up he sneaked out to pay..
ARGH~~

Lunch was a short one cuz i've got another appointment at 3pm.
And since my pal's late,
i went to accompany =0 to Sim Lim Square..
Mr Cute Guy came not too long after...
Left Sim Lim and head towards Bugis again..
Seriously...
I'm bad with directions at that part of Bugis....

Being laughed at by someone whom i'm only meeting for the first time is really no joke i tell you..
It's embarrassing....
Really~

It's like less than 45 minutes or so...
I received a call......
I'd label it as a call of confession.
Couldn't really hear properly what's on the other side of the line...
Rejected the person and continued window shopping with Mr Cute Guy...

There wasn't any plans for this meet-up.
Just a random sms from him this morning and we're out at Bugis..
Ended up catching "Wedding Games" with him.
Jele's recommendation....

I would say it would be a weekday film for hardcore fans of the 2 lead couple.
The whole shows revolve around the 2 of them..
There were jokes..
Pretty lame ones...
Weird people as supporting roles and some occasionally showed their face here and there..
Purpose?
Unsure~

It wasn't something very enjoyable if you don't follow the flow of the show..
But it was an enjoyable experience watching movie with your eye lolli..
To be able to see him so closely is really..
WOOOO~~

Ok...
I'm not 'flower eating' here..
I would say that it's a miracle that he took the initiative to contact me...
To suggest this meet up...
Thanks wor...
=))

After movie was dinner..
Everywhere's packed at Bugis.
So i jokingly suggested Jurong Point...
I didn't expect him to answer me so readily...
So we're off to JP for dinner.
It's Crystal Jade again...
Boring me isn't it~

Porridge for me and noodles for him...
And it was just a chatting session...
And next a walking around session around JP...
And lastly was to send me back home..
And a FREAKING long way back home for him.........

I bet he's real tired after the long day with me....
Yet he don't mind dining in the west and sening me home......
Sucha sweet guy eh....~
Shouldn't people just love&adore their eye lollis..?!

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Wednesday - 28/o1/o9

Was the last person to wake up (the usual)
There's like so many people in the house!
Ate some noodles for breakfast and it's mJ again..
This time....
No one to sponsor $ so......
It's just a game for fun.
BOOO!!!

After a few rounds of it,
back to tv-ing and munching of titbits again.
Saw my pretty cousin and chat with her sister a lil.
And it's time to prepare for home after tv-ing, more of munching on titbits and early dinner...

The route back seems so much faster than when we went in...
But the custom's like driving us NUTS!!
Can't find the linking bridge from City Square to the new custom..
Mum's pretty pissed off though.........
Hopefully we'll be not that idiot in directions by granny's birthday..
=S

Dinner was porridge at some coffeeshop..
And than was home..
Unpacking of clothes and of cuz....
ANG PAOS!!!

Economy bad, ang pao amount also bad.
=X
Gonna think of how much to save and how much to spend le.......

5 more months to our BIG BIG DAY cuzzie YAP!!
As planned,
we'll be discussing the details in March again...
Till then....
=))

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Tuesday - 27/o1/o9

Left my uncle's place rather early last night cuz we've got to leave for my granny's place in Malaysia early in the morning..
Feeling rather sleepy still...
I bathed and changed into my jumper dress (again) with a Espirit yellow tank top inside (this was supposed to be my first day CNY attire, but thanks to red being my lucky colour this year)

Took a bus into JB and it's my first time seeing the new Malaysian custom.
WHOAZ!!
It's HUGE and looks like an airport!!!
It's seriously pretty but really makes no sense for us to walk so much....
I'd still prefer the old custom, though it's pretty OLD....
-.-

Took a cab to my granny's place.
I would say that the expressway's one of the best infrastructure made by men..
It really helps with travelling..
We spent less than 1 hour on the road and reached my granny's place around noon.
Had lunch and went to some temple.

It's quite huge a place i would say..
There's so MANY statues in the temple...
And there's like SO MANY people as well....
Went to the wishing 'well' and attempted to make 3 wishes..
I said out loudly that the bell's so huge CONFIRM can hit de.....

End up....
I wished for luck and both work and studies and both my coins hit the bell with a soft 'ting' sound..
BUT...
As i was wishing for luck in love.....
I MISSED THE FREAKING BIG BELL!!!!
I think....
It's all F-A-T-E-D~
They did say that dragon gurls won't have much love luck this year anyway~

Head over to the pond with lotsa fishes.
And my dear cuzzie went crazy after seeing so many fishes!!
Majiam like my son sia..
Ask him don't run he'll guai guai sit down..
But don't know from where came this lil`boi.
Who told us his name, age and where he live when me and my mum randomly asked him.
So qiao~
He's from SG too!!

And my crazy lil cuzzie went buddy buddy with him.
Ran around the pond,
played with the fishes,
splashed water everywhere..

Ok...
It's time to go and we just left without bidding goodbye to the lil`boi..
Cuz he's too engrossed with the fishes..
And my lil cuzzie's back to normal again...
Kids~~~
*rolls eye*

It's like dinner time not too long once we reach home..?
Sia la~
Going to my granny's place is either eat, tv, mJ or sleep...
Regardless on whichever occasion.
It's like the SOP of the house.
LOL!!

Steamboat again..
Part of the CNY routine...
=.=

This year slightly different..
No more gas cylinder below.
It's ELECTRICAL le!!
=D

After dinner was tv and munching on more titbits..
And an unexpected session of mJ with my uncles..
I played in the place of my dad.
With real money this time round leh!!!
*excited*

Won a few rounds, lost a few..
Wanted the loo and dad took over.
And he never got out of that seat even after several attempts of hinting...
So i'm off to tv-ing again...
Malaysia's got GREAT TV CHANNELS!!
Love those concerts and interesting shows~

Heard some emo songs and got rather emo...
Sitting alone in the living room..
Having this one song played over and over again in my mind........
MANZ~~!!
EMO
What a killer~

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蔡依林 - 你还爱我吗

夜里传来雨的声音
轻轻拨动心的旋律
情不自禁想到你
那些甜蜜的回忆
总是不小心就淋湿了我的眼睛

爱情需要一些呼吸
偶尔保持一点距离
回到朋友的关系
任你自由的来去
从此想念你只能放在我心里

你还爱我吗
一直好想问你这句话
却又怕
听到你真实的回答

你还爱我吗
为何你总是不说话
眼看我为爱不爱挣扎
你爱我吗

好久没有你的消息
心里还惦记着你
在这冷冷的夜里
感觉那么的熟悉
好想再见你想听听你的声音

你还爱我吗
一直好想问你这句话
却又怕
听到你真实的回答

你还爱我吗
为何你总是不说话
眼看我为爱不爱挣扎
你爱我吗

感情的路总让人好无助
我会学着面对独处
给深爱的你祝福

你还爱我吗
一直好想问你这句话
却又怕
听到你真实的回答

你还爱我吗
这是我唯一的牵挂
不管你会有什么回答
我会一直等你
你还爱我吗

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Monday - 26/o1/o9

It's Chinese New Year!!
Woke up with the help of my trusty alarm clock..
Washed up and had the usual CNY breakfast of vegetarian fried rice and glutinous rice balls as dessert..
Bath and changed into my jumper dress with Miss PMS top (seems like red is my colour this year and this is my one & only new red top so yeah~) and prepared to head out.

First stop was the temple located near my Secondary School.
Second stop was the temple at Teban Garden.
Third stop's my uncle's godsis' place at Buona Vista.
Forth stop's the temple at Jurong West.
Last stop's my uncle's place at Jurong West.

We usually gather at one person's place..
For the convenience of all..
Loh Hei, dinner, chats, tv, etc.

My usual CNY's first day schedule.
It's quite tiring with the visiting of temples..
But the day usually ended off real well...
Especially with the gathering..
=))

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Sorry folks~
Been busy for the past few days..
Currently in the midst of updating those 'backlogs'...

Also...........
I'll be off 拜年-ing in Malaysia from 27th to 28th January..
No auto-roam / pay-as-you-roam service so will be uncontactable from 12pm onwards on 27th January all the way till 8pm on 28th January..
Don't miss me too much people~~
Will be back with MORE ang paos..
*smiles*

Lastly............
Happy 牛 Year‏ to all beloved readers!!

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Sunday - 25/o1/o9

Today's the deadline to spring cleaning my room.
I spent most of the time cleaning and packing up my room..
There's so much to clear and so much dust to clean...
ARGH~~

My nose's itching from all the dust...
Kinda dislike this time of the year.....
Where one has to spring clean the house..
Imagine all the dust and unwanted stuff to clear and throw...
Double ARGH!!

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After hours of sneezing and cleaning,
it's time for STEAMBOAT!!
Food..
Glorious FOOD!!!!!!
Totally in love with abalone and Tiger Prawns!!
=)

It's the EVE OF CNY people~~~
CNY songs can be heard from the radio, tv and even websites as well!!
It's CNY 2009 in a few hours time!!!
Can you imagine the year of the Rat's gonna end in a few hours time...?!
MANZ~~
I'm growing OLD!!!
=.=

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Found this on some website weeks ago..??
Like finally someone wrote something which i had in mind since i started chatting online....
=.=

People online are real people.

If you send a nasty email, there’s a real human being on the other end who gets it.
If you flame in a forum, you’re wasting real people’s time.
If you spam someone, you’re really only making yourself look bad.
If you write IN ALL CAPITAL LETTERS it sounds like shouting.
If you want something to happen your way, try asking instead of demanding.
If you give, you’ll probably wind up getting, too.
If you blog just to pick fights, don’t be surprised when people don’t trust you.
If you collaborate, say thanks.
If you’re independent, say no thanks.
If you like someone, tell them.
If you don’t, walk away from the computer.
If you’re giving feedback, lead with just one good thing.
If you’re getting feedback, realize that the person must care a lot to have sent it.
If you goof, apologize.
If you apologize, mean it.
If you smile, mean that too.
If you don’t like something, don’t do it.
If you do like something, spread it.

But far far more important: Give people a break.
The break you probably deserve yourself.
People are out to do good, 99% of the time.
You probably are too.
Say thanks out loud and a lot.
Try making someone’s day.
Chances are they’ll make yours in return.

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Saturday - 24/o1/o9

Reunion dinner cancelled due to cousin's twins' first month celebration at Fairmont Hotel.
The lunch buffet reminded me of the lunch buffet that i had at Merchant Court the other time with my colleagues..
Not much variety and the food tasted so-so.
But the place's rather cozy and there's very LITTLE space to walk around..
-.-

After 2+ hours of food and mingling around with the relatives,
it was an impromptu K-Box session with the family at Suntec.
It's been a year or two since the previous K-Box session with them..??

Manz~
My family really love to sing yeah...
HAHA!!
And there's a few good voices among us as well...
So envious of them~~

Had lotsa fun with all of them.
Can't wait for CNY!!
It's another round of gathering for the family again...
As we only see each other twice a year,
we ought to really treasure such times together isn't it so my dear cuzzies..?
;)

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Friday - 23/o1/o9

My right eye was in pain since morning.
Initially thought was the eye make up...
Jerry & Sotong gave me eye drops..
It only lasted for 1 hour or so...........
End up had to buy a new pair of contacts as the pain was unbearable!!!
My very first pair of coloured contacts!!
Chose gray, paid (forgotten how much i paid for it) and head over for dinner.

Dinner was at Novena Square's Pasta De Waraku.
Been sianz of the usual places..
Wanna try somewhere different with her this time..
HAHA!!

Her first time there...
The carbonara did whoaz her a lil..
And she managed to finish the dish!!
So proud of her!!

In addition to her accomplishment,
she manage to fold me this pretty crane..
Talented eh~~

I guess it was just pure coincidence..
We happened to see Alvin Ng, Dawn Yeo, Jesseca Liu and Nat Ho in the restaurant...
They were a table away from us.
Local celebrities look the same in person..
I don't see much difference in them as compared to those overseas ones...
=S

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Thursday - 22/o1/o9

Dinner was with jele at Tiong Bahru Plaza..
Had the cravings for Japanese paper steamboat since the night when i had dinner with QL..
Finally satisfied this craving of mine~~~
Am SO happy!!
LOVE JELEPOK LOTSA!!
Next meet up in February alrights..?
=D

Babe,
your words really did touch me today..
No worries alright...
You'll be one of those whom i'll turn to if i really need a listening ear someday.
And the same applies to you yeah~

Recalling what Sotong always say..
"You don't need so many friends around you, a few close ones will do..."
I guess it's time to find those few close ones...

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Wednesday - 21/o1/o9

Messed up my own schedule.
Initially had been thinking that ah noi's gonna meet me today..
End up realised that we've actually change the meeting date to tomorrow instead.
I ended up with no partner for dinner and had to head home instead....
Since jele can't make it today and ah noi can't either..
And all those i've contacted as well..
*sulks*

Lesson #1 learnt: Never to just reply sms-es without reading the contents properly.
Lesson #2 learnt: Never to double confirm meeting time and place on the day itself.
Lesson #3* learnt: Never to turn to anyone except family when i'm really in need of help..

*no one seems to be free for me.... i don't know why... not even those who're always free~~

SMRT's GTM CHEATED ME OF $10!!

2009-01-20T23:25:00.000+08:00

SMRT's GTM CHEATED ME OF $10!!

Station: BGB
Date: 20/1/09
Time: 6.55pm
Description of Claims/Complaints: Pax claim* that she inserted 2 ten dollar note at GTM02. 1 piece of ten dollar note was rejected but another piece was capture in the machine.
Remarks (by staff): Checked the machine but no money at the note acceptor.

*Thank you lor. Use the word CLAIM. Majiam i accuse them liddat lor~ -.-

Seriously..
It's DAMN F-ed up a case.
I will be waiting PATIENTLY for their call..
Give them till this Friday's noon to revert to me.

It's really dumb to insert in 1 $10 note and it's accepted, but the next one's rejected!!
I had a total of 3 pieces of $10 note in my wallet..
Initially had $16 dollars in my wallet.
Went to draw out $70: $20 for top-up & $50 for tomorrow's dinner.
I tried the remaining 2 $10 notes but both were rejected..
The frustrating thing is not only that~
The "OK" button was shown after my 1st $10 was accepted and when my 2nd & 3rd $10 was rejected.
I WAS FORCED TO CANCEL MY TRANSACTION!
Stupid enough to know that when you cancel your transaction,
you ought to be refunded right..?
Oh yes the machine's STUPID ENOUGH TO NOT REFUND ME OF MY $10!
-.-

I went to the control station to 'complain'
One of the station staff went to open the machine.
But before he could do so,
some gurl went to use that machine even though the note acceptor had the red-light on..
I SWEAR I SAW HER FACIAL EXPRESSION AFTER COMPLETING HER TRANSACTION.
It's as though she got a FREE top-up!!

The guy opened the machine and found NO MONEY inside it.
And said that he said something about PCC..
End up i had to fill up this "AFC Passenger Claims/Complaints Form"
The waiting process is like 10 minutes..?
I had to wait till he slowly fill up the form..
And please~
The station manager is really #$%#%#$%$#&$
He just stood behind us and overlook at what the guy's writing..
Like seriously WTH?!

Oh anyway~
According to that fella..
They need to investigate.
And if i really lost that $10, they will pay me.
I was quite taken aback by this line.
So i asked if they it's not their fault, i wouldn't be refunded..?
He said that most probably i'll get refunded..
They will need to investigate.

Ok..
I WILL BE WAITING.
As what i've mentioned..
Friday shall be the deadline.

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Monday - 19/o1/o9

Monday blues AGAIN......
So looking forward to dinner......

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Dinner was out with QL at Vivo's Sushi Tei.
Been hearing alot of this Japanese Restaurant but never had the chance to try it out myself..
And since QL suggested.....
So here we are...
Standard items.
Kinda reminded me of Sakae.
HAHA!!

We ordered:
- Ikameshi (Sotong stuff with glutinous rice),
- Soft Shell Crab Handroll,
- Chasyu Ramen in Spicy Miso Soup, and
- Suki Yaki..
So so much carbohydrates....
LOLX!!

- I find the ikameshi's ika too hard and the sauce's too salty..
- The softshell crab handroll's YUMMY!! So much better than Sakae's one i would say~
- The chasyu in the ramen tasted a lil like tariyaki chicken and the meat's too tough. The ramen's a lil too soft and the soup's a lil too salty and not very spicy. Very lil veg in the dish and i kinda miss ramen with the braised egg in it..
- The soup for suki yaki's too sweet.. Not really to my liking.. But i really love the way they set up the whole thingy.. So interesting.. The only thing that really pissed QL off is that the soup takes very long to boil and the fire went off when he placed the last piece of meat into the soup.. LOL!!

I think this is like one of the many Japanese Restaurants that i've been to which insist on serving their customers with near-to-authentic Japanese flavoured food..
Too salty, too salty, too strong a flavour for me..
But still....
Acceptable cuz i just LOVE Japanese food!!

A very nice place to dine with friends / family.
We were given this very nice table for 2, facing the IR which is still under-construction (though i seriously doubt that what we're facing is the IR).
The servers are fast with serving food, attentive at refilling our green tea, and very polite as well..
The ambiance of the place's superb. Though it gets a lil creepy as the sun set cuz the light's a lil dim..

Oh ya~
The bill totalled up to about $47+.
QL's freaking bowl of rice costs $1.80 and to my surprise.....
Green tea's FOC?!
Free-flow somemore!!
WHOAZ~

After the lovely dinner.
A post 21st birthday dinner treat from me..
We walked around the mall...
Went into several mobile phone shops..
Trying to find a new phone for myself...
Saw a couple of them..
Time to work out my personal Budget..
=X

Oh ya~
While staring at the IR construction site during dinner.
Something hilarious struck me.
Ever wonder why IRs are built near 'enclosed waters'..?
To prepare for the worse...
In case anything bad happen it's easier for the divers to find the dead body.......
LOLX!!

Initially QL thought it was crap..
But after a few minutes he kinda agree to my assumption...
He gave me another example of the Marina Bay Sands..
HAHA~~

So much fun and crap..
An enjoyable night spent with one of my lovelies...

Brother...
Take good care of yourself in Taiwan alright..??
See you again in March and many apologies for not being able to attend your don't-know-what-thingy on 25th February..
Love you very de DEEP!!
WAHAHAHA!!
And you're most welcome to the below:

You truly deserve the treat.
Thanks for mine last year..
=)

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2009-01-18T23:22:00.000+08:00

I've been a good gurl for the past 2 weeks.
Spending more time at home and heading out less..
Which means i'll be spending much lesser this month..
So happy~~

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The day was spent spring cleaning my room.
Managed to clean my 2 wardrobes, computer desk and the shelf beside it..
I'm still not done with my study desk and bed...
The amount of dust is..
OMG

And i was sneezing non-stop each time i clean off those dust.
Made me think that i'm down with flu or something~~
I need to speed up a lil..
Mum gave me a deadline till the coming Sunday...

I'll be heading out on Monday with QL,
Wednesday with Noi,
Thursday with Jele,
Friday with Sotong, and
Saturday with family.
Pretty packed schedule as all can see..
Wonder if i can meet mum's deadline..
=.=

Breathing difficulties again.
Pain in the chest and i can't really breath properly..
Sigh~~

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I had this sudden thought in mind..
And i don't know to whom should i tell this to...
I.... really want him back.

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Saturday - 17/o1/o9

Spent my day out with mH.
From Bugis to Town..
Just to get her 2 sets of clothing for Chinese New Year..
It's not easy to find something which is nice with so many people around...
Most of the time was spent squeezing through the crowd and trying to find something that she likes, which also suits her at the same time..

After hours of shopping,
she FINALLY got herself 2 sets of clothing..
Initially i thought i'll be the one going home empty-handed since i've got my Chinese New Year wear ready...
End up i got myself 1 white toga dress, a pair of white pumps, 1 black belt and 1 brown belt..

Had a meal of Pepper Lunch for dinner.
Everywhere's packed for dinner in Town.
It's like 9+pm yet there isn't any seats around~~
Really wonder where did all these people come from!!

I'm gonna head over Pepper Lunch soon again..
So in love with its Hamburger steak.
And i'm so very determined to get my sauces combination right next time round..
It's still a lil too salty this time..

Been going home pretty early for the past few weeks..
Cuz we're pretty tired after walking for so long......
The only thing thich motivates us would be what we've bought.....
=))

Babe.
Once again,
Thanks for the company..
Hope you like what you've bought...
Whatever it is between you and you-know-who...
Let it be yeah~

Just smile and not let it bother you too much.
Everything's fated.
Everything happen for a reason..
Enjoy your life as much as you can.
This is the most important key in life.
=D

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Soothing lullaby..
A pity i didn't manage to catch the movie..
Heard that it's pretty good~

Iron & Wine - Flightless Bird, American Mouth

I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere

Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth
Big pill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold
And clean blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth
Big pill stuck going down

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Friday - 16/o1/o9

"Are cutting wage, forcing workers to go on no-pay leave, good ways to prevent bosses from retrenching workers..??"

Another question here...
Sony Ericsson C905 or G705..?
The only difference is that the former has a better camera and the latter's slimmer and has a slightly longer battery life.
I'd still prefer a slide phone over touch screen phones..
So goodbye Samsung though i still love you so...
=S

dinner with Frank

2009-01-15T00:01:00.001+08:00

Lunch was at CPF Building's Sakae Sushi with Sotong & K.
Wonderful time spent.
Though short yet had 11 plates + 3 chawanmushi in total..
Not much food but the company was GREAT!!
I LOVE THESE LADIES!!
=D

The night was spent with Frank at Jurong Point.
Dinner was at Fish 'n' Co..
Not really very pack.
Thanks to the new extension...

Had some fillet with sambal sauce and rice as main course, Mushroom Salad as appetizer.

The salad was horribly done. It's written as shitake mushrooms and greens with balsamic dressing. I only taste garlic and onions from the mushrooms.. The balsamic dressing's MISSING!! And the green tasted REAL GREEN... -.-

The main course was a little too spicy for me. They had a thick layer of sauce on top of my fillet.. Too overpowering a taste. And the rice seems a little too little for that thick layer of sambal sauce. The fillet's pan fried for too long, skin/batter's rather thick and hard.. But the meat's still ok. The greens' had no taste... What's with the lack of seasoning / butter..? -.- x2

Service was wonderful, just not very attentive with refilling of iced water. Kinda sianz with their long explanation of new products, though it's quite nice of them. Hate it when they said that they don't have this, don't have that.. And yes~ I had to change my main dish from something else to the sambal dish. They didn't inform beforehand about this though..

Seems like they took away quite a lot of stuff..
The new menu looks rather empty to me.
I kinda miss the old menu where you can turn the pages round and round.
Though it's difficult at times; rather confusing i would say..
HAHA!!

I still kinda miss how they celebrate one's birthday.
So happening lor!!

After dinner was to shed off some calories.
Walking around the big mall's quite confusing at times..
Seeing the difference in crowd from both sides really tells me alot of stuff..
Seeing how people can just focus on the new and forget about the old.
Seeing how people can just blindly follow others and not knowing what he/she's doing..
It's just window-shopping yet i can think of so much rubbish..
-.-

Saw some nice stuff but due to budget constraint lately....
Had to just look at it and walk away sadly.
Got to control myself....
Can't let my stupid shopaholicsm turn serious.

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Frank..
I'm not their fan of any kinds of deep fried fish with that thick layer of batter.
So was rather impressed that you could actually finish the entire plate.
And yes~
Their fries tasted alright at the beginning..
It gets more and more boring as you move on to the other part of the dish...
I'm shocked to see how you can actually finish 1.5 cups of garlic.
Mind you~
It's R-A-W!!

Not only that..
It's nice to have you as a dinner mate.
So much rubbish to talk about.
Seems like you can't hear really well and you tend to talk quite loudly.
Can't really share secrets with you one lor~!!!
-.-

Still....
It's nice to have you tonight..
Without you i think i can really go eat wind.
Let's meet up soon again alright.
Spend more time till you head for Australia......
Awww~~

Sotong..
If you're reading this,
please be very very guilty + sorry.
HAHA!!
KIDDING LA DEI~~
Chill x2

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Saw this very interesting link on Bern's blog on 八字 (Eight Character).
By taking down your date of birth, time of birth and most probably also gender..
You can actually understand one's Fate and Life's journey from those numbers.
Sounds as though the Eight Character has special powers eh~

Eight Character's basically used for fortune-telling.
It somehow gives you advice when you met with problems, show you what's the path ahead of you, what are things to best to be avoided, etc..
No harm trying....
Quite fun~~

Here's mine.....

Personality and Character

You have a forceful and enthusiastic character. You are dauntlessly sensitive and have a tendency to be hypersensitive. Though you may not be very attractive you'll have a lot of success with the opposite sex. Due to your responsive and tolerative nature, people find you pleasant to be with. You are a curious person and like traveling and bring back souvenirs and photographs from the places you have been.

You are a steady person and constantly seeking self-improvement. A considerate and aspiring person but at times can be too straightforward in your opinions and comments that sometimes will hurt people's feeling. An honest person, people find that you are very dependable and they will try to deal with you especially in commercial transaction. As a realistic person you always make decisions based on practicality and your sharp insight into matters. You are also considered as a noble person and are highly regarded by people.

Romance and Compatibilities

Romance or love will operate out of sentiment or sensuality by you. Being attractive and magnetic, it will make it difficult for you to be faithful. You tend to be discreet, dignified and reserved and so your lover or mate must always find alternative means to occupy himself/herself. Scorpio and Pisces born in Monkey/ Rat years will bring you happiness.

Where love is concerned you are always straightforward though not demonstrative. You express your love and feelings in a calm and caring manner. The opposite sex always find you very attractive and would like to marry you because you are dependable at the same time allow he/she to have a certain amount of freedom. You would not like to play games and your partner or lover is quite sure what he/she is getting into.

Profession

Your natural curiosity will prepare you to seek knowledge through higher education. Being a born leader, strong-minded, diligent and perseverance makes you a logical choice for a job that offers personal authority. As a boss, you can both be strict and lenient depending on the situation. As an employee, you have to play second fiddle and sulk if subordinated.

You are capable, trustworthy and solid with your organizational skill make it logical for you to be self-employed. You project a solid image to people and they can depend on your judgments and opinions. Your honesty and integrity make you good in profession like consultant, computer programmer, stockbroker, lawyer, banker, lecturer and entrepreneur.

Source: http://www.adestiny.com/bazi_report/sample

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第一最好不相见，如此便可不相恋。
第二最好不相知，如此便可不相思。
第三最好不相伴，如此便可不相欠。
第四最好不相惜，如此便可不相忆。
第五最好不相爱，如此便可不相弃。
第六最好不相对，如此便可不相会。
第七最好不相误，如此便可不相负。
第八最好不相许，如此便可不相续。
第九最好不相依，如此便可不相偎。
第十最好不相遇，如此便可不相聚。
但曾相见便相知，相见何如不见时。
安得与君相诀绝，免教生死作相思。

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Jumped out of bed this morning again..
The same nightmare.
I guess i'm still not prepared for it..
I'm still not ready to see you holding someone else's hand...

依稀 - 放弃

望着你远去背影
我却失去了勇气
怎样的结局才是我们想要的
分手吗这真的是你要的吗
给你自由爱冻结此刻

怎么样的我和你能遗忘过去
为何泪水总是不停控制让我又想你
我们之间的关系
隔着一层层距离
冰冷冷的玻璃隔着两颗心

用我的手触摸空气
感受你最后气息
透过眼角泪滴看你离去
两颗心曾经靠的那么近
如今却要学会放弃

怎么样的我和你能遗忘过去
为何泪水总是不停控制让我又想你
我们之间的关系
隔着一层层距离
冰冷冷的玻璃隔着两颗心

用我的手触摸空气
感受你最后气息
透过眼角泪滴看你离去
两颗心曾经靠的那么近
如今却要学会放弃

说放弃就应该放弃
是不是不会再哭泣
说逃避再逃避是我自己不愿想起
用我的爱成全你的爱
终于放弃爱你的决定
她才是你的唯一

用我的手触摸空气
感受你最后气息
透过眼角泪滴看你离去
两颗心曾经靠的那么近
如今却要学会
总会学会试着放弃

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